Maurice
He
had once been a man amongst men.
The
past tense, however, was no longer anywhere near the consolation it had first
been since she...
The
pain of his descent as fresh now as it had been from the start, beaten eyes
watered as the memory of what he had once been and was no longer stabbed him to
the heart of where his manhood once resided yet again.
Just
the same, as he waited in subdued silence, knees tender against the cool
ceramic patio floor tiles, it was to this ever-diminishing consolation of "what had once been" that he returned in order to take his mind from the living nightmare to which
he had been consigned and from which deliverance was no longer an option.
Right
now, the young and decidedly unlovely German girl, the same girl upon whom he
had used his superior age and charm to woo as his ticket to the wealth he had
been singularly incapable of providing for himself, would be indulging herself
in the luxury and calm of her secluded
villa. One of them, anyway. A
villa high upon the rocks overlooking the Mediterranean and the small fishing
village of Cassis. The same village once made famous by the art of Signac and
now no longer a village or, apart from its delicious blackcurrant syrup,
particularly famous.
And,
while she did that, he waited for her arrival a few days hence in yet another
of her isolated villas - this one overlooking the Atlantic some fifty miles
south of Dakar, the capital and largest city of Senegal in West Africa.
Being
located on the Cap Vert peninsula makes Dakar the westernmost city on the
African mainland and its position has made it an advantageous departure point
for trans-Atlantic and European trade throughout its history.
An
advantageous departure point Maurice Baxter would have liked to take advantage
of now.
The
utilising of it one he knew to be impossible.
For
him.
To
travel, after all, one needed money.
Not
to mention clothes.
The
functioning voice and other physical attributes he had once taken as no more
than a matter of course would have made matters easier also.
So,
instead, while his young wife was free to make full use of her money and the
opportunities it provided; despite her unprepossessing features with their
equine cheeks and large teeth, he, a handsome man in his forties, used to the
attention beautiful women, was on his knees on a rarely visited African patio;
overlooking the ocean in the company of the fearsome and devoted Anobi.
The
nineteen-year-old hate-figure in question having being his wife's Senegalese
housekeeper from the tender age of twelve and a brute of a girl who had hated
him with a passion from the very first moment she had laid eyes upon him. A
housekeeper and brute of a girl, moreover, who was now in a
position to vent her disapproval, safe in the knowledge her power was
total and became secondary only when his owner
was in residence.
And
yet it was as his wife and not owner -
or "Master", as Anobi loved to so describe Ilse - that he thought of her.
Despite
everything.
To
do otherwise, after all, was to acknowledge what she had done to him and the
depths to which he had sank.
"Master
Ilse arrive in a few days, Chien-Blanc," reminded the monstrous young woman
from the former French colony of Senegal; her copious if obviously feminine
bulk a constant form of threat to him now he was so deep within the power ceded
to her by "Ms Ilse", as she liked
to refer to her mistress when not describing her to him as "Master".
The
excitement in big Anobi's less than cultured or
articulate tone was not shared by the white man attached to her by a lead which
ran from a heavy steel collar to the girl's left-hand, the right holding an
ice-cold tumbler of freshly squeezed grapefruit he could only envy given the
tepid water she had poured into his bowl, liquid that was the only refreshment
he was allowed other than that which he drank direct from...
Perched
on his haunches, he forced his thoughts from the indignity to which the
powerful young black girl - scarcely nineteen to his forty-three - had forced
him and prayed she was not serious about the wife who was his no longer except
on paper requesting he perform the same task for her.
As
if divining his thoughts, Anobi set her glass down
and reached out to stroke him behind the ear, knowing how much he shrank from
her touch and was terrified to show it - unless he wished to be taken across
her smooth and immense black thighs until he learned to better appreciate her
control of him and the few scraps of affection she threw his way.
If
she found anything incongruous in the picture of her, an uneducated and
overweight young Senegalese girl of coal-black complexion, sitting at her ease
with a handsome, naked, and far older white Englishman at her feet, both
collared, leashed and, more
incredibly, physically modified, there was no trace of it to be found in a face
that was both well-defined, despite the corpulence below it, and ferocious in
its aspect.
To
an observer intruding upon the scene there would be absolutely no doubt as to who was the natural master of the
other between young girl and older man.
This
despite the obvious inequalities of intelligence and looks.
"You
like that, my little Chien-Blanc?" she asked, fully aware he had not the vocal
chords with which to answer and would be forced to respond in the way he had
been taught.
A
way that was yet one more nail in
the coffin the young black girl and her only slightly older German employer and
friend had made of his manhood.
Her
hand continued to caress him behind the ear as he whined his acknowledgement as taught, going on all fours as
she left his ear to tug him into position facing away from her via the
collar.
"That
is a good Chien-Blanc," she cooed, the heavily inflected accent with which she
spoke his native English only serving to make his descent all
the more real and dispiriting.
"You
learning to be what you always meant to be. Sooner you get it in head you no
longer capable of being a man the sooner I have to stop punishing you and your
petit-orgue-blanc."
As
ever when she made such a reference, she giggled.
A
giggle that was neither girlish nor winning.
At
least not to the object of its derision.
Her
reference to the cock that, he knew, was in no way "petit" and no longer of any use to him except on those
occasions when the sadistic African girl freed him of the plastic prison
containing it and allowed him to hump her leg after the fashion of the animal
he was intended to be, only served to bring a picture of his black handler to
mind as she stood above him and smiled with satisfaction at the depths to which
she and Ilse had reduced him.
He
was slowly losing what remained of himself under the unrelenting treatment the
girl was handing out with such obvious relish and it was hardly surprising that
Anobi was aware of it too. Unwilling or not, he was
becoming more and more servile and cur-like in his obedience. It could, they
both knew, only be a matter of time before he lost what was left of his manhood
completely.
Even
if Ilse had informed him before she left for the Cassis villa that she wished
him to always remember his former life, as:
"It will make the position of the animal you will always be
for me all the more of a torture."
In
that, he had assured himself with bitterness, and on many occasions since her
departure, he could find no argument with her.
"Ms
Ilse be pleased with her Anobi when she get back and
see what a well-behaved pet she now own," he heard her say by way of confirming
his suspicions. "Because if you be a naughty Chien-Blanc when she arrive and
spoil it for me I going to ask her if she let me cut off your balls."
The
shudder that ran through Maurice Baxter was, understandably, all
the more genuine and terrifying for having experienced the girl's
single-minded delight in correcting his behaviour and the knowledge that,
despite her relatively tender years, she was not of a type to make idle
threats.
The
throaty chuckle that greeted his reaction and the young and proprietary hand
that cupped his be-ringed scrotum told him she knew how much he feared her and
just how pleasing she found the truism.
Not
for the first time, and with as much futility as all the times before, Maurice
Baxter, ladies' man, lover of fine-wine and opera, went back over the events
that had brought him to his current pass.
As
he whined his appreciation, as taught, of the black hand that was gently
massaging his scrotum, knowing all too well how that gentle massage could soon become a nightmare of sudden pain
if he gave offense, he marvelled once again at how he had been taken from
sophisticated, if alpha, male with a coterie of available women and a wealthy
and not too unattractive younger
wife, with homes in the affluent Home Counties of England, Africa, Germany and
France, to be set down in a secluded villa on the South Coast of France to lead
the life of a...
Canine!...