A Gay Male Sex-worker in The Red-Light District of Amsterdam

(What our couples don't dare to say, to ask or to share with us concerning sexual fantasies)

 

Although it's a freezing winter's night, I'm only wearing a Brazilian Sunga, but don't think I'm in a kind of Tanning salon. No, I'm standing, right now, inside what you call a window or sex cabin in The Red-Light District of Amsterdam, The Netherlands.

But why am I in this kind of place? Well, because since a few months I work as a prostitute or, more accurately, as a gay male sex worker. And why only wearing a Brazilian Sunga? Well, I'd like to wear trousers, but here at this place it could be a good idea to wear what allows me to show what I, and most men like a lot about me, in this case, other than my face and body, my buttock that, said by many, is the most gorgeous buttock of this world. By the way, my buttock not only is gorgeous but as well very hard and natural although many people thinks it is fake, but it is that way because I train my whole body at the gym, and specially my butt, my abdominals and my legs. Now, because I have a truly huge dick, and I am comfortable with it, I let it be seen very proudly, and not only because it is huge and I love it but because said by many, my dick not only is the most beautiful one but as well the biggest dick they've ever seen on a boy that works as a sex-worker. (It is said that I have a bigger dick than Jonah Falcon) with the difference that mine is much gorgeous! That's why I'm very proud of it, and the reason I like to let it be seen.

And why I'm sharing all these things with you? Well, first let me share with all of you that I need too much sex in order to get sexually satisfied, thus I need much more sex and more sex games than a normal boy. One more reason is that since a couple of years, I understood that I want or need to know much more about sex, about the sexual behaviours not only of myself but as well of my sex-partners and of others. And because a few months ago I have had some chats with many other sex workers, many of them gay males of my age that told me they have noticed that most of the sex clients that visit a sex worker, have many different reasons, not only the regular reason a regular sex client has. What they mean is that most of those sex clients have special sexual fantasies they could never satisfy at home with their boyfriends, husbands or wives, be it because their boyfriends, husbands or wives don't want or cannot satisfy them, and that's one of the main reasons they go to a gay male sex worker to try to find the way to release those searched or abstained desires. Now, the fact to work as a sex worker gives me the opportunity to see and live many of those cases of sexual fantasies, sexual behaviours of boys in a daily basis and during the whole year, thus I decided to write a book with all the sexual experiences that I will see and live myself. And in that way, all of us will learn a lot about the behaviours of some men. Indeed about the behaviours of some of those boys that we, the gay males of this world love too much but that sometimes, if not all of the times, we don't understand, perhaps because our couples, boyfriends, husbands or wives don't let, permit or make us understand them, perhaps they are too shy or it is just that we don't give them the chance to share their sexual fantasies with us, perhaps we don't give them the opportunity to talk and to freely manifest their sexual desires and their sexual fantasies, wishes or feelings. Or it can be that we don't want to participate in their fantasies and that's the reason they search somewhere else what we don't give them.

Well, that's why I thought it was a good idea to do my own research in order to know better, to understand better and to have all my desired information lived and experienced by myself, in this way I'd be able to share with all of you, detail by detail those too awaited answers, those too many secrets our boyfriends, husbands or wives don't dare to ask, to say or to share with us. I also would be able to learn much more about many sexual behaviours that we never expected could be possible our beloved ones could bear in mind, and then I will share all that with all of you.

As I already said, all and everything that I will share with all of you will be first-hand information, or my own lived experiences, all the experiences that I would have accumulated as a gay male-sex worker. I can tell all of you that since now I can guess, and I even know that many of the boys that would have contact with this information will be surprised to read and learn many of the things that will be written here, but I won't blame you, simply because it also happened to me the very first time when I heard about all these strange things and unexpected ways in which some of our boyfriends behave. Well, I've said crazy things, even though, in my opinion, these things that soon you'll read and learn here are plain and simple normal human behaviour or simply human sexual fantasies. And, by the way, I am one of those persons that most of my time bear in my mind those strange sexual fantasies.

Before I go on, I'd like to introduce myself: I'm Claude-Patrick, a Dutch gay male, twenty-one years old, I'm very tall, (six feet six inches) I have blue eyes and blond hair, and said by many, my face and body is gorgeous, and I have one of the biggest dicks that you could see. Now, as a gay male, I love boys, and because I have a huge dick, I use it to satisfy my sex clients. To clarify this last, I want to add that the fact that I am a gay male, I only like to be with boys in order to explore new avenues, to see, feel and learn the ways most men experience sex and, about all, to learn about men's sexual behaviours and sexual fantasies and, in that way, to get lots of information for my upcoming book. One last thing. As it can happen to many of you, I also have my own dreams, one of those dreams has been to be a singer, and although it is said that I have a beautiful romantic, soft girlish voice, to this day I have not had any success as a singer, but I'll keep trying, that's the reason that you'll find here, on the following page, one of the lyrics that I wrote just for this book.

 

I Am Claude-Patrick

 

A gay male, sex worker of The Red Light

I am owner of your dreams

Healer of too many weird love desires

I am Claude-Patrick, sex worker of the moonlight

I'm the one that can heal many of your illnesses

Those from your body or those from your heart

I am Claude-Patrick

A gay male, sex worker of The Red Light

I know how to deal with most of your love's wishes

I have a lot of experience about sexual fantasies

Or about crazy sexual desires

You can always come to my workplace

Or you can always phone me at any time

You can see me during the day

But as well during the night

Come to me, boys of any age

Come to me to have much fun

Let me show to you tonight

What crazy love might looks like

I am Claude-Patrick

Owner of your dreams

And a gay male, sex worker of The Red Light

I'm able to satisfy most of your weird sexual fantasies

I'm an expert in almost every crazy sexual desire

Come to me, be it that you're a young or old boy

I would teach you what you have never learnt

In your short or long life

Even what you never thought that could be done

What has never crossed your mind

Come on, sweet boys to know about me

I would like to know about you

Be it just for a little while

Be it just for a quarter of an hour

For a whole hour or as well

The whole day or night

Come to me! You only need to bring some money

I'll help you achieve all your sexual fantasies

And satisfy most of your crazy sexual desires.

 

As you have seen, I wanted to start my story by singing this short song, and then, little by little, I will share with you those experiences that I will have the opportunity to live. But please understand, I am not a sex therapist or sex counsellor. I'm just a boy that wants and needs too much sex, that wants to explore everything concerning sex and sexual behaviours, just a boy that, like many other boys, have special or sometimes strange sexual fantasies or fetishes And who wants to let you know what most sex clients ask, what they like, what they need, all their bizarre desires and fantasies, I will explain to all of you in a way that most of you will accept it, but could it be the case that many of my experiences would impact many of you. please know from now that it is not my desire to shock you, nor make you believe something that does not exist. It just happens that in our human world we can find any type of person, any type of mind, consequently, any type of strange fantasies and sexual fetishes.

Well, let's begin with one of my very first experiences of the night, in the life of a gay male, sex worker decided not only to make money but, about all, to enjoy life, to experience lots of sexual fantasies and at the same time to write a book about crazy sexual behaviours. As many of you know, we, sex workers are continuously confronted with too many different stories of sexual fantasies, sexual fetishes that even we, did not even imagine could exist, many of them are quite normal or regular ones, while some others, or too many, are weird and even extremely difficult to swallow, consequently, many of the sexual fantasies that will appear here could be labelled a bit difficult to withstand or perhaps grotesque, thus, many times I asked myself if it could be possible to share them with you! But after a long reflexion I concluded that the best thing to do will be to let all of you know about the weirdest sexual fantasies in order that also you could have a clearer picture of what our minds can bear in order to be able to have a sexual intercourse. But because I'm not a sexologist nor a sex therapist, I cannot say if many or all of those fantasies really are needed, or if they are just caprices that make us believe that without them we won't be able to get aroused or to be able to have sex with a boy. I'm sure of one thing, I decided to live as many of those fantasies as possible in order to know more about them, about the people who manifest them, and of course, to know more about the behaviour of those persons! And although a great deal of those fantasies are quite difficult to achieve, are quite difficult to withstand, I decided to experiment with all of them without measuring the degree of difficulty, the degree of strangeness or the degree of risk but only the degree of value those fantasies could represent to me. I also think that in order not to shock any of you in case you may find difficult to accept some of those fantasies that will appear here, I will beware you of the degree of its contents.