I'm odd. I like being dominated by women. I
like the humiliation, the submission, and the pain of that kind of
relationship. And I've submitted to being locked away in a chastity device,
with several different Mistresses as the key holder. How does that happen? How
the heck did I get into all this? Well I started pretty young.
I took my A-Levels (the exam we UK folks take
at 18 to enter into higher education, like university). I was going out with a
girl called Joy at the time, and she wasn't a very good influence on me. I
cocked up my exams, and instead of going straight to university at 18, I had to
settle for a place in a teacher training college instead. That college was in
Northampton, which is about 50 miles North of London. Just before I left to go
to college, I found Joy sleeping with another man, and we broke up.
As one door closed, another opened. At
college I met a beautiful lady called Laura, who is about 18 months older than
me, and was then in the final year of her training to be a teacher. We started
going out, and we got serious. But Laura was coming off some kind of reborn
Christian kick, and really wanted to 'save herself' for when we got married. As
a healthy 18 year old male, I just wanted to screw her because she was
absolutely gorgeous. Of course we compromised by me doing exactly what Laura
wanted. We did stuff like mutual masturbation, and I gave her oral sex, which
she very much enjoyed. But she balked at the idea of giving me a blow job, much
to my disappointment. She even made me wear cycle shorts in bed so I wouldn't
try to make love to her "by mistake".
I was OK with our relationship, I suppose.
Frankly I knew that Laura was out of my league, and I thought I could
eventually tease out a more sexual side of her, given time. But I quickly
realised that the course I was on at the college in Northampton was a disaster
for me. I knew I needed to get into a proper university.
Laura's brother, Colin, worked at
Loughborough University, and suggested I apply there. I did, and they said
they'd accept me for a course beginning the following year. That meant I'd lose
a year in the meantime, and I'd have to drop out of the teacher training
college, but it seemed to me that it was the best way to go. I returned home to
Merseyside and got a job in my Dad's factory to earn some cash while I was
waiting to go to Loughborough.
When Laura graduated, she found a teaching
job at a school in a village near Nottingham, which was relatively close to
where I'd be at university. I'd be able to see Laura most weekends.
I started my course at Loughborough, and
things seemed to be going well enough between us.
Laura shared a house with Christine, another
young teacher who worked at the same school, and the two girls seemed to hit it
off. When I first met Christine, I thought she was very pretty, although quite
plump, but apparently this was because of some stress with her family and she
hadn't been eating healthily. Laura was a fanatically healthy eater, and took
it as a personal challenge to help Christine to get back on track.
Just before Christmas, Christine's father,
who'd been ill with cancer, passed away. It was a devastating time for
Christine, obviously, and to make matters worse the headmaster of their school
invited Christine out for a meal "to cheer her up" - but ended up making a very
unwelcome pass at her. Laura felt she really needed to support Christine
through these two crises.
Laura suggested that she should spend some
time with Christine up in Yorkshire over the Christmas holiday, and also
invited Christine down to Gloucestershire to spend time with her family for New
Year. So I hadn't seen Laura for three or four weeks over that holiday. Imagine
how anxious and frustrated I was that first weekend visit in January. Little
did I know, but something had changed.
We Need
to Talk
I arrived at Laura's house just after five
pm. Laura and Christine usually left school at about four thirty and it was
only a fifteen minute walk back home for them. I rang the doorbell and after a
few seconds Christine opened the door. She was wearing plain black trousers and
a demur salmon pink cardigan, with a white T-shirt underneath it. It was five
o'clock on a Friday afternoon, after a hard day at school, and yet she was
perfectly made up. She looked lovely actually.
"Wow Christine, you look fantastic," I
blurted out without thinking. "I know it's probably rude of me to ask, but how
much weight have you lost?"
Christine smiled proudly, and stepped back
for me to enter. "Well I think it's a nice compliment, thank you John," she
said. "Actually I've lost about thirty pounds so far - that's since October
though, when I went on the 'Laura diet'. She's just upstairs fixing her face,
by the way. She said she'll be down in a minute. Would you like a cuppa? The
kettle's just boiled. Happy New Year by the way!" She leaned forward and gave
me a peck on the cheek.
"Gosh, sorry, yes Happy New Year to you too.
Tea would be lovely Christine, thanks so much," I replied. Christine seemed
more cheerful than of late. I hoped she'd got over the two horrible experiences
of a few weeks ago. She was certainly looking so much better and more
confident.
I shuffled into the lounge with my bag and
flopped down on the sofa. It had been a decent bus ride over. No delays, and
there was a nice old chap I'd been talking to on the bus that had passed the
time. Seemed to be a local history buff, and had been telling me all about the
villages we went through on the journey. It was pretty interesting.
Christine came through with a mug of tea.
"I'm right, it's milk and one sugar, isn't it?" she asked uncertainly.
"It is indeed. Lovely," I saw that the tea
was quite orange in colour. 'Builders' Tea' we call it. I love it much better
than the weak and wazzy stuff Southerners drink. Christine is from Yorkshire,
and it's clear that she knows how to make a decent cuppa. I took a sip of the
hot liquid.
"Ooh. That's proper tea that is!" I said.
"Thanks."
Christine gave me another smile and told me
she'd leave me in peace. Two minutes later Laura came through the door. There
was a waft of perfume ahead of her, and she breezed over and dragged me out of
the sofa. She threw her arms around me and gave me the biggest hug, and I
hugged back. I thought I was going to suffocate.
"Ooooh!" came a muffled noise from my
shoulder. "Oh John, I've missed you so much!"
"I missed you too, darling!" I told her.
She lifted away and we kissed. That went on
for a while and it was very nice, very nice indeed.
She was wearing a long grey woolen cardigan
with a white blouse underneath, black skirt, matching opaque tights and black
high-heeled boots. It was probably what she'd been wearing at school I thought
- one of her "sexy teacher" outfits. She also had her "professional" makeup on,
with a red-brown lipstick that I found extremely sexy.
Laura pushed me back down onto the sofa. I
expected her to sit down next to me, but instead she perched on the armchair
opposite. She sat upright, and crossed one leg over the other in quite a stern
pose I thought. The dress was actually quite short, but the thick opaque tights
kept her decent. And the view of her boots was nice.
"OK, I know you just got here, but we need to
talk," she began.
As a man I always wonder what these words are
supposed to mean. We talk all the time, of course. But having been in a
relationship for over year now, I am gradually picking up on these female
phrases. "We need to talk," actually means "I am going to tell you something
that you really don't want to hear."
I was right.
"Wh-what about?" I asked, cautiously.
"As you know, a few weeks back Christine had
those two terrible things happen to her with her dad, and then that creep of a
headmaster. We don't need to dwell on it, but she's feeling a lot better now.
At the time I was happy to be as supportive as I could, and the two of us
became very...close," she said. It sounded like she'd rehearsed the lines.
She paused to see if I was processing this.
"Errr OK," was all I could think of to say. Up to now Laura hadn't really said
anything unexpected, but what did she mean by "close"?
She took a breath and carried on.
"A couple of weeks ago I started spending
most nights in Christine's bed. It wasn't the first time - well you know that
because you were here then when she was upset. At first I slept with her
because she needed the company. She couldn't get to sleep on her own."
She paused again and frowned; presumably at
my rather vacant expression.
"Anyway," she continued, squeezing her hands
together nervously. "I slept in her bed to keep her company, and I hadn't seen
you for a while and I think I was a bit frustrated. And there was stuff going
on at school that I could talk about with Christine," she paused, and then blurted
out. "Well we ended up kissing. And it's happened again - a lot actually."
She paused again and looked at me
expectantly.
"Well, are you going to say something?" Laura
stared at me, obviously waiting for some reaction. I leaned towards her and had
to clear my throat before I could speak.
"Well I'm not sure what to say. Why are you
telling me this?" I asked.
"Why?" she exclaimed. "Why am I telling you
I've just started a lesbian affair with my housemate?"
"Hang on a minute!" I said, holding a hand
up. "You didn't say that - you said you'd just kissed a bit."
Laura stood up. She started to pace in front
of me, the sound of her tights swishing with each step she took was incredibly
erotic. I wondered if I was having some kind of "man's dream" - my girlfriend
is bisexual and she might let me watch!