'Aren't
you frightened of me?' asked Doctor Hall, looking at Daphne over her teacup. 'I
have a certain reputation around the college. It's
been a long time since I've had tea with a student.'
'I know of your
reputation, doctor. No, I'm not afraid. I can't see you ravishing me here in the cafeteria and
dragging me off kicking and screaming to your lair.' Daphne smiled, she hoped
mischievously. She knew that most of the female
students, even the lesbians, avoided Doctor Hall like the plague.
'Why would anyone
think I was likely to do that? Just call me Joan, now we're
friends. You know I don't stand on ceremony.'
Daphne didn't know that at all, and friends was a bit of a
stretch, after half a cup of tea together. 'I think it's the whips, Joan', she said. 'Actually, you had tea with Christine Shripton
only a fortnight ago, and you invited her to your house to see your collection'.
'What was wrong
with that? I asked her about her hobbies. She said she made belts. Belts and
whips serve the same purpose. Surely, we could have learnt from each other?
Instead, she practically made a run for it. Do you have hobbies?'
'They never last
with me, although I've always been interested in
photography. I like doing nudes, but it's not easy to
find volunteers. I can do self-portraits but then I can't
show them to anyone. I was thinking of trying wrestling. The trouble with that
is, I think I'd always want to lose; to be forced to
submit by a stronger, determined woman, determined to impose her will on me.'
'With your bodies
oiled and your clothes torn off? The loser's body open for ravishment by the
winner? I'd have to win every time, and you, I
suspect, would have to lose all the time, so all the contests would have to be
rigged. Surely, it would be easier to miss out the hard work
and go straight to the imposition of the will.'
Daphne understood that
she was passing the point of no return. 'I don't know',
she replied, pretending to think hard. 'The wrestling, with the sweaty bodies
pressed and rubbing against one another, probably builds
up an appetite for what happens afterwards'
'There are easier
ways to do that. Enough sparring: I'd like to take you
home for the weekend. Before you agree, you should know that if you come, there's no going back. It's a bank
holiday weekend, so I'll take you home on Tuesday. You'll
probably need a day or two to recover. If you refuse, we part company now, and
I won't ask you again. We will both act
as if this conversation never happened.'
'I don't know what
you'll do with me', Daphne protested. 'You might pass
me around your friends, bound and helpless. I've never
even kissed a woman before.'
'Not knowing-
giving up control, and responsibility for your body- is the point of the
exercise, my dear. Your body will become my property, to do with as I please.
All you will know is that it will be returned to you,
intact, on Tuesday.'
Joan spoke in a
calm and matter-of-fact tone, but Daphne could tell that she was tense, almost
willing her to agree. She knew that she should be bargaining. She should demand
assurance that she would not be whipped, lent or hired
out to strangers, or tortured with fire and/or needles. She had spent enough
time on the internet to know what could be inflicted
on 'painsluts' by dominants. She also knew, however, that Joan would call her
bluff. It was take it or leave it. Breathing suddenly seemed difficult and she
knew that her chest- which was generously endowed- was heaving. Joan seemed to guess which way it would go, and took her hand
just as she said, very quietly, 'I agree, Joan'.
The two women were
leaning forward, heads close together, for the tables in the cafeteria were
close together and almost all occupied. Daphne knew
that whatever she did now, she would be the subject of lively rumours among her
fellow students. Despite her nerves it felt good to have her hand held and
squeezed by another woman, who now took a deep breath and reached into her
handbag. She came out with a thick metal cuff and, hiding what she was doing
under the table, put it on Daphne's wrist- the right one- and closed it with an
audible 'click'. She pulled the sleeve down to cover
it. Daphne could only wonder what she'd have done had
the sleeves been short. It was late spring so the decision, earlier in the
morning, had been touch-and-go. 'Do you need to go home?',
asked Joan, 'for any prescription meds, or anything you can't do without?'
'Only clothes. You
can see I don't use make-up, except moisturiser.'
'You don't need clothes, and I have moisturiser. Follow me to my
car, discreetly.'
Feeling that she
was now in free-fall, Daphne went meekly after her, conscious of the stares of
two of her classmates who were sitting nearby. They didn't
matter, she reasoned, for she would probably never see them again. Her course
was over, and the students would all go home as soon as the results were posted. Joan led her at a brisk pace through the
concourse, where shops that she would never need again sold textbooks and
stationery, laptops, and sporting goods. They crossed College Road to where
Joan's Skoda Octavia was in the staff car park, she having arrived early enough
to get one of the precious spaces. She ushered Daphne into the back, and
mentioned, as she got into the driving seat and closed the door, that the child
locks were activated. There was no-one around, so she
was able to do what might otherwise have waited until they were out of town.
She turned and passed Daphne a little sachet containing several
unmarked pills. 'Take these, my dear. They are not narcotics and have no
side-effects, and they aren't mind-altering drugs, but
they'll make life much easier for you during the next few days.'
Daphne hesitated a
moment before taking and swallowing them. There was a bottle of water in the
door compartment to help wash them down. 'Well done',
said Joan reassuringly. 'Now settle down and enjoy the music. I don't like to talk when I'm driving. Put your belt on.'
Somehow the
commonplace act of fastening her seat belt seemed to take on a new
significance, as if she was relinquishing another bit
of her freedom. Nevertheless, the car was comfortable and the music- courtesy
of Classic FM- was pleasant. It even included a movement from Beethoven's
Seventh; one of her great favourites. Joan drove as quickly as the traffic
allowed, making her way to the M6 and heading north
before turning off into the maze of minor roads in and around the Trough of
Bowland. They were not headed for the moors, however.
Joan turned off onto a gravel track that wound, for nearly a
mile, through deciduous woodland. Cows grazed in small clearings on their
right, and twice they had to slow down while a beast ambled off the track in
her own time. On their left a stream tumbled over rocky outcrops, with
occasional pools of still water. Then, at the top of a slightly steeper incline
they turned off to the left onto a track that could easily have been missed by a first-time visitor. The car splashed
through the stream by a ford, which probably explained
why, in wet weather, Joan often arrived at work in an old Land Rover. Another rather bumpy hundred yards brought them to a metal gate
which, as it opened smoothly and quickly for them at the push of a button, was
probably not as rusty as it looked. Daphne could see that a security fence
extended into the forest on each side. She was more surprised when they rounded
a sharp bend to confront another, much more modern gate, also part of
continuous and electrified barrier. This time the security element was much
more obvious. She could see the cameras and also the
gap in the foliage that had been carefully maintained. It would not be possible
for anyone to enter or leave the estate by climbing through the trees or
swinging, Tarzan-style, over the fence. She could not have done that anyway,
for she was not the athletic type. There would be no leaving without Joan's
permission, and understanding that, she pulled a little nervously at the cuff
that was locked onto her wrist.