Jon
and I had made the most of his last weekend with me. From Friday night, when we literally
collapsed into sleep, until he got into a cab at my front curb eleven a.m.
Monday morning, we stayed in to hang-out, fuck, eat, watch TV and fuck some more. Along the way he gave me a really
good over-the-knee spanking Saturday afternoon, I gagged with his raging
hard cock while fingering myself right after, then we fucked into a deep sleep
after dinner. Sunday morning Lisa and
Bill came over for breakfast, then Jon and I watched football until five when
he turned to me with the wildest look in his eyes-and I had seen plenty of wild
looks in his eyes-and said: "We need something to commemorate this
trip."
I
was a little taken aback, truth be told.
Beyond all the usual juicy sex we had had and Jon's more sure adept
handling of me-and God how I had ached for him to handle me like the little
girl/pet/toy he always claimed I was-we had managed a great two days in San
Fran where I had dommed him for the first time and had quite the head spinning
rumination over belting his ass there, then getting back to my house and me
dressing as usual in my own version of Bettie Page to tease him, then all this
good sex we had had during the weekend. He thought we needed to commemorate
somehow more?
"We
need to get you a tat," he added and I nearly melted on the couch next to
him, "Henna of course."
I
already had a tat on my right forearm and the obligatory one on my ankle I now
regretted. I didn't fear getting inked
by any stretch of the imagination and Jon knew full well I had an ex who owned
a shop in town that was pretty much open 24/7...or at least would be for
me. The idea that the tat would be only
henna, but drawn by a real tattooist fit in well with what Jon and I were about
and I wasn't really surprised at this particular way
of Jon wanting to mark me.
Jon
nor I needed modifications, piercings, tattoos, collars to hint at or reveal
the submission I felt when with him, the control he had over me, or the times-few
though they had been in our relationship-when the roles were reversed. Before my marriage, having stepped through
the wild and woolly backgrounds of what most people view as non-vanilla sex, or
at the least alternative with all the lesbianism and kink I got into, I had
witnessed plenty of people playing with who they were to someone else or who
they were faux forcing their willing partner to be. While cock cages and collars were enticing,
while I did like the 'idea' of some marking that would indicate Jon owned me in
some way, neither he nor I was about anything permanent, save what we could
build in our hearts and heads for one another.