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Filled By Strangers In Public
(Dlenti O'Pick)

Some days, Ally lashes out without thinking of the consequences.



Well, maybe she is thinking about the consequences and she's deliberately trying to earn a punishment, which is just weird because her self-preservation skills are normally pretty good, so she tries not to think about that too hard either. Her therapist will probably tell her that she's compartmentalizing and that isn't really dealing with her issues, but she's stopped seeing her therapist a few months after her eighteenth birthday because the guy started being super weird about the kind of therapy he wants to try on her.



There's also the fact that she got into a relationship with a man who's really good at actually helping her deal with her issues.



Which circles back to how she's ignoring the rules he set for her.



The whole point of the Rules is to make sure that she still functions properly when she's stressed, but she broke one rule and before she knows it, she's breaking all of them. 



She knows she will get in trouble if she doesn't clean up her apartment like her Dom had asked her to. That's not even her only digression from the Rules. She has been doing things all week to piss him off deliberately, having nothing for breakfast except for several too-sweet coffees and skipping meals instead of having well-balanced meals, ignoring his messages, ignoring his phone calls...



Honestly, she's practically begging for a spanking at this point. She should just bring herself to his apartment, yank her own pants down and let him whip her back into shape.