Prologue
Cornwall
Naked, back
against the smooth painted plaster of the living-room wall, legs sprawled out
before him on the chill parquet flooring; he looked on as she entered from the
dining room carrying a chair.
Panic provoking
hysteria, he watched her position it over and to either side of his feet before
taking the single step required to bestride his body. Powerful legs, clad in
the sheerest black hose, towering above his shivering frame as her eyes bore
down into his own to intensify his terror.
Levels of
empathy and warmth remarkable only for their complete absence.
Unlike him,
she was fully dressed. Outfitted in a sombre,
severely cut, two-piece suit in charcoal grey - crisp white shirt and matching
accessories completing the ensemble. A uniform, of sorts, imparting an
impression more redolent of authority than service; out of keeping with the
position she held in his household yet apposite at one and the same time.
"Authority",
he thought, loss matching terror, that had once been his; certain, as he
watched hands rest on hips and an insolent tongue slither across somewhat
inflated lips, it would never be gifted to him again.
As she stared
down upon him, brown features implacable; yet unable to quite disguise their
delight at the depths to which she had reduced him; his whole body became a
film of perspiration. The subconscious divining her intention and reacting
accordingly. Fear -along with levels of humiliation even he as a writer would
be hard-pressed to describe- adding a perverse urgency to the throbbing at his
groin.
A reaction to
his situation, and another source of shame, he found difficult to reconcile
with the man he had once believed himself to be.
Though not
restrained in any way, movement was impossible -as was intelligible speech. All
he could do was watch as she seated herself and slipped her feet from the
spiked black court shoes that had pecked their way across the parquet towards
him a few seconds earlier. The smell of moist nylon assailing his nostrils
heightening a disgrace already functioning at high altitudes.
The position, gender and race, of his tormentor an unholy trinity in the
mind of the man on the receiving end of her intentions
To allow this
woman... this... girl... this... flunkey, to manipulate him in such a fashion was
unthinkable and had to be... had to be...
So what, the
above being true, he asked; self-castigation truncated by silent interrogation;
explained the way his breath caught in his throat as she slowly slid her skirt
over powerful young thighs to bunch it at her hips?
Why did the
expanse of shiny black pantyhose, clinging to her legs so tightly, command his
attention with more urgency than a nearby oasis dominated the thoughts of a
thirsty nomad?
Why, as she
undid the buttons of her shirt to reveal even more of the full breasts he had
only recently noticed and developed such an infatuation for, was he unable to
look away?
And why,
finally; when the soles of her nylon-encased feet came to rest on his bare
thighs; did his restricted breathing suddenly find release with a sigh that
sounded, for the entire world, like a swoon?
"You want them?"
she asked; the English in which she had an advanced degree of fluency unable to
prevent the linguistic corruption resulting from the accent of her mother
tongue. The cold implacability of her tone breaking the silence and belying her
youth in a way he found utterly terrifying - even as his masculinity berated
him for reacting in so spineless a way to someone so many years his junior.
With a supreme
effort, he managed to nod, eyes halted on their unavoidable upward swing by a
glimpse of her cleavage and remaining there. Astounded two such beauteous
things could co-exist with the less than stunning visage above them.
And then,
suddenly, his attention was elsewhere. Eyes lowering as the friction of her
pantyhose against his manhood diverted his gaze to her feet. His tormentor's
surprisingly dainty peds sliding along his penis, sole of each turned inwards,
as the column betraying him found itself trapped between the high arches of her
instep.
"Look at me,"
she demanded; the unfamiliar frisson of nylon against foreskin and the
undeniable submissiveness inspired by the situation overwhelming him.
Her command,
however, jolted him from his preoccupation just long enough for a modicum of
spine to assert itself. It was one thing, after all, to debase himself in front
of her in such a way. Quite another, he knew, to actually
look into her eyes and see his disgrace and humiliation mirrored back
at...
His body
jack-knifed with agony as both his thoughts and his "Spine" vanished.
Suddenly;
before his mini rebellion had any chance to morph into full-scale revolt; he
was screaming.
Silently -
unable to give voice to his pain.
His very life
force sucked from him as his body spasmed involuntarily and he voiced soundless
anguish towards the heavens; the same foot that had seconds ago been bestowing
such intense and perverse pleasure upon him stamping down on his testicles;
intent, it appeared, upon mashing the cylinders defining his masculinity into
the wood of the parquet flooring itself.
"I warned you
what would happen if you disobeyed," she said, eyes mocking as his agony
increased and threatened to void his stomach of its contents.
Had it held
any.
"Perhaps," she
suggested with much relish; "you will find it easier to obey as a eunuch."
He could only
watch with terror; eyes bugging from his head as she increased the downward
pressure of her foot; soundless entreaties rising in intensity and going
unheeded as she stood to gain more leverage in order to
neuter him. Malevolent brown eyes finally displaying warmth as the pleasure she
took in his unmanning went into overdrive prior to taking orbit as his
masculinity and the testicles symbolising it, was
crushed beneath her pretty young feet.
Any second
now, he knew he would hear that inevitable "Squish!" sound as those same testicles
burst outwards and flattened themselves to the floor; reducing him to something
less than a man and something no more useful than a... than a...
Uncharted
territory, pain levels soaring off the graph, that finally allowed him to give
voice to his agony as he screamed and screamed and screamed and...
Chapter One
Anya
In the studio
quarters allocated to her above the garage, Anya Jalav
studied the five feet of her diminutive but full-bodied form in the bathroom's
full-length mirror; pleased with the progress she was making with her older
employer in the main house.
Entering the
seventh month in her new position, she knew she had some way to go still, both
youth and the sheer power of unfulfilled desire making her more impatient by
the hour to reach her desired destination. Even if, with the help of a new
friend, expectations of success for her endeavour
grew at a corresponding rate.
As the Indian
girl only recently turned twenty took in the shapely, if prematurely matronly,
contours of her firm body and its magnificent breasts -those same breasts that,
amazingly, had yet to know the caresses of a lover- she cursed the somewhat
equestrian features of her face. Features, with large cheekbones and prominent
overbite, she had to thank for the neglect extended to the rest of her body
thus far. Accepting that the face her "Friend" described as: "oozing
character", made what she had in mind for her handsome English "Master" so much
more difficult.
Though not,
she prayed, impossible.
For, despite
her concerns at what rested atop her neck, the body below gave her little pause
for thought. That, she was now assured, in no way presented a problem.
A loner by
nature -and a preference confirmed by experience- her confidence in the body
staring back at her from the mirror was both shared and bolstered by Rajiv, her aforementioned, new -and only- friend.
"Patience, my
dear," her Internet mentor had told her earlier that evening, via the wonder
that was Skype; connecting Cornwall to Calcutta in no more time than it took to
take a sip of ice cold kucchi lassi. The same
"Mentor" whose idea it had been to suddenly start addressing her employer with
the old-fashioned form of respect.
A form of
respect -as he had assured her it would- the man employing her would find
curious to begin with but soon view favourably as his
all too obvious vanity and self-importance kicked in.
"I have scrutinised the photos of yourself you attached to me," he
all but leered. "Scrutinised them, very, very,
closely - if you take my meaning. Trust me, my young friend, your charm may not
be of a conventional nature but it is undeniably present and all the stronger
for not being of the bland and uninteresting kind.
Anya felt her
cheeks flush: criticism she was used to and could deal with; compliments called
for a response alien to her experience.
"I speak,"
Rajiv was continuing, "of that bastardisation of
womanhood represented by the bulimic stick insects the moronic magazines of
mass culture label: 'Physically beautiful'."
As ever, the
words of her new friend had instilled welcome assurance - much needed after yet
another inspection of the looking glass and her: "Equestrian" features, as she
had once heard them described. That same friend's on-screen face a visual
corroboration of his existence and a compliment she had yet to return with the
setting up of a webcam of her own.
"Your appeal
to this man," he went on, the expression on his aged and fleshy, if still
appealing, features giving witness to his seriousness; "must lie in more than
just the allure of a pretty face, anyway."
"In that," she
answered ruefully; features reflected back at her from the window behind the
computer, "I hardly have a say," ending her complaint with a derisive snort.
Rajiv was
sympathetic but firm:
"Do not
despair over that which you can do nothing about," he advised her; sounding at
times like this as if he were a venerable Japanese sensei rather than a
sixty-something former clerical officer with the Indian Civil Service. "A
discerning man will always take quality over prettiness alone and, trust me on
this, your face suggests nothing if not character and moral fibre."
His words of
reassurance on the subject winning him only a cynical:
"Hmmph!"
"Remember,
Anya," he went on, neglecting to mention the perverseness of that 'Moral fibre': "to rush the process will be to invite failure. If
he once suspects the nature of your intentions you will lose him and the
journey will be over - for you as well as me. Be assured when I tell you that
the opportunity to place your brand upon the tender white buttocks of such a
creature is one that comes along all too rarely -perhaps only once, if we are
lucky - in a single lifetime."
Though he was
telling her no more than she had told herself on numerous occasions, Anya
nodded at the screen containing her mentor and his habitual jogging-suit as if
she were hearing his counsel on the subject for the first time and he was actually in a position to see her do it.
A favour he had extended to her and, as he frequently
reminded her, waited with impatience to be returned.
"Keep in
mind," he continued, "the nature of the prize lying in reward for the
self-control I urge upon you."
"I seldom
think of much else," she assured him.
"Yes," he
could do no more than agree. "It is a heady prospect - especially for one of
your tender years. A fellow human being as your chattel. Your creature.
Complete control over an older man who once employed you. The same man who, at
this moment, regards you as no more than a substandard form of life; placed on
this earth with no greater purpose than to make his worthless existence more
comfortable. A man, moreover, from whom you will have obliterated all traces of
pride, masculinity and self-dependence until he looks to you for everything -
even though he may hate you as he does so."
He gave his
words some thought; sensing she was doing the same.
"As well as
your possession, Anya, you must also think of him as your... creation."
He paused for
a few moments more, knowing he had her full attention.
"If you do as
I suggest," he began again, deadly serious, "your power over him will become
total and irrevocable. He will look to you for everything and regard the
smallest, most infinitesimally minute gesture of approval from you as if it
were a gift from mother Kali herself.
She remained
silent; sure her somewhat verbose mentor was not quite finished.
"More," he
continued, not disappointing; "though he may continue to detest you for
bringing him to such a pass, he will never possess the strength to deny you
anything - even though he will, at times, make pitiful attempts to try. Each
unsuccessful effort leaving him worse off than before."
At the last of
his claims, an image had formed behind Anya's eyes.
She saw her
still clothed body, hands-on-hips, as she stood in the large en-suite adjoining the main bedroom; her naked employer
crouched on all fours at her feet as she stepped over his legs to bestride his
back - his eyes, much to her gratification and in obedience to her
instructions, lost in contemplation of the terra cotta floor tiles. Her
employer supporting himself with his arms to remain in position while she
raised her skirt and pulled her panties to one side; the shaking of his
shoulders indicating he knew what was to come.
Lost to the
desire inspired by her fantasy, Anya smiled as she saw a stream of hot, warm,
urine gush from her pussy to saturate his hair and neck before trickling down
his face towards nostrils and mou...
"How would you
feel, dear Anya," her mentor's words cut into her daydream, "to return here to
your hometown with a handsome and obedient English servant in tow?"
Coming back to
planet earth with a thud, she allowed herself a smile at his words and forgave
him his intrusion into her daydream. Ill-timed or not, the welcome nature of
the prospect he dangled before her ensured she forgave his intrusion and made
touchdown less anti-climactic.
"Consider," he
urged, "the reaction of the sewer-stupid shits you
told me made your time here in Calcutta such a torture. Imagine how their
dismal and fixed little lives would be put in perspective to see the object of
their taunts; elevated so far above them she is capable of commanding the
obedience and devotion of such a possession."
Considering
that "Reaction" gave her much pleasure.
"Tell me
honestly, Anya," he pressed, "is the winning of such a prize not worthy of some
small application of patience?"
Despite the
familiar excitement his words instilled in her -not to mention flaunting her
power in the faces of those "Little shits" who had indeed made her early years so
miserable- Anya's hackles, as they always did whenever she was criticised unjustly, rose instantly.
"My
impatience, Rajiv," she protested loudly and heatedly, correcting her fellow
countryman and native of 'Kolkata'; "shows only when I speak with you on the
subject of my prospective chattel."
The raised
decibel levels, filling the room as she put him right, of no concern to her;
knowing that -even in the unlikely event of her employer venturing near her
quarters from the main house where she served as his housekeeper- he had no
knowledge whatsoever of the Bengali in which their conversation was being
conducted.
"I would not
dream of ruining things at the crawling stage by attempting to run," she
assured him. "Fate and good fortune have conspired to place me with the right
man at both the right place and time. If you think I will allow such a gift to
slip through my fingers you are a very deluded 'Mentor'."
It was a
reprimand he accepted graciously and one she was sincere about, her earliest
sexual memories having been of control. Power over another human being so
strong it was unanswerable. The same thrill of dominion over an unwilling man
of greater years she had been able to experience up to now only through her
dreams and the wonder of the net that fuelled them.
The same "Dreams" she had now committed herself to knowing in the first-person.
"That is
reassuring to hear, my sweet," the strong male voice told her. "You are, after
all, at a very delicate stage. Though do bear in mind it will serve you well to
disregard your baseless concerns regarding your features. You have far, far,
far, more than an appealing face in your favour - at
least if the pictures you attached to me do not lie. I assure you, were I of
the opposite sexual mindset in such matters, I believe I could very quickly
become obsessed with the power inherent in that young body you have kept under
wraps for so long."
Despite her
distrust of flattery -possibly from not having much experience of the
phenomenon- Anya felt her face flush with pleasure at the compliment - even as
another thought occurred to the "Sensei":
"Tell me,
Anya," he asked, "do you ever question why you are the way you are?"
Her response
was as instant as it was emphatic:
"Never."
"Really?" he
asked. "Are you not curious at least?"
"To what end?"
she answered - a little dismissively he thought. "What would be achieved? Does
fire burn any less brightly for our knowing how it finds its heat? These are
feelings and desires I have known for as long as I can remember. Rather than question
satisfaction I prefer to enjoy it. We are what we are, after all. You as much
as me."