BLACK
& WHITE
Pigs
In The City
Extract
"Yes
you are. And tell me what happens to black pigs?"
The
well dressed, white 'gentleman' was standing close. There was this contrast
with him and his surroundings. He was immaculate, upper class, English and he
was suited and booted. He looked at odds with the overhead pipes at different
angles, the cracked concrete floor and the low
ceilings. It was an industrial setting that seemed cold and almost alien. It
seemed like a desolate place that this man came to, just to do what he was
doing to this black woman.
The
metal protection on this man's shoe heels created an additional sound to the
plop, plop of the water. Like a click, click, click.
"Black
pigs suffer Sir. They suffer because they are black pigs."
The black woman wasn't particularly young. Maybe
she was in her early to mid twenties. And yet she seemed
to be too young to be in a setting like this. There was this beastly
sensation that what she was involved with here was something that a woman of
her age should not have encountered yet, in her life. Or that she shouldn't encounter at all in the entirety of her life. Such
was the brutality of what she was going through, there had to be this disbelief
attached to it. And there was.
She
was a pretty woman - utterly pretty and with flawless black
skin. In fact she was flawless to the point that surely the term 'pig' didn't apply? Except it did. She was
entangled in a deeply racially motivated set up. Her being a pig wasn't measured by her stark and disturbing beauty. Not in
the slightest. Her being a pig was something that was
deeply ingrained in her psyche because of her colour. And it was something that
she just was. Like there was no debate to be had that she was a 'pig'. She just was. The same as the fact she was flawless, she
was also a pig. And it was the colour of her skin that was the reason for that.
Nothing else, just the colour of her skin, and it was clear that this was ingrained into her psyche on such a level, that it would
be difficult to imagine that it could be reversed.
"They
do. That's very correct, pig. You suffer because of
the colour of your skin. How does that make you feel, pig? That you are
suffering now because of the colour of your skin? That you have black skin and so you must suffer?"
The
way this man spoke to her was tinged with a nastiness that didn't
belong in this world either. It was tinged with not a
hatred - that would be wrong somehow. It was tinged
with the need to be as awful to this young woman as it was possible to be. And
the way he spoke to her, the words he used and the tone he used were meant to
play on her psyche.
"It
makes me feel 'right' Sir. That I am treated the way I should be treated, because I am a black pig. It makes me feel right
but at the same time, it makes me know my worth Sir. My worth to you, as my
owner and Master."
It was
meant to affect her like this. He hadn't been just
talking with her and having a conversation - he was playing with her psych to
the point that his words were having as much effect on her as what he was doing
to her.
Yes,
and there was what he was doing to her.
"So
thank you Sir, thank you Sir. Thank you so much for treating this black pig as
she deserves to be treated."
Her
words were clear and precise. It was like she'd been
trained to be clear and precise no matter what she was going through at any
given time. She was raised, on a wooden structure, her
legs spread wide by the upside down V of this structure. The point of that V
cutting deep into her sexual flesh. Her sex lips pulled out and down the sides
and then stapled there in this butchered like way. There was no pubic hair - it
was like that was banned, or forbidden. As though it was forbidden in case it afforded her some kind of
protection for what she was going through. She was up off her feet, her full
weight down on that upside down V. And the edge, the sharp edge of that
construction was rough. Like it hadn't been smoothed
out but that it was left splintered for a reason. And that reason can only have
been a tortuous one. Indeed there was this obviousness about what that
roughness achieved in terms of torture.
"Why
were black pigs put on this earth?"