I
dropped off to sleep almost immediately, and woke up at about half-past eight
with a natural erection. With no experience it was difficult to be sure, but I
thought that the treatments I'd been given had multiplied my capacity by a
factor of three or four. They had not multiplied my physical strength, however,
and my hips were getting stiff from the constant jerking and the weight that
she had put on them. I could sense, somehow, that the mistress had not slept as
long, but had for some reason refrained from waking me up. She said nothing,
but pushed me down to give her cunnilingus, and when she was satisfied she made
no move to reciprocate, but propped me up against the bedhead, obviously
wanting to talk. She gave me a sip of wine that was left over from dinner, and
took a longer drink herself. 'I've been thinking', she announced.
'That's
very tiring, mistress', I replied. 'I prefer to avoid it myself.'
That
earned me a wry smile and a slap on the thigh. 'I have tried it before. I've
made a few decisions about your future.'
I
wriggled close and kissed her. 'You do me an honour by thinking about me,
mistress.'
'Don't
you want to know what my thoughts are?'
'Do
I need to know, mistress? Whatever decisions you make, I wouldn't dream of
commenting on them, mistress.'
'Sometimes,
as you say, you chatter like a monkey, and sometimes it's like getting blood
out of a stone. You are my slave, but you are not going to carried around like
my suitcase. Some input from you will be required, acting under orders, of course.'
'I'm
eager to hear anything that you have to say to me, mistress. Please go on.'
'I'm
glad I have your attention. I've decided to make you my sex toy, for a period
of between one and five years. Your cock will be mine exclusively. Others may
use your mouth and other parts of your body, but you will penetrate no-one but
me. You will continue to work for the farm shop for between three and five days
per week, and you will normally spend the rest of your time here. During that
time, you will be kept in strict restraints, and mostly in this suite. I may
take you out occasionally, but probably not often. When you are in the shop, at
your chalet, or anywhere else, certain precautions will be taken to ensure that
you observe the conditions. You will have frequent opportunities to interact
with other people, both free and slave, but your penis is, I repeat,
exclusively mine. You will never have an orgasm that I haven't caused or
authorized. If necessary, drugs can be administered that will slightly reduce
your libido, but you will have to exercise control over your thoughts and
urges. Are you clear so far?'
My
mind was racing. What would the 'certain precautions' be? What 'interactions'
would be permitted? How often would the mistress use me? Presumably there was
no question of her being faithful to me, so she got the whole of me in exchange
for a share of herself. I could not put all these points to her, but I
disguised some of them as a general enquiry about my day-to-day living
conditions. She fended me off. 'Wait and see what tomorrow brings', she told
me. 'Everything will become clear during the next two or three weeks.'
Considering
that I had only been a slave for four days, two or three weeks seemed a long
way away, but I had to accept what she said. I was anxious to know, however,
about the 'strict restraints'. I thought that I had been experiencing those all
weekend. I went for a direct question. 'Have I not been restrained strictly so
far, mistress?' I shook my shoulders and lifted my legs to demonstrate that I
was bound hand and foot. She did not reply verbally- not immediately- but
tipped me on my side, hauled my ankles up to meet my wrists and locked them
together, putting me in a simple but severe hogtie. 'That's stricter', she
said, and as I was now on my side, she lay down with her face an inch or two
from mine. Her further comments were punctuated by kisses, and she held my
balls firmly in one hand. 'If you were hanging by your bonds . . . that would be stricter still. . . . If you
were gagged . . . and blindfolded . . . that would be even stricter. . . . If I
was beating the soles of your feet . . . we would have almost reached
"strictest". . . . However, the hogtie is not particularly severe. . . . I
could borrow, for instance . . . an automatic rack, which would stretch you . .
. and relax at random intervals.' She laughed, and kissed him more vigorously,
and longer. 'Don't worry. I won't give you more pain than you can stand, but
you can't live a life of unalloyed pleasure. You have to pay a price. It's
quite difficult to fuck in a hogtie. Let's try it.'
I
had no choice, since she had the remote control and could keep me hard
indefinitely, but I would have appreciated her giving me longer to think about
what she was saying. Perhaps it was better that she didn't, because she was not
offering me options, she was making announcements. I had to try to focus on the
concept of 'sex toy', which did not sound too bad, despite the fact that I had
always imagined such things as being made of plastic. It seemed that I was
being objectified; being turned into a tool that existed to give her pleasure.
I was losing even the degree of humanity usually left for slaves. I had to turn
my attention back to what the mistress was doing, however, for her lips were
now sealed to mine, with her hands holding my head firmly. I responded by
pushing my tongue forward, resulting in a battle for territory between our two
mouths. She was, however, manoeuvring herself to get our midriffs against one
another, and she was able to get my penis into her vagina. It seemed very
awkward at first, especially as her hips were broader than mine and she had to
lean me towards her slightly to allow it a straight path, but once I was
properly seated it felt better. The notion of the 'toy' then became obvious, as
with her considerable strength, she simply pushed and pulled my body back and
forth like a dildo with a very big handle. She obviously found the position
exciting and soon started cumming, but she did not continue until I was
satisfied, if indeed that was possible at that time in those conditions. That
was appropriate, for plastic dildos do not have orgasms, and I certainly had no
right to expect them.
She
kept me hogtied for the rest of the evening, occasionally giving me a sip of
wine or a few crisps. Because of the medications I did not suffer cramp or
muscle aches, but it was extremely restrictive, and I felt very vulnerable when
the mistress took to running her fingernails down my chest, scratching me
lightly. I was relieved to find that being objectified did not prevent her
looking to me for companionship and advice, for she was very worried about the
standard of the meat being offered by the butcher. Throughout, she continued to
fondle my genitals, and it seemed odd to me that she never seemed to touch her
own, except when having sex. She also talked about my lodge, revealing a
detailed knowledge of the interior. 'I've had a few cameras set up in there',
she said. 'Someone will be looking at the footage from time to time, to make
sure you're being a good boy. There's a receiver and a speaker, so I'll be able
to talk to you.'