James Munro was flat-out too old for me. I knew it the minute I saw
him at work. I had finished my first year of pre-law and had been lucky enough
to get a summer job working at a prestigious law firm as basically a clerk who
covered for some of the other girls on their
vacations.
He, meanwhile, was already an established lawyer and partner at the
firm. Which meant he shouldn't have been flirting with
me, shouldn't have been teasing me, and shouldn't have been giving me that look
with his eyes that told me how much he wanted me.
I'm not saying he
was old. I mean, not old-old. He wasn't an old man. He
was probably somewhere north of thirty. Which meant at
least ten years older than me. But boy was he ever good-looking. Of course, it
was clear he knew it, too.
He wasn't just a pretty face, either. In
that beautifully tailored suit of his, it was obvious he was a large, and
powerfully built man. He had a broad chest and wide shoulders, the kind that
made any girl wonder what he looked like without his shirt and jacket on.
I was surprised that he wasn't more
discreet about his interest in me. I mean, the firm did have rules about this
sort of thing. Then again, he was a partner. So I suppose he could get away
with a lot more than someone like me.
I had been reluctant mostly because of his age, and because I
worried about getting a reputation as some kind of slut and maybe
losing my summer job. That would certainly not help my future job
prospects. But he had been persistent and my imagination had preyed upon me, teasing and taunting me, making me wonder what it was like
with an older guy who had a body like his.
I mean, I'd never been out with a guy as
big, as powerful, or as old. Would things be different with him? He was
certainly more sophisticated than any of the guys I had dated, never mind slept
with. And frankly, I had been disappointed in guys since adolescence. They were
such goofs! They liked the stupidest, most childish things. And they hadn't seemed to grow up all that much from what I had seen
in college.
I thought of myself as more sophisticated than most girls, more
intelligent, more into intellectual pursuits than fashion and celebrities. I
also wondered what it was he saw in me. I was not some
blonde Barbie doll like Jordan, another of the summer clerks. Why wasn't he
hitting on her instead?
Not that I'm ugly, or even plain. My hair
is a glistening chestnut brown and it falls perfectly down around my face and
over my shoulders. It frames and cups my face as if it was
painted in place, curving slightly in as it moves past my chin.
I wear large black framed glasses for distance. I don't
really need them up close, so these are progressives. I have an egg-shaped
face, bright, blue-green eyes, and a lithe, slender body that is toned and fit. I do have pretty nice
breasts, though. They're not the kind of huge things
that pull men's eyes, but let's just say I look very nice without my shirt on,
too.
James had certainly thought so when he had pulled my top off. Yes, I
had given in to my own instincts and impulses. I had let him corner me in his
office, slowly maneuvering me back against the wall, showing no fear, and even
amusement as I had gazed coquettishly up at him.
In truth, the only fear I had was of discovery. So when he had me
pressed against the wall all I did was smile and put my hands up against his
chest.
It was a very nice chest!
He reached up and gripped my wrists and then gently but firmly forced
them up and back against the wall next to my head as he leaned in and kissed me
on the lips. His kiss was gentle, testing, but very good.
And it grew more passionate and hungrier as he saw
that I wasn't resisting in any way.
It grew into a kiss like I had never felt before! It had so much
passion and hunger, and was delivered with so much
skill! I literally moaned into his mouth as his lips
forced mine wider. This was a guy who knew how to kiss! He didn't
try to jam his tongue into my mouth! I fell into that kiss, losing track of
time.
And then his foot moved over and pushed the door closed. A moment
later he reached over and locked it. That was the moment I should have stopped
him. But I had no interest in doing so. He had let go of my wrists but I was
hardly aware of it. His fingers moved nimbly down the front of my shirt and
before I realized it he was pulling it open and pulling it over my shoulders
and down to pin my arms to my sides. His lips never stopped moving, either on
my lips, up under my ear, or down around my throat. I felt as if I was being devoured!
Now I began to feel a sense of anxiety and wariness. Was I letting
this go too far, too fast!? This was crazy! We were at the office! But then my
shirt was gone entirely and he was attacking my bra. He unsnapped it in back
like he had a lot of experience. And while I
instinctively grabbed at it as he was pulling it up and off he was too fast for
me.
He stood back, gripping my wrists again, forcing them back against
the wall, this time above my head as his eyes drank in what he saw. I was proud
of my body and felt a shudder of excitement and ego at the approval and heat in
his eyes.
"You've been holding out on me, Bethany," he said. "I knew you were
gorgeous, but I didn't know you had such an incredible body under those
shapeless clothes you wear."
"I was told to make sure I didn't dress up in anything that would
distract the men in the office," I gulped as an excuse.
He let out a bark of laughter. "You would have had to wear a bag
over your head then."
He let go of my wrists and undid his tie, then unbuttoned his shirt.
I watched excitedly with every new inch of skin that appeared. When the line of
flesh extended all the way down to his belt buckle, he pulled the shirt up
more, He undid another couple of buttons and then pulled the shirt and jacket
off at the same time.
Oh my!
I was so busy feasting my eyes on all that powerful, gorgeous,
well-muscled male flesh that I hardly noticed as he tossed shirt and jacket
onto a chair and then gripped my wrists again to cross them up and back against
the wall above my head.
I did notice, however, when he quickly wrapped his silk tie around
my crossed wrists and tugged it tightly closed.
"Hey, wh-what are you... what... James!" I gasped, twisting my head to
look up, and trying to pull away.
"I don't believe I gave you permission to use my Christian name, Miss
Ferguson," he said sternly.
"What are you doing?!" I hissed, not wanting my voice to be heard through the door.
"I should have thought that was obvious, pretty girl."
Still holding my wrists, he moved me sideways, reaching up to pull a
small picture off the wall and setting it aside. There
was a black ring on the wall about a foot above my head and he quickly slid the
tie through it and tied it in place.
We were at the office, a busy office where a lot
of people work. I wasn't afraid that he was
going to hurt me or anything. I mean, if you're some
kind of crazed serial killer, you don't attack girls at the office where you
work. No, I was just confused and then frustrated that
he was playing some silly game instead of doing something sophisticated and
romantic like I had been fantasizing about.
But then as I started to complain he leaned in, holding my head
between his large hands, and kissed me again. And it was another amazing kiss,
one that pushed deeper into my psyche for some reason
because I was not only half-naked but now tied up and helpless.