CHAPTER ONE -
REVELATIONS
It's been 30-plus
years since I married my Queen. Through all the ups and downs, I have never
looked back since, until today.
The day after we
married, Constance made a shocking confession to me. We were in our hotel suite
in Panama City Beach, Florida, at the start of our honeymoon. We arrived last
night, and we'd been so tired from escaping the wedding that we both fell
asleep without bothering to get out of our clothes. Now we were awake, and
right when I was about to get in the mood for sex, she had to spring a demented
surprise on me.
Constance told me
that she loved meat. Like anyone hearing such for the first time, I was
confused.
"You're going to have
to be more specific, honey," I asked. "What sort of meat is it that you like,
I'll see about getting it for you."
She rolled her eyes
at me and then laughed. "Stop being daft, Herbert. When I talk meat, I mean
dick." She grabbed my crotch to emphasise what sort of meat she meant. So
startled, I reacted by jumping. "That's the sort of meat I like," she
continued, unbothered about how stunned I was. "But it's especially the type
and colour of meat I prefer that I'll require you to get me."
"Colour and type?"
"I only go for black
meat, darling," she declared. "The blacker, the better; thicker and longer are
often my favourite."
"How long are we
talking about here?" I asked like I was too dumb not to figure out where things
were going. All this talk about black meat was still to kill my libido.
Constance struggled to
get her BBW frame off the bed while still in her gorgeous wedding dress and
went to investigate one of her bags amongst our pile of luggage across the
room. I remained in bed, curious about what she intended to show me. That
occurred seconds later when she returned to bed, smiling, and dropped what I
thought was the heaviest dildo I'd ever seen upon my lap. The dildo was about
10 inches long and ebony-coloured; it resembled a caveman's club than a sex
toy. To think that she was jamming that huge dildo into her pussy was
mind-boggling.
"The fuck is this?" I
said.
"What do you think it
is," she snapped. "It's a fucking dildo. A big, black and beautiful dildo," she
cooed as she caressed its surface. "This is what's kept me going on the nights
we got done having sex. I'd have to be the bearer of bad news, Herb, but you're
pretty damn lousy in bed, and I'm being generous saying that."
"But . . . Constance,
how come I've never seen you using this before?"
"The same reason
whenever we're done having sex, you'd turn over, curl up and fall asleep,
leaving me to fend for myself. Do you know I've never gotten an orgasm from
having sex with you? In the three years that we dated, not once. This is what's
helped me get passed that, along with some reliable black male friends of
mine," she added cheekily.
My eyes nearly popped
in their sockets when she said that.
"You mean you've been
. . . you've been cheating on me this entire fucking time?"
"Exactly, Herbert,"
she gloated. "I've been fucking around, that's what I've been doing, and that's
what I've always wanted: a real man who could fuck me hard, make me feel like a
whore, and give me the hardest pussy-slam ever. Why else would you think I went
and got this."
She raised her foot
for me to appraise the black Queen of Spades tattoo on her ankle. I admired it
in stunned silence. I knew what the tattoo signified, and she knew that I knew,
too. That got her laughing aloud.
"Don't worry, Herb.
I've got a bigger one tattooed above my butt in case this one doesn't attract
the sexy black boys over to come taste my milkshake," she bellowed with
laughter.
"What the fuck,
Constance. This is no way to start a marriage."
"You gonna divorce
me, is that it? You go ahead and do that, Herb. And when you do, don't forget
to tell your parents and friends why you did. I'll even go as far as telling
them I've been fucking around since we got together and that you knew about it
and didn't fucking care. I'll write a blog and dedicate it to how I've been
cucking your pathetic ass this entire time. Even one time when I got you to eat
my pussy after one of my lovers got done fucking me an hour before you came
home. Try me if you think I'm lying about what I'd done."
"You've actually done
that, Constance? SERIOUSLY?!?"
"Very fucking
seriously, darling. And you loved it, too," she smiled maliciously at me as if
daring me to get angry at her.
I did want to get
angry, except I didn't know how. This was a novel experience for me, and I was
swiftly trying to work my mind around it. Never had I encountered any other
couple who'd gotten this type of situation before, especially one the day after
they got married. It made me realise that somehow I had abated Constance into
cheating on me without once bothering to figure out why or for whatever reason.
"I'm still waiting
for an answer, Herbert, darling," she said.
"Huh? What answer?"
"We're going to be
here in Palm Beach for a week, which means I'm going to require you to find me
a steady supply of black meat, or rather black dicks, to fuck. Are you gonna
help me out, or would I need to go looking for myself? I need to know right now
before I get out of this wedding outfit."
I thought in silence
for a moment, and then I gave my answer.