What
am I doing here? I must be nuts! I wished I could see the faces of the
other women in the soft overhead light of the windowless private jet. I guessed
their faces had the same expression as mine; curiosity, excitement, and more
than a little anxiety. The almost invisible hairs on my arms prickled into
erection each time I smelled the cologne of a male flight attendant striding
past my seat.
We had been blindfolded when they took us
to the private airfield in the disguised cargo truck fitted with seats, and
they warned us to keep them on when we arrived at the airport, while some men
escorted us into the jet plane. Later, when we got off at our destination, we
would see there were no windows, and it was painted to represent a cargo plane.
No one in the mundane world would know where we had been taken, and what would
be done to us. I heard the plane's door shut and the hiss of the pressurizing
seal. I heard a man's voice, then felt his hands
gripping my arms. He strapped my elbows and wrists down against the armrests.
From the other girls' surprised and anxious voices, I guessed he was doing the
same to them. Then we heard a stewardess' sweet, lush voice. "You have to keep
your blindfolds on. For the sake of your reputations, none of you must
recognize each other. When you speak to the other passengers, remember to use
your pseudo names we assigned to you during your successful interview. No one
here is to reveal their true identity or address. If you try to discover
anyone's name or address, we will return you on the next flight, and you
forfeit all future opportunities to participate in Harrowcroft
sessions."
I
whispered in my favorite friend's ear. "Why does everyone refer to our vacation
as 'sessions'?"
She
responded in a sly whisper, "Don't you just love surprises that shock you and
take your breath away?"
The
seats were comfortable, the ride was smooth and felt
safe, even with my arms strapped down to the armrests. The droning whisper of
the powerful engines was reassuring and I soon fell asleep. Up forward, on the
other side of the locked cockpit door the pilot and copilot were whisking us up
over the ocean at more than 600 miles per hour. Flying on
this magic carpet away from our dull, apathetic reality into a land of
incredible fantasy.
Laura,
my best friend, dozed next to me. She was the one who talked me into signing up
for this adventure. It wasn't easy to persuade me. It sounded so crazy and
scary; signing away all our freedoms and legal rights to spend three months
behind the sixteen feet-high concrete walls capped with razor wire on the
twenty-four thousand acre island not shown on any map. A twenty-miles-square
realm of unbelievable wonders, unknown to the world and hidden from all but
those lucky enough to be allowed inside.
For
weeks Laura had chattered on, ecstatic about how all her most wild and
impossible dreams became her real life there. When I pressed her for details,
she became vague and evasive, telling me only that if I were really interested,
I had to find out for myself.
After
three months of her repeated pleading for me to come with her, I finally
consented. It wasn't just because she had convinced me, though. Tom, my fiancé,
had left a note on the pillow. When I woke that morning, he was gone. "Dear Vallerie, I have found a younger girl I love more than
you..." that's as far as I could read. The tears and anger blotted out the rest.
I tore the paper into a hundred bits while I wept.
Then
the doorbell buzzed. It was Laura. She comforted me, and when we were drinking
our coffee, she renewed her campaign to convince me.
"The
place is full of handsome men. Really, Val, we are always the center of their
attention, and they spend all their waking hours seeking our companionship. No
other women are available to them...we are the only female partners available
to them, and they absolutely love having us in their...um-m-m...chambers. Every
time I vacation there they chase me day and night to seize me and make me feel
so beautiful and desirable. I've never felt so
physically and sexually hunted as I do while I am confined there."
I
twisted my tear-soaked handkerchief in my fingers. "But it seems so...unreal."
Laura
leaned forward, placing both her hands on top of mine and squeezed. "That's
what makes it such a wonderful place. You'll never experience such stunning and
unanticipated kinds of scandalous encounters anywhere else in the whole world.
But it is real, and what's done to us there is real," she said with a
husky earnestness in her throat. "and the men are so
masculine, controlling and magnificent." A dreamy haze drifted in her eyes,
"It's so real and...well...very peculiar and ominous
domain, that it makes this world seem like..." she swept her hand toward
the city skyline outside my tiny apartment's window, "...only a coward's
mirage."
"Peculiar and ominous? That frightens me. How could anyone..."
She
slid off her chair, kneeling in front of me, hugging me while I burst out in
renewed tears. "Come with me, Val. A few of my friends and I are scheduled to
leave Friday night. Become one of us, and you will escape from broken hearts
for a lifetime. I'll arrange for the tickets and your interview."
"Interview?"
"Yes.
Harrowcroft is not one of those boring, stuffy
resorts where you are forced to rub elbows with fat, surly tourists in
ridiculous clothes. It's so...exciting and unusual! It's so much more than a
mere vacation. It's a whole new life for you. Oh, do come with me! I'll call
them right now, and arrange for your interview." She sprang to her feet and
snatched up my phone.
"Interview? Why must they interview me?"
"It's
very exclusive," she answered with a strange grin. "They are extremely
picky about who gets inside their high stone walls. They want to be sure you're
the kind of woman that will enjoy being in restrain...Oh, hello," she said into
the phone. "I'm Laura Chantel. I'm registered for
next session at Harrowcroft beginning this Friday
evening. I'd like to recommend a friend of mine as a novice captive." She
winked at my astonished reaction to her words. "It's only an expression," she
whispered to me. "Just a silly way of designating women
visitors."
She
turned back to the phone. "Yes... Of course. I've
known her for seven years...Yes, she's perfectly
healthy and free of disease..."
"Free
of disease! Of course I am! What does that have to do with taking a vacation?"
"Sh-h-h-h! We will be leaving the
country, and there are regulations!" She turned back to the phone, "...Yes, I
can vouch for her assent to the rules, and her guarantee of sworn secrecy about
Harrowcroft...No, I haven't said anything about all
that. I know how much fun it is when a new woman doesn't know about..."
"About what?" I interrupted.
She
turned to me and whispered. "You'll see," she said with a girlish giggle.
"What
is..."
She
was back to the phone now, waving the palm of her hand at me not to interrupt again.
"I know she will...She's in a perfect mood for her first time...Her fiancée
just dumped her for a teenager. She will be thrilled with the attentions of
handsome young men no matter what they...Yes, I'm sure she will eventually
adjust without any trauma...Good, I'll have her there."
Laura
hung up the phone and turned to me with the biggest, sweetest smile I ever saw.
"It's all arranged!" She grabbed me, yanking me out of my chair and dancing me
around the room. "They will interview you tomorrow. I'll drive you there
myself."
"But
will they want me?"
"Want
you," she said with a sudden, strange laugh, "my dear, you won't be able to get
away from them!" She collapsed into her chair, weak with laughter. I had never
seen her act this zany. "And," she said with a wicked wink, "the place is just crawling
with gorgeous men; athletic hunks just dying to spend time amusing themselves playing such thrilling games with women like us."
"Games? What sort of..."
She
grabbed my hands again and squeezed so hard it brought more tears to my eyes.
"Oh,
Laura, we are going to share such a wild, fantastic and tempestuous adventure
together! I promise you, dear, when we finish our three month adventure being
served up to those wonderful men, you will never be the same again!"
She
wasn't lying.