Paul was inside as well as on top of her.
Ellen moaned and tossed her head from side to side on the pillow. She knew her
stylish mane of blonde hair would look sexy as hell to him as it whipped about
her attractive face. She also took care to rake her fingernails lightly across
his muscular back, to further the impression that she was very much aroused by
the sex-which she wasn't.
Ellen hadn't been in the mood--a too common
occurrence of late. Working her trim body up and down under him on
sexual autopilot, she tried to remember. How long had it been since she craved
Paul's fabulous body? Seemed like forever. It was a shame because she still
loved her husband. She loved him more now than she had during their first
whirlwind year together, eight years ago, when they'd met, and indulged in
interminable bouts of wild, hot sex. Back then, it had seemed that they could
never get enough of each other.
What's different now?
She moaned, stroked him, threw her pelvis up
to meet his thrusts, and pretended to be more aroused than she was--all for his
benefit.
Was it because she and Paul were no longer
twenty-one-the age they'd been when they'd met? Could it be because they'd made
love so many times over the years, since those heady, early days?
She looked up fondly at her husband, smelled
the faint odor of his cologne mixed in with the natural, musky scent of a man
engaged in a very physical activity, and smiled. He really was gorgeous, dark
and handsome, with short-cropped, slightly, wavy black hair and beautiful hazel
eyes. Then there was his chiseled body. His sculpted physique, consisting of
massive shoulders and arms, trim waist, and tight, muscular ass were all
products of years spent in the weight room-a workout schedule that bordered on
compulsive. She knew they were an attractive enough couple to turn heads when
they entered a room.
Why don't I love sex with him as much used
to? Maybe part of it was that they always seemed so
rushed lately, when they have sex. She moved her right hand up to give his hair
another gentle stroke and continued to synchronize her hip movements to his
with an effortless, rolling motion.
Tonight was yet another example of how making
love always felt rushed. A few minutes ago, she had been ready to turn out the
nightstand lamp for the night when she'd noticed, that look, in her
husband's eyes as he stared at her from across the king-sized bed. Ellen had
been tired and ready for sleep. But she'd also made a vow to herself, when they'd
first married, never to become one of those wives who was "too tired"
or who always "had a headache".So when he reached for her, she had come to him.
A minute of kisses and cuddles later, the
knee-length man's tee shirt she normally wore to bed came off. Once he was
naked too, a few minutes of his hungry mouth on her nipples had been all the
foreplay he afforded her and now...here they were!
He was inside her. She was wet enough to
handle his impressive length and girth, but just barely. It didn't hurt, as he
moved within her, but she was far from being in the juicy, super-excited,
can't-wait-to-have-sex state that produced their most satisfying unions.
What they did right now was pleasant enough,
but it didn't really...excite her. While she loved the feel of him on top
of her and the way he held her tight-the intimacy of the act itself-she missed
the white-hot thrill of the two of them madly devouring each other! She
longed for the fiery passion they once shared, the sheer ecstasy of an out and
out thrill-ride of a just-can't-get-enough-of-each-other...fuck!
How long has it been since they experienced
one of those?
Ellen wrapped her arms around Paul and pushed
her breasts up tighter against his chest. Years of making love with her husband
told her he was close to orgasm, and she wanted to make it good for him.
At the same time, a question at the back of
her mind nagged at her. When was the last time it was really good for me?
When was the last time I really got off hard with Paul?
Somewhat surprised she realized it had been seven
or eight months ago. They'd been on vacation in Hawaii. After a carefree night
of dinner and drinks, followed by even more drinks, they'd danced in the
hotel's lounge until the bar closed. Following that they staggered-all giggles,
loud laughter and teasing horseplay-back to their room. Once in the suite, they'd
torn each other's clothes off and fucked with all of the intensity and abandon
of a pair of teenagers who'd sneaked off to spend the night together.
Dear God, but I'd like it to be that way all
the time again!
Paul's gasp brought her back to the present.
His cock jerked inside her and the first big splash of hot semen jetted into
her womb
Her lips near his ear, she murmured, "Oooooh! So much! Give it to me, big boy! Fill me
up with that hot stuff!"
Paul moaned and unloaded a few more smaller
jets of come into her and slowly stopped his movements. She felt him go soft
and finally slip out entirely.
"You're the best, babe," he
murmured and kissed her cheek.
"So are you, honey." She smiled at
him and kissed him back once before he sighed heavily, got off her, snapped off
the lamp, and rolled onto his side.
As always, in less than five minutes, he was
asleep. The sounds of his breathing were steady and deep beside her. Ellen let
out a sigh of mild frustration, found her discarded tee shirt and got back into
it.
She waited another minute or so, until he was
dead asleep, and then eased the shirt back up her lithe body until the hem
rested just under her chin. She lay on her back next to him in the darkness and
waited for a big glob of Paul's slippery semen to ooze out of her slit. She
caught the hot, super-slick goo on her fingertip and used it to paint her
clitoris until the tiny pink bud was as slippery as a, well-greased ball
bearing.
As she toyed with her clit, Ellen thought
once more about that night in Hawaii, of how hot and wild and great the sex had
been. She ran her fingertip around and around and took her left nipple in
between the fingers of her other hand and began to squeeze it lightly, her eyes
already half closed with enjoyment.
I really shouldn't do this. For the
last few months, she'd made a habit of masturbating herself to a climax
whenever the two of them had finished what, for her, had been a less than a
satisfactory sexual experience. She felt vaguely guilty about it, but she had
to admit-even if the orgasm was self-induced-she still slept better than she had
in the past, back when she had given up and gone to sleep unfulfilled.