Penal Colony 3 -
Branding Beauty
I suffer for you
Then feel ...joy
Inscribed above the stable at Purgatory Plantation, Dominica, American
Penal Colony.
Origin-unknown. Reason for the unusual spacing of the words-unknown.
After seven years the
American Penal Colony in the Caribbean was old news. People now accept the
controversial exiling of convicts, men and women. More than accept it, they consider
the self-governing Colony an inspired solution to the centuries-old problem of
penitentiaries.
Many attribute this
widespread public acceptance to the government's ban on Colony visitation and its
refusal to interfere in the islands' internal affairs. This hands-off policy has
been roundly criticized by some, but most Americans agreed, happy to remain
ignorant of any abuse. The hard economic times made it especially difficult to
feel much sympathy for criminals.
The results were
shockingly predictable. Ruthless gangs and then warlords took control of the
islands and began to engage in every form of depravity including the trafficking
of drugs and weapons. With no law, even slaves especially beautiful females
began to appear on the islands to meet the insatiable demand for sex. After a
few years, the mob moved in and took control of most Colony businesses,
imposing its own brand of ruthlessness.
One of the businesses
to survive the mob was Purgatory Plantation. It had in a few years, with the
help of their Russian Bratva partners, cornered the market on human trafficking
worldwide. The U.S. mobs grudgingly accepted the Plantation as a value-added,
high-quality provider of this most valuable product and left it alone.
Pilar
Is this a dream, a
nightmare? Am I dead? It all seems so terribly real, yet too terrible to
actually be real. Is this Hell...? How would I know?
I keep replaying my
last memories desperately trying to some clue, something that fits, that
explains my...incredible circumstances. One moment I was happily marching with
my friends in the streets of Havana, raucously protesting with them some stupid
government policy to reduce student subsidies; the next moment I'm hanging by
my wrists in this dark room...naked.
Was there a blow to
my head? I seem to recall a moment of stunning pain before the ground rose up
and knocked me unconscious. The ground rose up...? Could the police have shot
me with something that caused unconsciousness...perhaps a rubber bullet? One of
them had pointed at me...could he...?
Does it matter? I am
here now, suffering. I can't see anything for the darkness, but I can hear and feel
the other girls. Feel isn't exactly the right word; we are jammed into a tiny space,
pushed up against each other so tightly that it is literally hard to breathe. I
wait for those around me to exhale so that I can fill my own lungs.
The hard nipples of the girl behind are
pressed against my bare back; I can feel the roundness of her mound grinding
into my ass, the smooth skin of her bare thighs on my legs. The billowing hair
of the girl in front is in my mouth; some of it has slipped down my throat making
me gag every few seconds.
Even the sounds in
the room are from hell. There is constant moaning--a bewailing of our inhuman
bondage. Surprisingly, there is little talk. Our reality is pain and the terror
of the unknown...what could we possibly talk about under these conditions? It is
as if our desire to communicate with each other has been stripped away with our
clothes. I can discern an occasional word in English and Spanish, sometimes
Portuguese, even some Haitian Patois; but none of it provides any information
only a constant pleading for release. It's as if we are waiting to be admitted
into something...something horrible, but what? No one knows.
Every once in a while
the door opens suddenly and one of us is quickly taken out, screaming,
terrified of what waits beyond. The anticipation creates a gut-wrenching fear
that stinks up the small space. I had not known that fear has its own smell.
I use my mind to
stave off the panic, the insanity. What does await us outside? Who waits...? I
wonder if they are human. Could one human do this to another? Am I still in
Cuba... among my countrymen? It doesn't seem possible.
The tightness in my
stomach grows into a dark foreboding that what lies outside is even worse than
this room. I imagine a devil throwing our screaming bodies into hellfire that
consumes us in never-ending pain. I pull hard on my wrist straps but they hold
me like a pair of impossibly strong leather hands. This is no playful bondage
game, no experimentation with a sexual taboo. This is captivity.
When my turn comes, I
swoon at the touch of the creature's hands on my skin and awake to find myself laying
in the sun on sand. My arms are outstretched, belted tightly to an unbending
metal bar that presses hard into my shoulders. I can feel my ribs pressing
against my lungs. I twist my body in mindless panic but only manage to kick up the
sand under my feet and my legs.
My vision clears. A
man sits behind a desk at the far end of the sand pit, watching me, chewing on
a pencil as if in deep though. Two other men are down on one knee at the ends
of my bar. One of them reached over and runs his hands over my body, feeling my
ass, my breasts, my mound, the shape of my legs, my thighs. He takes my nipple
between his fingers and twists it as if rolling a cigarette.
I scream and twist nearly
fainting again with outrage. I am from a good family in Cuba; I attend the
university; I am a person of substance. No one had ever touched me this way
before. He pushes his finger inside my cunt and feels for my hymen then shakes his
head at the man behind the desk who makes a notation as the first one wipes his
wet finger on my ass cheek. I can feel the wetness in the gentle breeze.
Somehow I know what
he is communicating--she's not a virgin. I feel a moment of shame. Fernando, a
fellow student at the university, had taken my virginity months ago. What I don't
understand is the wetness. How could my vagina be wet?
"Too bad, still prime
maybe even prime-plus," the man at the desk says in English.
English? Why are they
speaking English in Cuba? I wonder.
His kneeling friend
considers for a moment, "Plus I would say, look at her face, her hair, her
waist...all primo."
"I agree," the other
answers making another notation on the paper. "Let's get her up," he says
without raising his eyes from the paper.
The two men stand and
take positions on either side of the metal bar then lift. They are incredibly
strong. I feel my body being lifted off the ground then dropped as the bar
slips into holders in the pit's cement columns. I kick my feet trying to find a
purchase, trying to relieve the terrible pain of my crucifixion.
The man at my side moves
away, behind, out of my sight. Suddenly, I felt the pain of a lash on my back
and I scream. He doesn't stop at the sound...just continues to whip my writhing
body. I can feel my toes curling and my feet pointing in anticipation of each
stroke. I manage to scream words of surrender, to beg for mercy in Spanish and
English, but it is as if they have no interest in anything I have to say. In
the deepest recess of my rational mind I wonder again if these are Cuban
interrogators. If so, why are they indifferent to my confession? Why are they
speaking English?
This is moment I
realize that my captors are not Cubans. I have not been simply knocked
unconscious and taken to a Cuban prison. This whipping is beyond the Cuban
morality, beyond anything I have ever imagined.
I stop thinking; the
pain is too intense, too unbearable. It consumes my thoughts. I begin to fade
out. I feel my body reacting to the pain, my mind numbs as if separating itself
from the pain. It is as if I've been drugged...I embrace the oblivion.
The man behind
suddenly pushes something into my cunt and holds it firmly in place. It is
vibrating in a way that shocks me back into full consciousness then suddenly my
body explodes. Wave after wave of irresistible convulsions shake me so violently
that I know with certainty that I will not survive. My eyes roll into the back
of my head and my mind becomes a place of pure feeling--no rational thought,
none, interferes with the shuddering orgasm.
I emerge limp and
weak. If it wasn't for my terrible suspension I would have collapsed into a
heap on the floor. The man behind strikes me again with his whip then again
then pushes the vibrator back into my cunt. I erupted again, even more
forcefully than the first time. I can feel my clit squirting onto the ball in his
hand. Impossible, I have never come so hard!
In a while, I open my
eyes. Both men are standing by the desk talking.
"I think that's
right," the one holding the vibrator says, "Prime-plus for tactile response and
the same for sexual response. Charles is going to want to check this one out personally."
The other man makes
hurried notes on the paper as my torturer and his assistant lift me off the
columns and removes the bar. He pulls my limp arms behind and straps my arms
behind with belts at my wrists and elbows then walks me slowly to a door where
another pulls a hood over my head. I am led to a soft bed and chained to it at
the neck and feet still hooded. I sleep as if I'm dead.
This is my first day
in Purgatory.