Chapter One
Sophie Campbell was a good
girl, and had always been a good girl. Her clothes were always perfectly
pressed, ironed, cleaned and folded. Her teeth were always perfectly brushed,
carefully flossed, and hygienically washed with mouthwash. Her marks, at
school, were all straight As.
Sophie did not swear, at
all, for any reason, and quite disapproved of the habit in others. She did not
gossip, nor speak ill of others, even if she disapproved of their behavior. She
gave to charity, and volunteered her time to help those less advantageous than
herself.
And Sophie always obeyed
the rules, the regulations, the laws, and the policies, of wherever she
happened to be, whether she regarded them as sensible or not. Sophie had never
gotten a traffic ticket. On the road, car after car would come up behind her,
move around her, and then move back into the slow lane where she would be
driving the exact speed limit.
If other people chose to
disobey the posted speed that was their business. Sophie would do no such
thing. She was, after all, was a good girl.
It surprised no one when,
after graduating from the University of Georgia with a major in Health
Promotion, she volunteered to travel to Africa for a stint with the Peace
Corps. She would, while giving all due respect to local cultures, help educate
Africans on health behavior, on the conditions, both living and working, which
would adversely influence their health and prevent disease and disability.
Sophie was a good girl, and
felt that her privileged upbringing required she give something back to the
world, and its poor. But it would wrong to say she
wasn't at least somewhat nervous about the thought of living and working in
Africa.
The pristine, beautiful
campus of the University of Georgia was precisely the world in which Sophie thrived.
There was order, beauty, and well-mannered behavior. The lovely, manicured
grounds and smoothly paved walkways were a pleasure to walk on and through. She
was quite certain Africa, by comparison would be - chaotic.
Just dressing for the trip
was an exercise in anxiety! She was destined for the western African country of
Namibia, where the average daily temperature would be expected to be quite
high, higher than Georgia, and in particular, the more moderate climate of
Athens, where she lived.
What was worse, she would
be without the air conditioning which was the norm in Athens. This would, of
necessity, require a certain alteration of her normal wardrobe.
Sophie, after all, was a
good girl. Sophie was gifted with a body which was considered generously
endowed and attractive (by western cultural standards, she reminded herself).
The attention her body had often garnered was distressing and distracting,
bringing, as it often did, the unseemly and even rudely displayed interest of
men, both young and old.
Sophie was a firm believer in the equality of
women, and wanted to be considered and appreciated for her behavior and
intelligence, not her body. She had therefore, almost since adolescence, taken
up a choice of wardrobe designed to minimize male interest.
Her clothing tended towards
dark colors, despite the weather, was never tight or form fitting, and exposed
very little flesh. Her blouses and dresses were buttoned up to the neck, her
hems long, her shoes without heels.
Even her lingerie was
governed by her interest in not attracting unseemly male interest in that her
bras were designed to flatten her breasts, rather than emphasize them, to
minimize their appearance. That task was not an easy one given the size of her
bust, but it did work, to some effect.
Sophie was a firm believer
in a health mind with a healthy body, and exercised rigorously. However, given
the warm weather and the need to wear minimal clothing she did so in the
basement of her rented townhouse, where she could jog and run to her hearts
content on her treadmill, without male eyes ogling her in her shorts and
reinforced sports bra.
She had some experience
with men, much of it distasteful. They only seemed after one thing! And she had
been raised to not give it to them! Of course, she had weakened over the years.
She had allowed some few of them to touch her in places people might consider
highly inappropriate, and she had learned, in order to please them and yet deny
them her ultimate sacrifice, how to satisfy them with her hands, and then with
her mouth.
She wasn't entirely certain
why she had been determined to remain a virgin. Part of it was a prudent desire
to not get pregnant or catch anything unpleasant. Part of it was that as a very
private person, the idea of baring her body to men was a daunting one. Part of
it was that she resented the often poor manners of the men who wanted sex from
her. And part of it was a fear of gaining a 'reputation' as fast.
Of course, she had instead
garnered a reputation as a prude, which she hadn't really wanted either. That
was when she'd learned to compromise by satisfying her dates without the need
to disrobe. It made her far too self-conscious when men ogled her, and she
could only imagine what they'd do if she was entirely without clothes!
Her walled-in community did
have a swimming pool, and she did make use of it on occasion, but not to lay
around basking in the sun (which was not good for your skin anyway) but to swim
laps. On those occasions she wore a modest one-piece suit.
She would pack that suit,
of course, but what to wear in darkest Africa, where she could be out and about
all day in hot, humid weather? Even if she were of a mind to wear shorts, it
did not seem to her, through viewing the pictures, that
women wore shorts in Africa, and she wanted to be culturally sensitive.
Long robes seemed to be the
order of the day, which she found gratifying, though it did make her doubtful
about their comfort in the hot temperatures. She was not, after all, African.
She had fair skin, with green eyes and long, mahogany hair, and was not overly
fond of hot weather. The women in the pictures had little or no hair, she
thought ruefully, while hers hung halfway down her back.
But sacrifice in the name
of helping the less fortunate only made her feel better about herself.
Since it would not do to
appropriate the clothing of the locals (culturally insensitive) she went
shopping and purchased a number of summer dresses. These dresses were, of
necessity, light both in color and in weight, the fabric thin and not normally
very tight. The size of her bust would have made them so, but her minimizer
bras solved that problem handily.
She did have another
problem, a personal problem, and that was her birth control pills. Although
Sophie didn't need them for the traditional usage, her doctor had put her on
them years earlier as a means to regularize her monthly 'visits', and they
worked quite well at that. Going to darkest Africa for months might make it
impossible to fill her prescription.
With that in mind she'd
gone to her doctor and gotten an implant. It was a tiny stick, smaller than a
matchstick, which was placed under her skin on her arm and would steadily
release a hormone for up to two years, thus continuing to stabilize her period.
It would also act as a birth control device, of course, but that, she thought,
was hardly necessary.
The plane ride was
exciting, though of course, she had been to Europe several times. There was
even a delightful stopover in Paris where she could practice her rudimentary
French.
Landing in Windhoek was
less of a delight. It was quite hot, and the airport was quite small, and the
line to pass through customs seemed interminable. She was gratified at how
modern the city was, at first, until she and several other volunteers were
packed into a Land Rover which sped south out of the city.
By the time they pulled
into the small, walled compound where they would be staying the night she was
tired, sweaty, and very short of temper after having been confined in the car,
speeding over less than perfect roads for hours. But she did her best to seem
cheerful, given the circumstances.
The compound was far from
luxurious, and the residents were a mixture of Americans, and the Namibians who
worked for and with them. She was given
a tiny room with two cots, the other of which was occupied by someone not
presently there.
She found herself seated at
the end of a bench before a long, rough wooden table, with a slender young
Namibian man on her left and a tall, older Namibian woman across the table.
"How are you finding our
country, Miss Campbell?" the man asked solicitously.
"Oh, it's quite hot," she
said ruefully.
"You will get used to that
in a short time," the woman said. "I am Lashan," she added, reaching across the
table.
"Call me Sophie!" Sophie said
happily, taking her hand and shaking it.
"I am Sisco," the man said,
inclining his head.
"Hi," she said, taking his
hand.
She noted how rough his
hand was with some surprise, but then realized that this was simply a man who
had spent his whole life working with his hands. It was a moment of epiphany
and guilt for Sophie, who suddenly realized she had simply rarely met such men,
even in the United States, let alone shaken their hands. Was she a snob?
These thoughts were
disturbed by the fact Sisco was not letting go of her hand very quickly, and
she began to feel a sense of apprehension before he finally released her with a
strange smile.
"Where are you from,
Sophie?" Lashan asked.
"I'm from Georgia," she
replied. "Athens. It's warm in Georgia, but not like this. Whew."
"Your accent seems odd,"
Lashan said.
"Oh, well, in Georgia we
don't consider we have an accent, just that the northerners do," she said with
a laugh.
"So different Americans
have different accents? That is quite interesting," Lashan said.
"Oh yes, well, it's a big
place, you know, so there are a lot of local accents, even some unique to
certain cities, like Boston and New York."
Dinner was served, and
Lashan helped to identify the myriad of different types of foods for her, most
of which Sophie had never heard of, much less tasted. Sisco remained largely
silent, though Sophie would have been appalled to learn this was due to his not
desiring her attention so he could continue to gaze down the front of her
dress.
Sophie was not in the habit
of wearing dresses which did not come up to her neck. While the flowery, blue
summer dress she had on was modest, by most standards, the round neckline was
wide, and the dress was not overly tight. As she leaned forward to eat and talk
with Lashan, however, the weight of her breasts tended to pull the thin
material forward opening a sizable opening for the tall man's eyes to
investigate.
The nature of her bra, as
well, which, rather than being two distinct cups to shape her breasts, was more
of a halter, allowed his eyes unimpeded access to the full, cream colored top
of her breasts, and Sisco found himself entranced by the sight.
There were few white women
in Africa, fewer still outside the major tourist areas, and even fewer as young
and attractive as Sophie Campbell. The sight of her breasts produced a powerful
erection in the African man, and he found himself breathless at the view as he
strove to control himself and the girl chatted on blithely unaware.
Such full, rounded breasts
on young, slender girls were rare in Namibia, where diets were uncertain and
the science of shape forming lingerie something of a novelty. Sisco kept his
erection all through dinner, during which his eyes spent considerable time
inside Sophie's dress, then returned home to his wife, there to please her with
his enthusiasm while his mind was filled with the full bodied American girl he
had sat beside through dinner.
Sophie, happily unaware of
his lewd interest, let Lashan show her around the small town. Though a main
road was paved, the remainder was dirt, and the homes and buildings were
simple, colorful and small, often roofed in tin. A few thousand people lived
and worked there, and all stared as she walked by.
Sophie took numerous
pictures, delighted in how quaint and simple the place was, and how much
everyone smiled as they walked by. Her pleasure lasted through her return to
the compound, up to her shower.
She had been much looking
forward to the shower, despite the fact it would be, she was told, in lukewarm
water. The water came from a tank on the roof, for there was no running water
in town. Nonetheless, she felt sweaty enough to put up with any temperature,
and lukewarm sounded just fine given how hot she'd been all day.
The shower room was tiny,
made up of a concrete floor and walls but she didn't care. She luxuriated in
the water as she stood beneath it, and only the desire to soap herself up
caused her to step back. Once heavily soaped, she stepped back into the water
with a groan of pleasure, letting it wash away the sweat, dirt and soap all
together.
Her pleasure lasted up
until she turned the water off and discovered that neither her towel nor her
robe were still hanging on the hook behind the door. There was, in fact,
nothing there at all.