Talula
was trying to regulate her breathing. That was proving a little difficult
because her head was all fucked up. She could hear her heart, thumping in her
chest as though it was trying to get out or something. And her pulse - she
could feel that too. Those little pulse points in her wrists and her neck just
under the ears. She could feel those as well. Those little pulse points pumping
the blood around her body. In a way and for some strange reason she was
grateful for those little, almost pin point little pulses of pressure sending the
blood around her body and up into her brain. There was the little pulse points
at her temples as well, both of them. That was her link, albeit a tenuous link
to reality. Those little pulses at each side of her head. They somehow showed her that she was in the
here and now. She was in 'reality' even if it was a fucked up reality.
"It's
ok Talula. It's ok, I know what kind, what sort of a woman you are. I know lots
like you. They seem to just come to me for some reason. But it's ok. Your
secret is safe with me. I won't tell anyone about your 'need' for very young
girls. It's ok. I won't say a word."
Serendipity
was talking wetly, almost filthily as she was bringing a process to an end. She
had been very slowly and very deliberately slipping a string of beads up into
Talula's anus. The young girl had used the copious amounts of very slippery,
oily juices from the older woman's cunt as lubrication and, just for good
measure she had peered up between Talula's lazily spread legs and looked right
into her eyes as she had swirled her tongue around the raised, puckered ring of
Talula's ass. She had done that as, at the same time she eased each of the
beads in. Each of those beads something like an inch in diameter and shiny.
Shiny like stainless steel. But not stainless steel - rather each of the beads
made of perfectly smooth, perfectly formed glass. Serendipity making sure to
curl and constrict her long fleshy tongue around each bead before she took it
between thumb and forefinger and pressed it to the raised ring in a
knowledgeable way, encouraging and almost demanding that the anus dilate. When
it did dilate, there was always the little slight escape of air from between
the lips of the older woman. Wanton sighs and gasps. Yes but also something
else in there. Something else, maybe a struggling sigh, one of deep, deep
humiliation at the state she was in. She had never lost herself to abandon
before. She had always been the one in control. She had always been the one
able to play the upper hand. Had always been the one on top. But this was different. Serendipity had got
inside her head. She hadn't simply got inside her head for a quick peek and
then out again. If that had been the case she would have been slightly unnerved
by it - even possibly slightly disturbed by it but she might have been able to
cope, or even get over it. But Serendipity hadn't simply peeked inside her head
then come out again. She had slipped in there with apparent ease and then she
had stayed there. She had slipped in there and she had made herself at home
there. Kind of pulling up a chair and staying there.
It
had happened at the gallery. Talula had been very unsure about that initial
feeling that the young girl had slid her palm over her ass. But putting that
doubt into her mind had been part of the process. Then there had been the other
little touches. Little friendly, almost imperceptible nudges of the elbow into
her sides. Little nudges that encouraged the older woman to relax. Little
nudges that almost insisted that she go with the flow. Unbeknown to Talula
those little nudges and those little points of contact very precise, very
accurate and with a very definite purpose attached to them. Those little points
of contact massaging the erogenous zones of the older woman. A very definite
and very disturbing fact that this young girl was in the process of sexually
molesting Talula. She was sexually molesting her and yet at the same time she
had been doing it 'in plain sight'. It
was in the relative safety of the gallery that Serendipity had begun her work
on the mother of Tulisia. She had known as soon as she saw Talula come into the
gallery that she would have her. The older woman ticked all of the boxes. She
was a stunning, stunning woman who had seemed to have grown into her beauty and
yet she was also a woman in her forties who was probably dreading, or at the
least thinking about the onset of age and its effects. As such she will have
had insecurities. The worrying thing was that Serendipity could spot a woman
with those issues from a mile off. That a girl, barely into womanhood herself
had such an insight into the phobias and the worries of older women, was cause
for concern to say the very least. When Tulisia had shown her the photograph
that night, something had jumped out at Serendipity. Something had just flicked
a switch in her mind. Talula was the one. She was pretty sure that she was the
one and that she had to follow through with her own needs. She had had to ruin
Tulisia in the process. She had had to ruin her in the most precise and complete
way but then the daughter of Talula was simply the collateral damage. Although,
there was slightly more to it than that. Tulisia was proving to be an
interesting side project for Serendipity. Like a welcome distraction.
Serendipity
was a 'collector'. She collected older women. She sought and found older women
victims and then she proceeded to strip them bare before applying her own form
of hell. Before Talula she hadn't had to
deal with a daughter before. She hadn't had to deal with a girl more or less
her own age. It was a different challenge for her. It was 'easier' to break
Tulisia because of her lack of experience and because of her naivety. And
because of her general, less aware state of mind. Serendipity had giggled to
herself as she had thought of this girl like a lamb to the slaughter. Perhaps
on a more disturbing level was Serendipity's own arousal at the knowledge and
the actual actions of destroying a girl no older than herself. It hadn't been a
factor before. It had been all about the older women. It had always been about
just the older women. For as long as she could remember it was just about the
older women. It was what her own mother had taught her. It was what her own
mother had instilled into her. With her mother's use of her, for her own sexual
gratification, the process had begun. Serendipity's own journey had begun with
her own mother's use of her. Her mother had used the fear factor in the early
stages to keep Serendipity under control she had isolated her so that she could
do her work on her. Even not knowing the fullest and the most graphic detail of
Serendipity's journey, there is no surprise at how the girl herself turned out.
Or indeed no shock applied to the knowledge that she was fixated with older
women. Her mind at some point working out that what her mother was doing was
wrong - so wrong and yet at the same time, the love for her mother, blood love
to strong for her to turn that inner rage against her mother and so it
manifested itself with her fixation of other older women. Older women around
the same age as her mother. Her punishment of those other older women like
therapy for her. Her use of bondage, torture, and sexual enhancement kind of
mirroring what her mother did to her. Or what she used to do. Her mother had
taught her well. Taught her about orgasm and denial and addiction. She had
taught her about these things and demonstrated them on her. So she KNEW what it
was like to be on the receiving end. She knew what a woman was going through at
any given time in any process - her own sexual gratification had been
'discovered' through denial by her mother. But all the time she was learning.
Taking it all in and learning and when she did eventually turn it all around,
her first 'older woman' was her mother. These days they had an 'understanding'.
At one point she had picked her moment and she had twisted it all around on her
mother. Once she had done that - the existing twist in Serendipity's mind was
further twisted. Her mother became a puppet. A useful resource and help in her
fixation with older women. Talula and Tulisia though had been all her own work.
Her own project and it displayed a mushrooming of her fetishes. The intense,
orgasmic enjoyment that she got out of melting Tulisia's mind and body was new
to her. She had never even thought about girls her own age before. Her sole and
utter focus was on older women. But Tulisia was a huge turn on for her. She was
getting intense and utter sexual fulfilment with the knowledge of what she was
doing to the girl. Not just the acts and the methods that she was using - but
the knowledge of the effects of what she was doing. And the fact that she was
doing it to a girl her own age, fucking her up, making her an addict was a
massive injection of sexual bliss for her. Of course, it didn't lessen her own
addiction to older women and what she had planned for Talula surpassed, by some
margin, what she had managed to do this far. It has to be said though that that
doesn't lessen some of the horrors she had inflicted on older women up to this
point.
"Your
secret is safe with me Talula so don't worry. I won't even tell your own
daughter about mummy's sexual attraction to young girls like me. All you have
to do, is be a good girl for me Talula - do you think you can do that hmmm? Be
a good girl for Miss Serendipity, hmmmm."
Serendipity's
words were wet, and they were bubbling. They sounded obscene as they slipped
from between her deep red lips. But then given the scene, those words couldn't
sound anything other than dirty and obscene. She was using Talula's own juices
to lubricate her ass and then she was pushing the one inch beads in one at a
time. She was doing it in a very slow and very deliberate way and in doing that
she was emphasising and accentuating what she was doing to Talula herself. She
had used her knowledge and her knowhow to arouse Talula - arouse her to fever
pitch and yet at the same time she was not allowing Talula to escape into
sexual oblivion. Instead in parallel with the sexual arousal and joy that she
was inflicting she was also not letting her forget that it was a young, a very
young girl that was providing the pleasure. Therefor there was no guilt after
the sexuality. There was just a simple and non-stop drip of guilt applied at
the same time as the sexual pleasure. This was not an accidental thing being
applied. This was a deliberate plan being followed through with an expertise
almost of a scientist. The fact that it was a young girl doing it was enough to
send shivers down the core of the spine, and beyond.