Prologue
It would have been an unlikely
pairing to most people.
An Englishman, obviously
good-looking, in the latter-half of his forties and looking a sight younger;
and a woman about to turn thirty who was quite obviously punching well above
her weight when it came to her... partner.
That she was from the Indian
Subcontinent - a small village in Pakistan bordering the troubled Afghan
territory - was neither here nor there; for there are many attractive women
from the region and, indeed, there are those who would assert the Subcontinent
to contain some of the world's most beautiful examples of femininity.
But this woman was not of their
number.
She was not even plain.
Her facial composition was far
too asymmetrical to win such an accolade; a face, in fact, framed by a glorious
mane of coal-black hair or not, that most people would have described as ugly;
while those whose perceptiveness went further than the superficial would have
conceded there to be something... compelling ...in the skewed countenance staring
back at them.
And there was another factor
that, for men of certain tastes, would have been sure to add another dimension
to the handsome Englishman's seeming willingness to adopt such a debased and
adolescent position before her.
The factor that was her physique.
Even if, excluding the facial
features some of the less stereotypical models made work for them, features
that held a certain compelling and off kilter fascination, her brown body was
not catwalk material.
Though it did hold a kind of
maternal and before its time fascination on one of her relatively tender years
that was sure to buy into the more lurid fantasies of those men of a submissive
bent.
To which number the kneeling man
with his nose pressed to the corner did not belong; despite the evidence to the
contrary and the fact she had led him by that same nose to a point where he had
been conditioned to accept her...
Authority.
And, to his ever-lasting shame,
find a certain... pleasure ...in her discipline of him.
Sitting at her ease behind him,
as turned on and moist as ever at having taken a man of his age, race, and
standing, so low against his own inclinations, the woman scrutinised the stockings
she had taken to wearing in order to tease and
tantalise her captive Brit, their sheer black nylon seeming, for some reason. Even
more defined against her smooth brown thighs than they would have against the
milky European skin of a woman belonging to his own race. She knew also that
they really complimented her strong brown legs with their well-defined
musculature, perfect calves and thighs. Legs that
seemed to the European male so uncharacteristic on a woman with her origins and
background; more used to seeing, as they were, the less substantial legs seen
on both the indigenous and the Anglicised variety of her Pakistani sisters.
It had, though, taken her a while
to realise the effect her wearing them had upon him - an effect only marginally
less obvious when she encased them and her awesome brown arse
in pantyhose.
But, once she had, it had given
her the confidence and belief that she could take him to that place of
submission and servitude of which she had always dreamed in regard of herself
and an, oh, so, superior, man of his background, standing, and looks.
Dreams in which a man who was a
composite of the creature she had sent to his corner was always prominent.
Before she started wearing both
stockings and hose on a regular basis, finally eschewing the traditional and
indigenous costume of her country. Especially now that she knew the effect her
body - if not her face - could have when garbed in more stylish and
figure-flattering Western fashions. Though she had detected nothing in the way
of carnal interest on his part on those special occasions when she had asked
him to act as an escort for either a meal out, a concert, or a play.
Her wearing of them, along with complimentary
heel, had changed that dynamic somewhat and, though she knew she made no appeal
to him on an aesthetic or emotional level, his lack of passion for her as a
woman had been short-circuited by his obvious and growing lust for a body that
seemed to buy into the fantasies of his adolescence.
A happy regression she had
set-upon gleefully to regress him even further and found herself helped
immensely in this aim by the absence of a woman in his day-to-day life.
Though she knew with certainty
there would be no shortage of them in his fantasy world.
And was equally certain at the
time that she did not number among them.
Even if she had certainly changed
that state of affairs of late.
And considerably.
Looking at him now, with his nose
pressed to the corner in exactly the way she had demanded, the pathetic, and
frankly ridiculous, figure of the undeniably attractive white-man would, she
knew, have taken an onlooker's impression of the pairing as being unlikely into
a whole new-world of contempt and risibility.
For, first impressions being what
they were - and the acceptance of one's own flaws and addictions not something
to be addressed by certain people lacking self-awareness - those onlookers
would have been certain to consign the man, and perhaps even the woman, to the
ranks of sexual deviant. After all, why else would an older and attractive
white-man abase himself before a woman of her standing - of any standing! - if
he hadn't a need to actively seek such treatment out?
Subconsciously or not.
That such treatment was forced
upon him, and he no longer had the wherewithal to fight it, would not have
occurred to onlookers of such an ilk and would likely have made no difference
when it came to their perception of him anyway.
The judgmental seldom view the
actions of another from any other vantage point than that of what they would
expect their own reaction to be, were they placed in a similar situation.
The morality and mind-set of many
of those with a full-stomach, when it comes down to
it, cannot be equated with that inspired by the desperation of the
malnourished.
Be that malnourishment physical
or spiritual.
So, no matter that the man with
his nose pressed to the corner had once been a respected and valued government
official with a sense of duty and self-pride, he would be almost certain to be
labelled by the majority a pervert and a deviant.
Forget mitigating circumstances.
Only their own addictions and
flaws are forgivable to people of such low quality.
That this once virile and vibrant
man was kneeling in the corner of a room, in the home of a Pakistani woman who
was coming to rule him with a rod-of-iron, would only have concreted such
people in their contempt, though they might have been surprised to learn that
the man himself shared their distaste.
The way in which he was dressed
not likely to leaven their response any.
Another reaction he the man
himself would have understood completely.
The oversized
Legoland-Junior-Builder tee-shirt and striped shorts he was wearing, along with
a pair of white ankle-socks, not exactly guaranteed to promote and project an
image of vibrant masculinity.
In tandem with the fact his hands
were clasped behind the back of his head as his nose rested against plaster and
the boyish basin-cut of hair that had once been of a style befitting a man
still in command of his full-share of it.
Far from evoking an image of
mature manhood, the first response of anyone stumbling upon such a scene would
have been to tell themselves they had somehow been transported into the world
of the dominatrix or strict nanny and were watching a paying customer have his
sick rocks catered to.
It was not, after all,
unheard-of.
The reality, however, was far
less simplistic and, at its basic level was little less than...
Wicked and malevolent.
As well as planned.
Had these accidental intruders
been equipped with a less jaundiced eye too ready to accept the face-value,
they might have noticed the angry red weals across
his recently denuded thighs; not to mention the way his body shook with a kind
of tremolo regularity it was impossible to either act or invite.
Those of a more analytical
mind-set would also have noticed how his head shook imperceptibly in its
corner; as if he were trying to convince himself he had stepped into another
dimension and might, at any time, be transported back to that original where he
remained a self-determinate and respected man.
Whatever the response of those
seeing it, there can be no doubt that all of them would have found it,
initially at least, a scene as inexplicable as it was abnormal and repugnant.
And find it more mysterious still
were they to be informed their reaction was one common to the middle-aged Englishman
on the wrong-end of the humiliation.
The voice that carried across
from the sofa behind him was unequivocal in its own response to his situation
and her English was accented with the Hindko that was a direct follow-on from
her Peshawar youth.
Another grating aspect of his
submission to her.
Tears at the weakness that had
led him to this point streamed down his cheeks as the pain of the thwarted erection
her placing of him in the cage brought him intensified. The whole of his past
life seeming to flash before his eyes and dwelling more on his failures than
any of the successes he had once been so sure of. The commitment to Public
Service that was a hallmark down the years of both his country and a rather
superior self-congratulatory smugness on his part, especially when
counterpointed to those one-dimensional creatures whose raison d'etre was money above all else, had gone. Replaced by a
commitment to something - someone - else now.
With the marriage he had thought
was for life in his rear-mirror, his devastation at its loss had soon led to
issues in his professional existence and it had not been long before the
suggestion he might wish to think of early retirement had been broached by his
superiors with more... intent.
Just past his mid-forties, at a
time when most men were reaping the benefits of their hard-work and diligence,
he was without either a wife, a secure home, or a job to call his own, and
living meagrely off the reduced Civil Service Pension he had virtually been
forced to accept.
That a part of that pension went
to his faithless wife ensured a cutting of his own cloth was necessary if he
were to keep his head above water and was ultimately responsible for his
presence in the woman's home and life.
Though it did not explain his
abject capitulation to the creature.
The voice of the younger woman
who had gained such ascendancy over him almost making him flinch in his corner
as he knew what would soon follow:
"Crawl over to your Malkin now
and persuade her you have learnt your lesson," she ordered, before, more
ominously for the Englishman who had yet to have a third-person
witness his subjugation to his Malkin other than the female solicitor who had
witnessed the transfer of his power-of-attorney; and even then in only the most
limited sense.
Stroking his hair as if her were
a pet in need of reassurance, she watched with delight as his lips pressed
against toes she so loved having him worship and savoured what was soon to
come.
"We will be leaving to meet my
friend Nita shortly and I wish you to be on your very best
behaviour...