Chapter One
Simone liked
books. She liked fantasies. She liked stories which carried her away from the
dull routine of her boring life. She dreamed about being a princess, or a
wizard. Hermione Granger was her hero. She had bought a wand from Amazon which
was just like the one Hermione had used in the Harry Potter movies and hung it
on her wall.
She liked to
draw, and liked poetry, but didn't think she was very
good at either. She liked to read poetry, though, and look at art - well, some
kinds. She didn't think much of modern art. But she definitely liked drawings and paintings of people and
animals and nature scenes.
Since she
doubted her drawing she had taken up the idea of becoming a photographer and
tried to capture artistic pictures on her phone's camera. She would have liked
to have bought a real camera, but those, unfortunately, cost money she did not
have.
Although she
read a lot, she avoided romances like the plague. It was all she could do to
not roll her eyes at the stream of middle-aged women who came into the shop
every day searching out used books in the gigantic romance section. Though at
least they weren't buying them new...
Working in a bookstore
was something of a dream job for Simone. It didn't pay
well, but she loved the atmosphere of the crowded, comfortable used bookstore
owned by Mrs. Cooperman. The floors and bookcases were real wood, and the place
was crammed with books up to the ceiling.
Also, fewer
stupid people came in than when she'd worked at Banana
Republic. And there were far fewer dumb bimbos and bimbettes coming in to annoy
her by endlessly trying on clothes which were way too small and tight for them.
There were
fewer guys, too, and most of the ones that came in were adults. The teenagers
who came in tended to be nerdy and scared of women. Neither group bothered her
much.
She liked to
not be bothered.
She liked
things to flow along predictably, without interruptions or surprises to throw
her off her pace. She liked lists and neatness and having everything in its
place. She had been accused of being somewhat OCD, but disagreed. She simply
liked to have everything arranged in its proper order.
She very much
enjoyed the fact that she could check the file on the computer and know whether
she had a given book and where it was. She was very pleased
whenever anyone asked and she could check the file, then lead them straight to
the shelf and pull out a requested book.
And, of
course, she liked being able to read books for free. Not that she couldn't at the library, as well, but they had a limited
supply of fiction. And an even more limited supply of the kind she liked. The
used bookstore was always getting in new things, and there were more than she
could possibly read.
Simone had a very active imagination and often thought about what her
future might hold in store for her. She supposed she'd
find some man and get married and... stuff. And she'd
probably get some sort of job which was better than where she was. One that
paid better, preferably. But she had no idea when or how this would come about.
It wasn't like there were a lot of calls for people who had no
skills other than reading a lot. And it wasn't like
boys were breaking down the doors to ask her out. Nor that she wanted them to,
for that matter. Simone found boys very confusing. And found her reaction to
them even more confusing.
The kind of
boy she liked was one who read a lot, like her, was intelligent, like her,
liked fantasies and science fiction and other such stories. He'd
be very knowledgeable and interested in learning more. He'd
probably be a genius or something, though she didn't think she was even close
to that.
He'd be kind of
bookish and nerdy, in other words, much like her.
The problem
was the kind of boy who excited her whenever she looked around was nothing like
that. The kind of boy who excited her tended to have broad shoulders but not a very big vocabulary. He tended to have a large, powerful chest
rather than a well-rounded education. And he tended to not read much, nor have
much interest in anything but sports and cars, and of course, sex.
But she had
literally nothing in common with such boys, other than, like her, they usually
thought they were very sexy and handsome.
Which was...
irritating. After all, she'd have loved to have had
Harry Potter for a boyfriend! Yet, like Hermione, if given a choice, she'd have plucked up that Victor Krum in a second! Yet Krum
was a dolt!
It was not
easy to think of herself as shallow, and so, lately, she had simply admitted to
herself that her biological instincts differed from what her intellect told
her. Her instincts came from a hundred thousand years of needing a big, strong
man to hunt and provide for her and protect her from lions and tigers and
bears.
She didn't think that was really necessary anymore, even if her
instincts thought otherwise.
"Mrs.
Cooperman? I'll be heading home now, shall I? Unless
you want me to stay later?" she called into the back.
"No, no, dear,
you can go now," Mrs. Cooperman said, emerging from the back area where she had
a little office. "I don't expect a lot of customers this evening."
She was a
plump, gray-haired woman who had owned the bookstore for longer than Simone had
been alive. She treated Simone well, in no small part because she was reliable,
unlike most teenage girls.
It went
without saying that teenage boys were even worse.
Simone went
out the rear door of the converted old house and unlocked her bike, then drove
it out onto the street and headed the eight blocks to her home. Her dirty
blonde hair flowed out behind her as she rode, for the wind was picking up and
she was heading into it.
She was
wearing a loose, dark blue rugby shirt with a T-shirt underneath, the more to
keep certain things from being noticed by people. On her face were a pair of
glasses which were the nearest she could find to Harry Potter type glasses.
Hers were somewhat larger, however.
She reached
her parents' house in no time at all, really, and rolled into the small
backyard, putting her bike next to the porch, then climbed up and unlocked the
back door.
Her parents
lived in an old red brick Victorian house. Which was great, as far as she was
concerned. She thought it had style and class, unlike so many of the boxy
houses today. On the other hand, it had small windows where she would have much
preferred the big ones of newer houses which let in so much more light.
No one was
home yet but her, so she trotted up the back stairs and then down the hall to
her small room overlooking the front street. She liked to get home ahead of her
parents because it gave her time to quickly shower and wash her hair. She
certainly wasn't going to compete with them for time
in the morning!
Newer homes
had multiple bathrooms, which she thought would also be a fine thing, but which
the architect of the old house apparently hadn't
considered.
She kicked off
her sneakers, slid her jeans down and off, and then peeled her T-shirt and
rugby shirt up and off in one motion. She wasn't
wearing a bra and slipped her panties down and off
It was time to
exercise. She liked her job at the bookstore but while it did involve more
standing and moving around than a lot of jobs it didn't
involve enough. She sighed, running her
fingers through her hair as she gazed at herself in the mirror.
Her hair went
half a dozen inches past her slender shoulders. It was, for the most part,
blonde. Certainly, the hair which fell down the sides of her head was a golden
blonde. The hair on top of her head was a darker blonde, which she found
irritating. How could it change like that? Was it some kind
of trick of the light? Her girlfriends had suggested she dye it but that
seemed like a lot of trouble just to look more attractive. Attractive girls tended
to attract... jerks.
And she
attracted enough of them as it was!
Her breasts
were always causing her trouble. They didn't fit the
bras she'd tried, except for athletic bras, and those were ugly. Her breasts
were round and full, but very, very firm. And she'd
read that bras did nothing to really help breasts. In fact, she'd
read they weakened the chest muscles which supported breasts so that they
tended to more easily sag.
She certainly didn't want that!
And so long as
she didn't move very much or wear something thin or
tight they wouldn't bounce or jiggle around noticeably. So why wear a bra?
Even her style
of exercise was not aggressive. She preferred yoga. It was fairly
intensive yoga because she enjoyed it, but it didn't result in rapid
movements.
There was no
reason she could see to put on clothes to exercise. Not when she was alone in
her room, after all. She flipped up the lid of her laptop (with the camera
covered by a small post-it note just in case) and then brought up her favorite
yoga routines on YouTube.
From there,
she began to follow the routines, stretching and straining, making her muscles
work, getting her legs and arms and back stretched
out. Admittedly, some of the poses might be considered a little risqué while
naked, but there was no one to see.
She did
consider, though, what a guy would think if he could see, if one were peeping
at her just that moment, like when she did the downward dog. Especially when
she did the three-legged version, or the Extended Puppy Pose. Or the Wheel or
Locust.
Simone was
aware that her body was considered very desirable, the kind of shape men panted
over. She took quiet pride in that even while she did her best to hide her body
under shapeless clothes. Her body would be a delightful surprise to any boy she
decided was worthy of doing something useful to it or with it, as the case
might be.
But it was
not, she thought, something she wanted to display to just anyone. She didn't want to be continually harassed by either fumbly
nerds or arrogant jocks who only had an interest in the size of her breasts or
the shape of her bottom.
It was
difficult to turn such people down, for Simone liked to make people happy, not sad or mad or embarrassed. She hated disappointing people.
Sending some boy away, red-faced, after he'd spent
days working up the courage to ask her out was dreadful! And it could be worse
if they got angry and started insulting her just to embarrass her in return.
But if she
wore fairly shapeless outfits they couldn't exactly
accuse her of having tempted them, of having led them on, of being a
cock-tease. At least, not honestly.
Still, she did
take pride in her body. And her sexual fantasies tended to revolve around men
seeing her naked, sometimes peeping at her, sometimes barging in on her,
sometimes tearing her clothes off to stare at her lush young body. She'd also had fantasies of being a stripper, flaunting
herself on a stage while all those men stared and lusted after her.
Then again, she'd also had fantasies of having sex with a tentacled
space monster who would drive her insane with endless multiple orgasms while
its tentacles slid all over her body and drove into every orifice.
Her fantasies
were not altogether very realistic.
All the guys
in her fantasies were big, powerful, overbearing, sometimes savage men who
would roughly manhandle her, yet also insist on giving her multiple orgasms by
any means possible.
In her
experience, such men in real life tended to have little concern for anyone's
pleasure but their own. But in her fantasy world, she could make them be as she
wished.
She knew she
could have many men. She knew she was pretty enough and had the body to attract
any man. But she was shy about displaying her body and very
cautious about what kind of guy she risked getting involved with.
Most, in her
admittedly limited experience, were only interested in sex without strings. And
few of them were actually very good at it. She
suspected they had little experience themselves. Or else their previous lovers
had flattered them - as she knew girls tended to do - and sent them on the way
happily convinced they were God's gift to women.
Which meant she'd have to train them. In order to
invest that kind of time and effort, she needed a guy who would be grateful,
rather than insulted in her telling him what he ought and out not to be doing.
And before that, she needed a guy she would be interested in spending a lot of
time with AND who she thought was sexy.
Exploring sex
was very difficult and complicated for a girl,
something which irritated her whenever she thought about it. Guys had it so
much easier. They'd even have sex with a girl who was
unconscious. It was all the same to them. They'd still
have an orgasm. And probably pretty quickly, too.
She knelt and
then arched slowly back, her arms going down and back until her hands could
press against the backs of her feet. She felt her skin tighten across her
breasts as she held the pose, and felt the blood starting to rush to her
upside-down head.
Then came the
Wheel pose. She'd only mastered it recently. It was
tricky balancing on her hands with one foot behind her on the floor and the
other straight up in the air. She could only imagine some boy coming in and
seeing her like this! He'd get an instant erection and
want to slobber all over her!
Then came the
extended puppy pose, which was supposed to be good for her back. It involved
being on her knees, her chin touching the floor, her arms stretched out before
her and her belly pulled in as close to her thighs as possible. And again she
thought of what a boy would do if he came in behind her and saw her in such a
pose!
All of them
would get so excited just to see her like this! They'd
all want to jump on her and stick their hard red cocks into her body! They got
turned on so easily!
She changed
the pose, shifting her knees to the sides, then more, imagining a boy coming in
and seeing her like this, imagining if they were peeping at her through the
window. She let her imagination continue, watching them in her mind's eye get
wildly excited and then drop to their knees behind her.
Then they'd take her! Just like this! They'd
thrust into her body and drive themselves against her in a frenzy, their cocks
spearing into her body again and again as their hands raced over her, squeezing
and fondling, grabbing and manhandling.
She'd never had
sex in this position. Of course, she'd only done it
twice, but it had always been face to face. Doing it like this would be more...
carnal... like animals! It wouldn't be romantic but
just lustful coupling. She could see Conan the Barbarian taking her like this!
Rutting against her with his giant cock!
She slid a
hand back under her body, her fingers stretching up to find her clitoris, and
moaned softly as she rubbed. Her eyes closed, she imagined being taken like
this by some ruthless, powerful man who would use her like a savage!
Breathing
heavily, she rose up on her knees, a decision made.
She was going to masturbate. She felt the hunger within her and wanted to do it
fully.
She stood up
and went to her closet, opened the door, then lifted a box off another box. She
opened the lower box and in the bottom, lifted up an
old pencil box. It was only about a half-inch thick, so nothing could be hidden
there, nothing her nosy mother could find.
Except there
was. Inside was a folded-up plastic tube with jelly-like studs all over it. She
let it unfold. It was a french tickler, a sort of sheath for a man to slip onto
his cock to give a woman added pleasure. She reached into the box again and
took out the leg of a sofa. It was a simple wooden leg, wider at the base than
the tip, with a little round metal stud at the bottom, and a thick screw on the
top.
With these in
hand, she returned to her bed. It was an older bed, with a scratched-up, often
painted wooden frame. The bottom right leg had a neat round hole in it no one
was likely to notice or pay any attention to even if they did.
Simone put the
screw into it and began to turn, and before long the screw was firmly lodged in
the side of the leg, the tip pointed at her belly. She slipped the french
tickler over it, having to pull harder as the leg widened near the screw.
With that on
firmly she turned her back to her bed and dropped down onto her hands and
knees. She maneuvered herself back, feeling the tickler against her thigh and
then her buttock. She raised her hips higher, drawing her belly in tighter, and
reached back between her legs for the tip.
She moaned
softly as she felt the pressure, as her makeshift dildo pushed slowly into her
body. She was already moist, and as she dropped to her forearms and ran through
her list of favorite sexual fantasies, she grew more so.
A large, handsome burglar had come into her bedroom. He
ordered her onto her belly, his big hands jerking up on her hips, then he
entered her from behind.
Simone let
that image play out in her mind. It was an easy one because she only had to
have the vaguest idea of what he looked like. In her mind, after all, he was
behind her. All she had to imagine was how it would feel. And with the 'cock'
inside her that was infinitely easier.
She moved her
hips slowly in and out, at first, but each backward movement took more and more
of the 'cock' into her already thrumming body. Simone had an excellent
imagination, and of course, knew herself so was able to imagine how she would
feel.
She drove
herself back further, and since the sofa leg widened as she did she felt the
strain on the lips of her sex, felt them aching. The ache didn't
dissuade her, though. It aroused her further. At first, she kept her arms out
before her, rolling her hips sinuously, patiently, sliding herself up and down
the length of the cock, pretending it was the man behind her doing it and not
her.
She let her
swollen breasts grind against the carpet below, shifting her body deliberately
to rub her stiff nipples against the rough material. As the heat swelled her
breathing became more ragged. Her movements became faster, more frantic. She
pulled one arm back and sent her hand down between her legs, her trembling
fingers finding her clitoris, and as soon as she did the heat burst upon her
with a roar.
Her fingers
rubbed harder and her hips began to work faster and more frantically. She kept
her voice down with an effort of will, gasping and moaning and whimpering as
she rolled her hips in and out, in and out, jamming herself back further and
further until her buttocks began to hit the side of her bed, began to hit the
leg itself.
Every time she
did that, the wide base of the leg slipped into her entirely and the lips of
her sex began to close around the screw behind it. But of course, then she
would pull forward and her opening would be forced wider from within. It was a
strange sensation, but erotically charged given her current temperament.
She ground her
nipples against the floor and fingered her clitoris and rode the dildo until
the orgasm tore through her, then clamped a hand over her mouth just in case
someone had come home and she wasn't aware of it. The
odds were high against that happening but the consequences of one of her
parents hearing her crying out in orgasm was simply too terrible to chance.
She moaned,
gasping for breath as the orgasm faded. She dropped the hand away from her sex,
pulling it out, and dropped the hand away from her mouth. She let her arms rest
out to either side of her body as she knelt there impaled on the 'cock'.