Henry Childs watched an old rusty pickup
drive down the dirt road that led to his house. The dust kicked up as the truck
came toward him, blocking out everything behind it. Henry knew who it was the
minute he saw the old beater turn off the road, heading to his house. It was
March 1930, and it was planting season.
Now that Henry was eighteen, he was given
more responsibility on the family farm. Keeping track of the supplies was now
his responsibility. With lower cotton prices, Henry's father was forced to fire
some field hands. Three years prior, Henry was also forced to drop out of
school to work fulltime on the farm.
Henry knew that this time of year, the
colored sharecroppers came to his father to borrow money, andto buy tools and seed for this year's cotton
harvest. This year was no different than last year, as he stared at Willie
Anderson getting out of his pickup. His daughter Rose stayed in the truck. Henry
knew exactly what supplies he was getting and how much the cost was.
Mr. Anderson was a fairly small framed man, only a few inches above five feet, with a
farmhand's strength in his large
arms. His pleasant and positive attitude always got Henry's father to smile.
Sometimes Henry wondered why his father always seemed to make time for him.
Although Mr. Anderson borrowed more money
each year, his father continued to loan him more, without question. This year
was going to be no different since Henry heard that the weevil attacked his
crop again. He knew other farmers complained about the diminished harvest, and
figured the Anderson farm was no different.
Henry saw Mr. Anderson at least once a
week when he came over to talk with his father. During this time of year, it
was all business, and he came today not for a social call. Henry figured that
of all of the sharecroppers that were on his father's
land, Mr. Anderson visited more than any of them.
The only difference was when it came to
collecting supplies, he brought Rose with him. She would always help carry
things to the truck and had a fine knowledge of what the farm needed in the way
of supplies. Henry knew she didn't work that land, as she was one of the
colored girls that did domestic work in the rich white homes.
Mr. Anderson gave a big smile as he spoke.
"Is your pa here?"
Henry smiled back and pointed to the
stables. When Mr. Anderson saw Henry's father moving around in the stables, he
motioned over to Rose to get out of the truck. Rose slowly opened the door and
walked over to her father. "Stay here until I am done," he said.
Henry looked over at Rose and then they
watched together as her father walked to the barn to talk with Henry's father.
They both knew they were going to talk money, and it was not going to be an
upbeat conversation.
Rose was a year older than Henry, and he
knew her since they were both very little. Their interactions were mostly
greetings, but he always knew from a distance who she was. Wearing her hair
short and slicked back, she showed off the slim features of her face and her
dark brown eyes.
Henry always remembered her as an early
developer in the chest department, even with her small frame that was not made
for farm life. He also noticed that age had only added to his assessment of her
bust size. The patchwork grey dress she wore was very noticeably pushed out by
her ample size, making his eyes always wander to it. Her hourglass shape seemed
to accent her features as well, and he found himself looking at her as a
forbidden desire.
Even though Henry saw Rose everyday as she cut through the back field to walk her
little brother Marshall to school, he never struck up any real conversation
with her. Fear, mixed with social norms of interacting with a colored girl,
made his stares the limit of his social skills.
He always described her in his thoughts as
a doll that exemplified what a woman should look like. When he looked at other
girls, he used Rose as the measure of what a girl should look like. He knew
that this time of year he could get real close to her and study her features,
making sure to put them to memory for later use when he was alone.
Henry motioned with his arm for Rose to
follow him. "I can help you get your supplies ready."
Rose nonchalantly nodded her head in
compliance, and followed Henry to the supply barn where he worked. Henry opened
the lock and pulled the double doors open. Once they were open he walked in, and
grabbed a clipboard that hung on the side.
Henry read off the supplies that were
being taken to the Anderson farm. When the list was finished he walked over to
grab a wheel barrel. When he came back with the supplies, Rose looked quite
upset. Henry wondered what upset her. He had to ask. "What's wrong?"
Her face showed that she was clearly
upset. "This is a quarters of what we normally get. I know you holding back,
but we need the stuff if we are gonna pay you back
what we owe."
Since being put in charge of the supplies,
Henry got accustomed to the power of holding someone else's debt. The
sharecroppers had to borrow from him to get their supplies for the year. Henry
also collected half of their crops just for using the land that belonged to his
father. He liked the feel of the power, too.
He knew she was upset about it, but also knew
that his family was going to struggle if they continued lending to a farm that
could not pay it back. Henry thought his father was wrong in lending such a
large amount of supplies to a family that seemed to be unable to pay it back.
He felt that he was doing a good job by giving the Andersons less.
With a slight grin on his face, Henry
decided to get something he always wanted. "I can load some extra bags of
seed and fertilizer without my pa knowing."
Rose's frown became a big smile, and she
replied, excited, "You'd
do that just for me?"
Henry knew he had power over her, and
could get something from her. The idea now surged within him that his fantasies
of her could come true. "I just want something from you is all."
With a puzzled look, Rose shot back
"What you want from me?"
Henry fought back the evil grin, and
stayed composed. "I want to see your tits."