Prologue
Sloan pulled hard
against the hand gripping her hair. She was desperately trying to turn her head
away, to twist her slender body out of his grasp. It was no use, he was too
strong; he would use her in any way he wanted, and what he wanted right now was
her soft mouth.
It was better this
way, she thought...playing at being forced. It made the act so much more
exciting for her, and for him. There was nothing more thrilling sexually than a
man in heat holding a naked woman in his arms, forcing himself on her. A
certain amount of female resistance was part of the dance.
He felt amazing--hard
as steel and throbbing with life. For her, oral sex was the ultimate intimacy, the
full expression of her unconditional surrender. She had been taken to be a part
of him, connected by a force of nature that defined their species. Their two
bodies had become one moving together toward a finale that was unequalled by
any human emotion.
It was a mystery to
her why some women decried the act, why they felt ashamed, even revolted by it.
Nothing could be more wrong-headed. This was pure unadulterated pleasure, every
chemical in her body was working overtime to make her feel beautiful and powerful
and desired. She cherished the sensation; there was nothing else like it in
life. But even more, she loved the way she was able to drive this...this
powerful animal to a state of mindless euphoria.
He was in her
control; his huge erection was her doing--she had infected his mind with desire
and produced this amazing manifestation of his passion. The realization made
her shiver with power and she tightened her lips, rubbing her rough tongue hard
and long against the underside of his shaft. Incredibly, she could hear him
grunting and feel him getting even harder, even bigger.
An early drop of
semen flowed out of him onto her tongue. It was delicious, the essence of life,
the impossibly sweet nectar from which, by some magic, we were all created. How
could this be degrading? It was...life at least the way she defined it.
She pulled uselessly on
her thin arms-a natural instinct. She desperately wanted to touch him, to
caress him, to express her gratitude more fully. But that was impossible, her
wrists were crossed behind and tied with a piece of rope. He wanted her on her
knees; frustrated and helpless. She shook her head angrily, pulling on him. She
might be in emotional control of his desire, but he was in physical control of
her body. He had the ability and the will to...to hurt her.
Suddenly she remembered
the crop in his hand and she was afraid...terrified that she wouldn't be
pleasing enough. Her anger turned to fear. She knew he would use the rod on her
bare ass if he wasn't satisfied. She feared it--the leather popper at the end,
intended for the hide of a horse, felt like a branding iron on a woman's soft
skin. She squeezed her lips harder, moved faster...pushed deeper.
He was the one who
evaluated her performance, she thought, not her. By mutual consent, it was his
right to punish her for anything less than sexual perfection. He was the Master
here and she was the slave. The role multiplied the effects. There was no
justice in it of course, no cosmic balancing of the scales, no fairness, only
the inexplicably harsh rules of nature. She had come to grips with this reality
long ago and, as much as she hated and feared the pain, she knew it had to be
this way to achieve the kind of super-explosion they were after.
Ironically, it was the
bondage that set her free, free to apply her maximum effort to making him come.
She wasn't responsible for her low acts, for her depraved behavior. He was in
charge; he demanded this of her and she had no way to resist bound the way she
was. She was a victim, innocent of any wrongdoing, of any disgrace. As such, she
was free to put everything she had into the effort, compelled in fact to use
whatever extreme methods were needed to bring him to a memorable climax.
She looked up and met
his eyes. They were inflamed with passion, red hot with merciless desire. He
would do whatever he needed to do to achieve orgasm. It was a look that every
woman wanted to see in her man. She had him now!
She slowed then backed
off, licking him in a coy way, playing with her
newfound power. He was hers now, hers to toy with until SHE was ready to bring
him to his peak. It was an amazing turn of events, one that she didn't intend
to let pass. Like all women, she had a streak of sadism hidden deep inside.
This was her opportunity to...
He tried frantically to
push himself back inside; she turned her head to the side like a bullfighter
avoiding a horn and licked him carelessly as he passed. His desperation was
amusing, entertaining. She smiled and... Suddenly, his hands were on her head
holding her steady, driving himself inside, pushing deep, past her uvula. She
felt the urge to gag and suppressed it. It had taken her a long time and a lot
of pain to learn how to cope with that reflex. Her trainer had been wonderfully
ruthless in his application of the cane and she had learned quickly.
Petulantly, she tried
to detach herself from what was happening. Her mind wandered back to her
training. That had been a wonderful experience, something that she...
Without warning, he
flicked the crop hard on her ass cheek. She groaned, vibrating her vocal cords
against his member. All other thoughts were instantly driven from her mind.
Concentrate...! This kind of man was not to be played with; he demanded her total
concentration. He would tolerate nothing but the total effort of her mouth, her
tongue, her lips...her mind. He wanted it all totally focused on his pleasure.
Pain...! Pain, she
thought fleetingly as her head pumped frantically. Understandably, most people including
her went to great lengths to avoid it, but that was a mistake. Pain was the key
to pleasure, the magic key that got us past our petty fears; the gateway to
real ecstasy. She wasn't a masochist...she hated the anguish, feared it just like
any normal person. But she understood its purpose, its enormous potential. It
drove her to wildness, it excited her; it made her a complete woman, a sensual
being. It was the...
He cropped her hard again
and she frantically went under him for his balls, sucking them inside with desperate
apology, pleading upward with her eyes. His pleasure...she needed to bring him
more pleasure. That was all that counted at this moment. The pain made that crystal
clear. There was no mutuality of interest here, no gentle caress, no loving
touch, no sweet words--this was about a man's sexual need, an unstoppable demand
that she had been created to satisfy, to fulfill.
Of course the
ultimate secret was that, although he held the crop, she still had the ultimate
power of orgasm. It wasn't the crop as much as it was her own selfish need to
come that really drove her behavior. Making him come, bringing him to the edge
of blissful insanity was the act that satisfied her own hidden lust. That was
his real advantage, not his ropes or his whip. She simply could not achieve the
same sexual high herself nor could she do it with a substitute like another
woman. She needed him, she needed his living throbbing cock, just as he needed the
sheath of her warm body.
Ironically, she had
never really felt the total power of the organism she needed so much. For all
the cock she had sucked, for all the men she had taken into her vagina, into
her ass, she had never really known her most extreme orgasm. It just wasn't
something a conscious mind could handle.
But her body
remembered; her body told her what it was like, not in words, but in the
yearning that inhabited every muscle. She craved it now...all the time...and the
craving was growing, driving her towards an even more intense experiences. She
was hopelessly addicted.
Which was why, in the
beginning, she had revealed her submissive nature. It was the key to the kind
of lifestyle that she needed, the kind that enabled her to satisfy the obsession.
By subjecting herself to the bondage and the discipline, she could plumb depths
of feeling that few women would ever know.
Sloan didn't view
this as a weakness. Just the opposite, she considered herself better than most men
at almost everything. That knowledge was a comfort in her everyday life, but it
was also irrelevant to her fundamental purpose, to her obsessive need--men had the
cocks; nature demanded that those cocks enter women in a forceful manner; it rewarded
those who achieved this with the most extraordinary sexual experience
imaginable. More importantly, nature promised more exquisite pleasure with even
deeper, more exquisite penetrations. It, that is life, her life, was just that
simple.
She licked his sack
one final time and returned contritely to his shaft, ministering to him with
the reverence due to its magic. She could hear him moaning, the crop hanging
down idle from its wrist strap, forgotten for the moment. Power...! She had the
power again. She twisted her head from one side to the other in a wild expression
of her sudden ascendency. He was almost there...almost...almost there...
Suddenly she felt the
snap of the crop again on her bare backside then again and again and again. Her
mind blanked from the white-hot pain and she reverted, reverted to the animal
inside all of us. The shuddering unstoppable orgasm thundered from her abdomen to
her head to her mouth and precipitated a frantic burst of oral energy that ignited
him. He dropped the crop once again and grabbed the back of her head, holding
her tight against him as wave after wave of his hot cum flowed into her.
He stayed like this,
jerking into her, unaware of his instinctual action for a long time. After a while,
he released her and she fell slowly back to lie on the ground, naked, bound,
and well-fucked. He stood over her, his legs spread, his
cock still hard and extended, like a predator over his prey.
There was something
terrible in the moment, something mad and evil in the image, but also something
glorious. Sloan glanced up at him--sweating, breathing hard--with an expression
of worship on her face. It was the most natural of human acts, the essence of
our existence.