Sandy was
surprised when light flooded in. The lid
was lifting, something she had desperately wished would happen for what seemed
like a very long time. How the hell long
had she been keep a prisoner in that box?
In the dark and in total immobility, her mind had been playing tricks on
her. She began to wonder if they had
forgotten about her and she would stay in there until she starved to death.
Squinting to
get used to the bright light, she saw Frank standing over the box. Slowly she lifted her feet. The muscles of her legs were stiff. Then his strong hands were on her, lifting
her from the metal prison. Holding her
upright with one hand, he closed the lid with the other, and then sat her down
on it. He knelt and began unbuckling the
straps on her legs. She looked down and
noted that there was a red band around her legs right above the knees. When her legs had been folded, the strap
tightened considerably and had been cutting into her for a very long time.
He was then
untying the cord that held the rubber wedge in her mouth. It had been in place so long she had almost
forgotten it was there. She worked her
jaw around and almost said a thank you, but bit it back.
The white
canvass straitjacket was still holding her arms wrapped around her body, and he
made no move to release her from its hold.
Instead, he placed a pair of \shoes on the floor at her feet and told
her to put them on.
Sandy slid
off the box and looked down. There was a
pair of shiny, black patented leather shoes, but she hesitated before putting
them on. There must be some
mistake. These were high heeled pumps,
complete with pointed toes and slender, stiletto heels that had to be at least
four inches high!
"You can't be
serious," she told him.
"Put them
on," he repeated.
She pushed
one shoe a few inches forward with her bare toe. "I can't wear these. Without hands to balance, I'll fall. Those heels are way too high!"
"Put them
on," he said, a little stronger this time.
Sandy
frowned, but the look in his eyes was not humorous. This was not a joke; he was serious.
She slipped
her toes into one shoe. The fit was snug
but she managed to work her foot all the way into it. Then the other one. When she tried to stand, she tottered and
almost fell. She had to lean against the
box to keep her balance.
"This is
ridiculous!" she protested. "I'll fall
if I try to walk in these."
"Come this
way," he held a hand towards the door.
Sandy took a
tentative step and her foot wiggled.
Those heels were not only high, they were also very thin.
As she tried
another step, being very cautious and slow, memories flashed into her mind of
trying on her mother's high heels when she was a child. She had gotten into trouble for breaking one
of the heels. But here she was, trying
to walk, bound into a straitjacket and almost naked from the waist down, save
for that leather strap passing through her crotch, and walking in higher heels
than she had ever tried. That strap
between her legs was wide enough to cover her Venus Mons, but also rather tight
and had been doing a good job of pressing against her sex for the last few
hours.
The male
attendant did not hurry her along.
Apparently he was used to women having trouble walking in those
heels. The only sounds were the
click-clack of those heels on the wooden floor.
Slowly, one foot before the other, make sure you have that foot planted
firmly before shifting your weight. It
was like trying to walk on your toes: not impossible but not very easy, either.
Too busy
trying not to fall, the lovely young woman was not paying too much attention to
where she was being led. Mostly she kept
her eyes on the floor because that helped her keep her balance. Being able to hold her arms out to the sides
would have helped but that was denied her.
Finally, the
edge of a desk came into view and she halted.
Looking up, she found herself staring into the eyes of a kindly,
friendly looking priest. At least that
was the first impression. He was middle
aged, a little overweight but not too fat.
His hair was going gray at the temples and he
eyes were a pleasant pale blue. He
looked very much like a priest she remembered from the wedding of a
friend. He lacked only the vestments of
office to complete the picture. He was
smiling at her.
"Welcome to Stonebrook," he said in a deep voice. For a few long seconds the two of them stared
at each other, evaluating each other.
This had to be Karl Houser, the superintendent of the hospital. The photo in the file had been taken at least
ten years before, but she recognized him.
"I have been
looking through your file," he began, nodding to a folder on his desk. "Your case is interesting. Dr. Grant diagnoses
you as schizophrenic. You have attacked
several people and demonstrate pronounced hostility towards certain types of
men. Although you can appear perfectly
normal and rational, at times violent rages will overpower you."
Sandy
frowned. That was not what she was told
would be in the folder. This makes her
sound like a dangerous criminal! She
opened her mouth to protest but then clamped it shut. She was confused, but if she openly stated
that she was not as the file said, it might come dangerously close to blowing
her cover. Instead, she had to content herself
with, "I am not dangerous."
It sounded
like weak and lame the way it came out.
He smiled in
a disgustingly fatherly manner. "If you
say so. However, we cannot take any
chances here." He leaned forward. "And we know how to care for potentially
violent people here."
She went on
the counterattack. "Why was I locked in
a metal box? It was very uncomfortable,
to say the least."
"That is
standard practice with new inmates," he told her, that condescending smile
never leaving his face. "It helps to
show you that we are serious here and will not tolerate inappropriate behavior."
"But I did
nothing!"
"Consider it
a lesson. I do not wish any inmate to
form the impression that we are soft here.
The sooner you learn that, the more pleasant your experience here will
be."
Pleasant!? What had happened to her upon arrival was
close to torture. With a sinking
feeling, she began to realize that the rumors of
patient abuse might well be very true.
Again she was
confused. Should she promise to be
good? Or curse him? What would a real, truly insane patient do? Short, of course, of leaping over the desk
and trying to bite off his nose.
She said
nothing.
"You are a
very beautiful woman, Miss Morrison. It
is a shame that your mind is not a beautiful as your body."
What the
hell? He was coming on more like a
lecher than a doctor of psychiatry.
"And why am I
being forced to wear these high heeled shoes?" she said.
"You are less
likely to run," he told her.
Although that
was true, if she really wanted to run, she could kick the shoes off and dash
for the door. Not that running would get
her anywhere, what with the straitjacket.
She wanted to
snort disagreement at him. Instead, she
went on the offensive again, or tried to.
"How long am I going to have to wear this straitjacket? It is hot inside here and very
uncomfortable."
"You will
wear it as long as you are a threat to yourself. Some inmates wear them almost constantly."
Sandy
Morrison had a very strong urge to reach over and slap that patronizing smile
off his face. Lacking the ability to do
that, she sniffed and said, "When can I get clothes back on? My legs are cold."
She had the
impression that he might burst out in laughter at any moment. Instead, he said, "For the moment, you are
dressed quite adequately."