Esther-Ruth
hadn't heard anyone coming up behind her. Actually, she had barely felt the
nudge of the fully charged cattle-prod being pressed into her side, just on the
kidney region. It was like she just felt 'something' and even before her brain
had processed that, even before she could turn to see what the source of the
pressing into her kidney was, she felt a massive, paralysing jolt of electric
course right through her. Of course she
didn't have time to process that she was receiving an electric shock of several
thousand volts. She will have just been
aware of the surge and the intense tightening of every single muscle in her
body. She may have been aware that her eyes were bulging to the point of
'popping'. Or she may not have been
aware. She will have been aware,
super-aware really of the things that were happening around her. But she will
not have been able to do anything about it. The cattle-prod was held tight into
her rib cage, pressed through the sari, and that spot expertly found by the
handler of the prod and held there. Just there so that the thousands upon
thousands of volts could do their work. And those volts did their work. They
did their work to devastating effect.
Esther-Ruth
would have been very conscious of trying to scream out, but nothing, at least
no sound coming out of her mouth just the bubbles. Bubbles of saliva that
slightly steamed because of the electric surge through her. She may have been
aware of her full lipped mouth opening and closing like she was saying
something without the sounds coming out. But it's even unclear if she would
have been aware of that. At this precise time in the proceedings her body and
mind were trying their best to cope with two levels of intense shock. First,
the electric shock of such a magnitude that as she was being lowered to the
grounds, she was losing control of the contents of her bladder. Then the shock
of the abduction. Or the shock of not knowing what the hell was going on. Her
mind would have been in the advanced stages of melt-down. Although, she
wouldn't have realised her mind was in melt-down. And yet, despite the shock, the two levels of
shock, everything was lucidly clear in her mind. She could see everything in
crystal clear clarity. Everything clear and emphasised. Super-enhanced.
She
will have been aware of being lowered to the ground by a pair of strong hands
that had slipped under her arms from underneath her and she will have been
aware that she had no feeling or no movement in her limbs at all. Total
paralysis. She will have been more than
totally aware of the hot steaming liquid gushing from her bladder and down the
insides of her thighs. Some of it soaking into the sari, some running down the
length of her legs as she was lowered. She will have seen again in crystal
clear clarity, the woman standing in front of her as she was lowered. An Indian
woman yet in western dress.