PARALYTIC . . .

 

 

 

After six months of active planning, research, intense studies, and lessons on how to give me the perfect amount of the paralytic drug to fulfill my ultimate fantasy . . . there's no going back! The drug has stolen all physical control of my body from me . . . and I am helpless in every way!

 

As long as my own body's reactions to the dosage given, work as expected, for the next 24 hours, I will be the Lifeless Doll of my most intense fantasies! My everything will be in the hands of another. I am just a Lifeless Doll for someone else's pleasures.

 

Every nuance, every touch, handling, and moving around of my body, has been detailed and agreed upon with my roommate, my lover, and my BFF. She knows my body better than anyone ever could. She knows what I like, love, and crave as much as what I dislike, hate, or despise.

 

During my research, I learned of some horror stories involving the different types of drugs used during surgeries. Everyone knows about the anesthesia used to put someone under. Most people believe that is the whole deal. But there is much much more involved.

 

In addition to just being able to put someone under, there's a range of nerve and pain blockers needed that work in conjunction. These along with a properly administered paralytic are needed for a successful surgery.

 

This is where the horrors can happen. The one variable, the one unknown is the uniqueness of everyone's bodies. There are stories of where only two of the three drugs worked. The patient seemed under and was unable to move at all . . . but the pain blocker failed! They were left helpless and could feel every single cut of the knife!

 

The uniqueness of my own body is also having an unexpected effect I had no way of preparing for! And now . . . there is absolutely nothing I can do about it! As intense as I knew the next 24 hours were about to be . . . my level of excitement and fear has just compounded ten times over!

 

My internal organs all seem to be doing what is expected. Yes, there was always the fear of my heart just stopping from the paralytic. It happens to 1 in 100,000. These were the odds I was willing to take to be a Lifeless Doll, a Toy, just an object to be played with or ignored.

 

The special optical clear coating allowing my eyes to stay open is working perfectly. The ever-so-thin beads of glue along the top edge of my eyelids are helping to keep them wide open and very Doll-like. I got a peek in a mirror of this before the paralytic took my body from me. My lashes are fantastic!

 

All of this is way better than I could ever have imagined. Any inability to move any part of my body even in the slightest works perfectly. Oh, My God! I couldn't be more excited right now!

 

I've been put into helpless bondage so many times in the past, but this completely blows that away! I'm more helpless than I've ever been without a single rope, strap, or chain! There's no need for a gag since I'm unable to talk.

 

I just hope Alyssa remembers to turn my head so I can always be watching whatever she's about to do to me next. Being unblindfolded the visions of teases, toying, and torments to come is all part of the plan . . . part of our agreement . . .

 

Unintended consequences were mentioned in my studies. I blew right past this phrase without any thought. I mean the odds of me having one of those rare bodies to experience unexpected effects leading to unintended consequences were just so slim . . .

 

Guess I should have played the lottery today because I'm a winner! The one side effect I'm having with the paralytic is my levels of sensitivity and feeling. I can feel every single one of the hairs on my head. Which ones are being pulled tighter by my scrunchies and which ones are not?

 

Every bead of the costume pearls touched the back of my neck. Each smooth and round one, but also even the tiny seams on each pearl! I can feel the weight of my blush and lipstick! The ever-so-minor airflow in the room! This is crazy!

 

Trying to take my new superpowers in all at once is just too much! I need to think of one part of my body at a time because it's driving me crazy! The patterns! The lace! Holy shit! I can make out and feel each and every pattern in the lace of my bra! Amazing!

 

The wrinkles caused by the elastic in my panties! Every single wrinkle . . . no matter how big or small! I can feel them all! What should be the smooth surface of my silk panties against my pussy is anything but. I can feel the threads! I can feel them on my swollen clit! OH MY GOD!