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Bigger is Better
(Kelly Addams)

A fresh start, she decided as the bus pulled up at her stop. With earplugs under her dark hair she couldn't hear the comments, music soothed her and she kicked herself for never thinking of the solution before. Maybe she listened out for their comments, could it have been a way of punishing herself for her weaknesses. I listen to them, get depressed and head straight for the chocolate... well, not today!

Hope bloomed, small hope to be sure, but for Jenni any optimism was a blessing... and for the first time she felt a confidence begin to grow... this time she would succeed, she would diet, she would slim down, she would join a gym.

I will be slim and toned and sexy. Then he won't stare at me in disgust, I'll make him want me!

A smile formed on her lips and she stared out of the side window and watched the world pass by, she saw all of humanity, the shades of white and yellow and brown, the sizes and shapes, she saw the woman that she was, portly and unfit, she also saw the women that she would become, so sexy and desirable, so athletic... so thin!

Jennifer closed her eyes and floated away as sweet melodies carried her from her reality to the place in her mind where he lived... it was a wonderland built by imagination, frustration and a considerable amount of kink. Because Jennifer wasn't your ordinary, run of the mill... average kind of girl, oh no, Jenni often immersed herself in fantasies, some sweet, some sordid... but always satisfying.

Now her smile widened as she pictured the slim and vivacious version of herself dancing provocatively over him as he lay on a Persian rug surrounded by hibiscus and frangipani blossoms, she saw the small towel that served as his modesty begin to twitch and rise as she shed her silk gown to reveal a firm flat tummy and sculpted thighs. But my tits stay the same she resisted the urge to giggle but the thought registered as a tiny grin that teased the corner of her mouth. Yes, they drew attention to her... but she would welcome their stares if she was happy within the body that she had.

Just a few months she told herself as she lowered herself down onto his massive and heavily veined penis and began to ride. Just a few months of dedication and determination... and pain, and abstinence... and frustration she reminded herself. But Jenni felt an optimism deep inside, she squeezed her eyes tighter shut and savoured the vibrations rising up through the bus seat. But it will all be worth it to feel his cock in me for real!