I was smart enough to know,
well, to kind of know, to understand, in a way, what Trask was doing, I mean,
the way he was talking to me, with this strange mixture of taunting insults,
purring admiration, and dark, absurdly shocking promises.
He was... playing a role. I
mean, when he called me a slut it wasn't because he didn't like me, or that he
wanted to insult me. He was doing it because he thought it turned me on. And
damn it, it did! It turned me on even more to call myself a slut, the way he'd
made me do, in front of him!
I had never had this sort
of experience before with a guy. All the men I had dated, all my previous
lovers, not that there'd been a ton of them, had been younger and much more -
well, simple. They wanted to kiss me, to touch me, to have sex with me. And
that was pretty much it. I mean, as far as sex went.
Trask wanted to mind fuck
me! And it was working!
He'd promised that I'd
scream with pleasure, and here on this beautiful balcony, overlooking the
Pacific, I had done just that. Fortunately into a gag, so no one else heard,
but even so, my throat ached from the cries of pleasure he had forced upon me!
I was only nineteen, but
had thought I'd known what sex was. Trask had shown me that I'd had only a
cursory introduction to the subject. He considered himself, not the least bit
modestly, as an expert, and had told me so. Arrogant, he was, but truthful too.
I had never even thought of the stuff he had come up with!
Maybe he was just more
perverted than me.
But I was catching up! I
was letting him pretend he was bossing me around, and letting myself pretend I
was, like, some kind of sex slave for him. And that was wicked hot and
exciting! He said outrageous things, and made me say outrageous things.
Yes, some of it was
embarrassing, and, I guess, degrading, but the dark pleasure he was introducing
into my life was more than worth it!
Now he finally pulled me
inside. He untied the ropes, though the leather bands were still around my
wrists and ankles.
And my throat.
He yanked me roughly
through the door as I stumbled drunkenly, still dazed from the last orgasm,
he'd given me, turned me around so sharply I felt dizzy, and then shoved me,
belly down, across a table, well, across a chair which was pushed in against
the table.
I groaned dazedly, breasts
pillowed out below me, the back of the chair digging into my abdomen, my hair
spilling down across my face, and then - .
Crack!
"Ahh!" I cried at the
sudden stinging pain which struck my bottom.
I half twisted around,
grabbing for my bottom, and half rose, only to have his big hand grip the back
of my neck and shove me roughly down again, crushing my breasts against the
table.
Crack!
He had a belt, his belt,
doubled up, in his other hand! I was startled, unnerved...
"Ow! Don't!"
Crack!
"Oww! Please!" I cried.
The belt hurt!
Crack! Crack! Crack! Crack!
Crack! Crack!
The belt snapped down
across my upraised bottom again and again, and for all my squirming and
pleading there wasn't a thing I could do about it! His hand was like iron, and
his arm was even stronger. He pinned me easily, and all I could do was wriggle
and thrash and cry out as the belt cut down across my bottom!
It stung a lot! Every blow
delivered a sharp blast of pain into the soft flesh of my bottom, and left a
line of heat behind. The lines joined and melded until my entire bottom was
burning! The dazedness of the orgasm had been swept away and my mind was
now kind of panicking as I tried to cope with the stinging, burning pain!