Chapter
One
Danielle
was perspiring freely as the sun beat down. It was unseasonably hot for late
May and she had had to walk almost a mile from the highway as the heat beat
down on her jet-black hair. Now her long bangs were plastered against the side
of her face. Her short gray tank was dark where sweat had soaked it, and her
tight, low riding jeans were damp as they squeezed in around her hips and
bottom.
She
reached the porch with a sigh of relief and pushed through into the house. It
was, if anything, hotter inside, but at least the sun was off her head.
Her
mother was asleep, of course, and there was no sign of her mother's useless,
creepy boyfriend. She got herself a coke, then
wandered out onto the back porch. The hole which was always supposed to be a
swimming pool, if anyone ever finished it, was dry. The old maple provided nice
shade, though, as she sat down at the picnic table underneath and looked out at
the broad field of grass beyond.
Sucky
small town, she thought morosely; sucky small town without proper bus service,
where people lived out in the boonies, with nothing to do and no one but idiots
and losers to hang around with.
A
belch sounded from behind her and she made a disgusted sound which had more to
do with realizing her mother's boyfriend Roy was around than any problems with
belching. She turned her head and her face wrinkled in disgust as Roy sauntered
out of the open rear door of the wooden garage.
He
was wearing an armless T-shirt and a speedo, and for a moment she could only
stare as her mind contemplated what new lows of dignity and sophistication Roy
was plumbing.
"Hot
out, ain't it?" he said, walking right up to her, his
bulging speedo a foot from her face.
"You
are just too gross to even live," she said in contempt, shaking her head and
sliding sideways to climb off the bench.
"What?
It's hot! Excuse me if I dress for it," he said indignantly.
He
moved around to block her as she stood up, and then, grinning, stepped forward,
backing her against the side of the table, his groin pushing in against hers
and grinding against her.
"You
look hot, too, baby," he said. "Maybe we should be hot together."
"My
mother is upstairs sleeping," she said acidly, both grossed out and weirdly
fascinated by his close presence and smell.
"She's
dead to the world," he said. "We could do anything and she'd stay sleeping."
"Get
the fuck away from me," she said, not wanting to touch his sweaty body.
His
eyes moved down onto her tight gray top and he licked his eyes. "Nice top," he
said. "But it must be hot. Maybe you should take it off."
She
dodged to the side and he put his arm up to block her. "What? Here you've been
gone all day and I don't get a kiss? Is that any way to treat your daddy?"
"You
are not my fucking daddy," she said in disgust.
"Your
step dad then," he said, grinding himself against her tauntingly.
"You
aren't my fucking step dad either. You're just a loser fucking my mom."
His bulge
was growing as he rubbed it against her, and Danielle wasn't sure if she'd ever
been quite so grossed out. Why, then, did she also feel a strange dark
quivering in her lower belly?
"And I'm
really good at it," he said with a leer.
His
hands slipped around her and squeezed her buttocks, grinding her back against
him. Danielle twisted and jammed her elbow into his gut, then half stumbled
half leapt away as he laughed behind her.
"Gross
pig!" she shouted over her shoulder as she stormed away.
She
slammed the door behind her. Who cared if her mother woke up? Then went up to
her room and slammed that door for good measure. She peeled off her tank top
and undid her jeans, skimming them down her legs and off. Her bra came next,
flung across the bed, and she went to her mirror and shoved the hair out of her
face.
Her
bangs were drying, and falling back over her eyes again. Glaring at herself,
she picked up a brush and brushed her hair back violently, stomach churning
angrily. Roy was a disgusting, pathetic excuse for a man. He wasn't very good
looking, had a beer belly, and was constantly drunk.
What
possible reason could there be, then, for her to feel the slightest sense of
sexual excitement as he pressed himself against her?
She
brushed angrily at her hair, and was so fixated on her task the sound of the
bedroom door creaking took several seconds to dig through the anger and reach
her consciousness. She turned, both hands in her hair, and gasped in shock as
she saw Roy in the doorway, grinning, holding a can of coke.
"You
forgot your coke, baby," he said with a grin. "I knew you were hot and - ."
"Get
the fuck out of here!" she screamed, leaping forward and slamming the door in
his face.
"Sorry
about that, baby," he called through the door mockingly. "But don't worry. You
got nothing to be ashamed of. You got a helluva hot
little body there. You got a real tight
ass, and your tits are mighty nice, too."
Enraged,
she jammed the back of an old chair under the doorknob, face red with
embarrassment that he had again managed to "accidentally" catch a glimpse of
her.
He
had been doing that since he'd moved in. Sometimes it was by "accidentally"
opening the bathroom door she was sure she had locked. Sometimes it was her
room.
The
problem was that both doors only had courtesy locks. That meant you only needed
to stick a little piece of metal through the tiny hole in the outside of the
handle to pop the lock and open the door. And there was no way of proving she
hadn't just forgotten to lock them.
She
glared at the door warily, then returned to the
mirror, face red as she looked at herself. She cursed sourly. Then, eyeing the
door cautiously out of the corner of her eye, she raised her arms up to her
head as they had been when he'd opened the door.
Her
breasts did look good, of course, with her arms raised as they'd been. She
arched her back a bit, then, flushed, turned her back to the mirror and looked
over her shoulder. She was wearing a tiny black thong. She eyed her bottom
carefully. Yes, it had looked pretty damned good.
That
didn't make her feel much better about him catching her out, but it did do
something to her self-esteem. She did have a good body, she knew. No wonder the
pathetic jerk was always trying to peep at her and grope her.
She
needed a shower, but was damned if she was going to do it until she was sure he
was away. She went to the window, holding the curtain before her, peering out
into the back yard. Sure enough, he sauntered out, a beer bottle in hand. She
shook her head in disgust, then peeled off her thong and, defiantly, went to
the door and stomped down the hall to the shower completely naked.
Too
bad you're not here, asshole, she thought.
*
* *
Danny
sat relatively still before her computer monitor. Her head, however, rolled
slowly from side to side as the music raced through the tiny wires attached to
her earphones and then pounded in her head. She moved in tune to the music,
though others might have suggested the music itself had no tune or melody, and
more closely resembled abrasive noise.
Her
face looked surprisingly young as her shoulders began to move, as well. Gone
were the dark eyes and black lipstick and the white powder to whiten her skin.
Gone, too, was the usual mocking expression she habitually wore when dealing
with the world.
She
was a slender girl, her skin pale, even without the powder, her hair straight
and dark as black silk, sweeping over her narrow shoulders. Her nose was tiny,
her lips full, her eyes sky blue.
She
was, for the most part, nude, as she sat before the
monitor, save for a black thong covering her carefully shaven sex and little
else. Her breasts were high, the skin pale like the rest of her, with tiny pink
nipples. She was a D-cup, but, unusually, only had a 32-inch chest. Her breasts
were thus very full on her chest, yet exceptionally rounded and firm, and,
without a bra, wearing something heavy, she could be mistaken for being very
small.
She
stood up, now, swaying more with the music, her hips beginning to roll, her
arms moving aggressively. Her eyes were still closed, as if to better imagine
herself elsewhere than the small, overheated room with the cracked and peeling
paint looking out onto a dark, hot Mississippi night.
Her
shoulders began to move in counterpoint to her hips, her buttocks rolling and
hips grinding in barely conscious sexual enticement.
The
music ended.
Danny
shook her head and pulled the earphones out, dropping them on the keyboard. She
yawned and realized her hunger. She moved to the door, snatching up a thin
black nightshirt and slipping it over her shoulders. She did up the buttons at
the front as she left the room and padded barefoot down across the wooden floor
of the upstairs hall to the back stairs.
Her
eyes skimmed across the clock on the wall, noting it was almost midnight. She
had school tomorrow, but cared little. School was easy, idiotic; geared to the
losers who taught and the drones who attended.
Life
sucked, and then you died. And that was the way of life for drones, or those
who acted like drones.
She
trotted down the back stairs on light feet, not wanting to attract attention.
The linoleum was yellowing with age as she stepped into the kitchen. The house
was old and poorly maintained.
Her
mother was a stripper at the roadhouse up the highway. She made decent money,
but spent most of it on alcohol, and on the loser she was currently living
with. Roy Morgan was a strutting, useless creep and his myriad failed schemes
to get rich without working consumed too much of her idiot mother's money, even
as he sat around on his ass collecting unemployment.
The
only reason they could even afford a house was that it was dirt-cheap. Then
again, not much was expensive in Jasper, Mississippi. Anyone
who had money left. As she would have long ago, if
she'd had two nickels to rub together. As it was she was doomed to at
least get her high school diploma - hopefully in a few months. Then she could
hitchhike out and take her chances on the road. Surely wherever she wound up
would be better than this sweltering hick town with its overly religious, bible
thumping hicks, losers, and drones.
She
opened the fridge and took out a small tub of margarine, then opened the bread
and took a package of sliced ham from the fridge. While it was open she took
out the milk and set it on the counter.
And
then that hated, slurred voice sounded from the doorway.
"Shouldn't
you be asleep, brat?"
She did not
deign to answer. She was eighteen, if barely. She would go to sleep when and if
she so chose, not at the behest of drunken losers like Roy Morgan.
He
wore loose trousers which had seen better days and a filthy white tank top
which exposed his large, if flabby arms and shoulders. He hadn't shaved that
day, and his hair was greasy and mussed. She despised him, and perhaps the
thing which irritated her the most was that, despite
it all, he considered himself attractive; a ladies man.
He
was a toad. And even if he hadn't been more than twice her age she'd have been
grossed out by being around him. Her mother was an idiot and a whore to let
this lowlife into the house, much less sleep with him. Danny had to turn her
music up loud whenever the two of them got together. Her mother screeched like
an alley cat and Roy bellowed like an elephant.
"You're
very pretty when you wash all that makeup off your face," he said, shuffling
forward. "Even that black hair suits you."
Danny
continued to ignore him, spreading margarine on the bread before her.
His
eyes scanned her pale skin below the short, thin nightshirt.
"Nice
legs too," he said. "Bet you didn't play at that Goth thing you'd find plenty
of boys to wrap them around."
Danny
continued to ignore him. Being a Goth, dressing in black, was nothing more than
her outward demonstration of her contempt for the rest of her straight,
obedient, boring, unsophisticated town and all its inhabitants. At least she
had a personality, which was more than she could have said for most of the
others in her school.
"Of
course you'd find it hard to do that with your nose stuck in the air all the time,"
he said, from directly behind her. "You should try and be a little friendlier
to people, Danielle."
Still,
she ignored him. He was always trying to get a reaction out of her, to get her
to acknowledge his miserable existence. But she was so far above him, she
couldn't care less what he thought or said or did or wanted.
His
hands slid onto the counter on either side of her, hemming her in, and he
pressed himself against her from behind. Danny stiffened slightly, but
continued to refuse to acknowledge him as she picked up the ham and put it on
the bread.
His
hands closed in on her, pressing against her belly. It was hot and humid in the
small kitchen, and she didn't need his overheated, sweaty body pressed against
her, much less his arms around her, but she refused to show she was even aware
he was there.
He
pressed his groin in against her buttocks, but she still ignored him. She'd put
up with worse, not only from him, but other males, most of whom thought her
weird, most of whom she ignored as beneath her notice. He ground himself
against her harder, and she could detect, now, that he was starting to become
erect.
"You
know, it doesn't make a lot of sense for you and me to be so bored while your
mother is away," he said, leaning in, his breath hot against the nape of her
neck. "We could have a lot of fun together."
Danny
was contemptuous, and angry, but refused to show either. Even as his hands
rubbed her belly and began to move higher.