Chapter One

Friday Evening

 

I woke up from a horrible dream in which I was suffocating and drowning at the same time. As the fuzziness of sleep retreated I realized it wasn't a dream after all. The bitch, who had me chained up in her bedroom, had her pussy planted on my face and was pissing in my mouth.

Only a few hours ago, I had been a guy who had just wanted my wife to pretend to be dominant and control me. To treat me like a slave. To whip me and force me to serve her for a few hours and then have us fall into bed for some mind-blowing sex. It was a heady sexual fantasy, one that I could never get enough of. It was those twisted desires, however, coupled with my incessant badgering and my continual disappointment with her efforts that united to place me in this position. Now, here I was, strapped to a frame at the end of some evil woman's bed serving as her toilet.

 

***

 

Six hours earlier I had been relaxing on the couch, watching TV with a beer in my hand. The work week was over and I had big plans to do what I usually did all weekend, a whole lot of nothing. My plans changed dramatically when my wife came through the door with an expression on her face that focused my awareness and started a blossom of burning in my chest. Her normally soft green eyes were icy and her flat expression was a mixture of contempt and derision. That fierce look was exactly what I had been begging her for. It drove to the core of every fantasy I had ever had and my dick took instant notice.

"I want you naked, in your collar, with that worm locked up and kneeling by our bed in five minutes," she barked. "Leave the keys on my dresser."

I was stunned. Who was this lovely stranger who looked like my wife but sounded like every wet-dream I'd ever had? Reason deserted me. I didn't bother to think about the implications of this dramatic reversal in attitude. I didn't entertain any thoughts what might have caused this about face in her feelings toward the domination games I craved. My reasoning mind went immediately astray in a haze of sexual smoke. The ruling part of my body skipped ahead to the frustrating buildup and great sex that was coming and I rushed to get ready. My clothes were history in a heartbeat and the collar was only a few moments more. It took longer to get my raging erection down enough lock it up.

Locking my dick up required running the hasp of a special high-tech padlock through the pierced hole in the end of it and then through the permanent ring that had been soldered just below my scrotum. It was a simple but particularly efficient method of chastising myself that I had invented in a sexual fog one day.

It was mega effective. Removal of the padlock, without having the key, required a bolt cutter that could cut hardened steel, or by ripping the hasp out of the hole and completely disfiguring the end of my penis. My poor little boy immediately started to ache, straining in anticipation of the teasing, denial and eventual release to come. I loved this feeling and hated it at the same time. The feeling of giving up control, especially control of my sexual relief, and not knowing when I would get it back was a sexual fantasy that never ceased to bring me to the brink but, it was a frightening fantasy. For that reason, I didn't like ever giving up the keys. Turning loose of the keys was scary. Without them I was dependent on her to release me and sometimes that meant hours of denial.

Nevertheless, her tone had sent a message that this wasn't something to screw with, that she was playing my game for real this time. I had wanted her to act this way so badly and for so long that I had no intention of disappointing her. I placed the keys on her dresser, moved to the side of our king-sized bed, knelt and waited. I let my thoughts drift into multiple scenarios, all of which ended with me pounding my wife into the mattress.

It was five minutes before she appeared. The fierce flat frigid look was still on her face. It fanned the hot flush in my chest causing it to radiate downward to my groin.

"Whipping position!" she demanded.

Whipping position is a simple one, sort of like a downward-facing dog yoga position. It was surprising for her to ask for it. She never really wanted to whip me and I usually needed to invent some reason why she should punish me to get her to do it. The first flicker of uncertainty joined the hot lump in my chest. What had changed?

I keep the long thin whip, with which I have a love/hate relationship, on our headboard in plain sight, ever hopeful that its presence will trigger her desire to whip me. I want to be whipped as a fantasy leading to the end goal of hot sex, but the fantasy of being whipped by a 'stern Mistress' can evaporate rapidly if she uses too much power. The pleasure disappears, the sexual high deflates and it just ends up hurting like hell. She picked it up and moved to my left side.

"Well," she said, "you have been complaining that I haven't been paying enough attention to you and your perverse needs, like this is merely a game solely for your benefit. I have to tell you that I'm sick of it, and after we're through with what I have in mind for you now, I doubt that you will be stupid enough to ever complain again."

Even though those words were exactly what I dreamed of they fanned the flicker of uncertainty to a low flame.

"First," she said, "I am going to give you ten strokes with this whip, just to start our evening off right. This is not for your amusement, you will not move, and you will count each stroke and thank me after each one."

The second flicker of doubt joined the first, at war now with my flush of desire. Then she brought that damn whip down in a slashing arc and delivered a cut that was harder than anything that she had ever given me.

"Jesus," I thought, "what's that all about?"

I broke after the second one.

Turning to her I asked, "Sarah, what's going on?"

Those icy orbs looked right through me. "Position!" she barked.

After the next three strokes, I couldn't take it anymore. I turned to her again and said, "That's too hard, honey, those really hurt. You shouldn't whip me so hard, it's not fun for me like that. You need to make them softer."

"Position!" she screamed. "I am not going to tell you again, this is not some fucking game for your benefit and if you stop me again I will tie you down and give you twenty more."

I got back in position. Something was wrong, something was different. I wondered if perhaps she had a dreadful day at work. Maybe she would give me twenty more. I didn't want to chance it so I gritted my teeth and waited out five more strokes. They weren't any lighter than the first ones. By the last one I collapsed sobbing. That whipping was nothing like the whipping fantasies I had discussed with her. It seemed... it seemed almost real. Doubt had taken the lead and was starting to win the race.

"Stand up, go downstairs and kneel by the front door," she demanded.

"The front door?"

It's funny how a few words can change your mood. Now that the harsh whipping was behind me, the mystery of her sending me to the front door pushed those doubts back down and brought the flush back with a vengeance. My feelings were tumbling around in my brain like my head was a clothes dryer. I was frightened but deliciously turned on. My body was on fire, my penis was trying to erect and my mind was entirely locked on one thought, the great orgasm that was coming.

I waited by the door for about fifteen minutes before I heard her coming down the stairs. My wife is a gorgeous woman. She has beautifully clear, almost see through skin, cute brown shoulder length hair, not to mention her well put together body, including perky breasts, world class ass and slender to-die-for legs. She had changed into a very hot navy mini-skirt and pale blue blouse, panty hose, high heeled shoes, and was carrying two short sections of chain in her hand. She looked quietly stunning with her hair hanging to her shoulders and her face made up as if we were going out dancing. I wanted her. I was ready right then to forget about this stupid game and go back upstairs for a long session in bed. To hell with my fantasy, it was just a means to get me worked up and I was plenty worked up just looking at her.

"Honey...," I started to say.

"Shut the fuck up!" she bellowed.

"Couldn't we..."

"Hands behind your back!" she ordered.

She attached the two short pieces of chain from my cuffs to the ring on my collar, pulling my hands up to about the middle of my back. The chains were hooked with a snap hook at the collar where it would be impossible for me to free myself.

"Stand up!" she demanded. Grabbing my long leather coat from the closet she draped it around my shoulders and buttoned it in front, effectively shielding the fact that I was naked underneath.

"We are going out," she declared, "You will move when I tell you to without any discussion or I will gag you. I am going to open the back door of the van and you are going to climb in the back and kneel on the floor behind the seats with your head down on the floor."

"Out?" I wondered.

"Move!" she shouted.

I raced out to the van, fearful that the neighbors might see me, climbed in as fast as I could and knelt behind the seats, putting my nose down into the carpet. She slammed the door behind me. By now, doubt was back in the lead and my mind was circling around the possibilities of what she might have planned, not liking what it found. This didn't seem like an excursion for my sexual pleasure anymore. She had never gone this far or been this cold or matter-of-fact. It wasn't in her nature to treat me like this. But then, it is what I had asked for and in some deep recess of my body it vibrated, it hummed, it gave that feeling, that rush. When she came out of the house a few minutes later, she placed her overnight bag next to my face, climbed into the driver's seat, backed out of our driveway and turned away from town.

"So, Mr. Never Satisfied, you aren't abused enough, you aren't degraded enough, you don't get enough discipline," she said. "Well, by the time this week is over you are going to think differently. By the time this week is over my little wannabe 'slave boy' is going to be very docile and obedient and very very careful about ever making statements about needing discipline again."

"A week!" I thought. "What can she be thinking of? I've got a job and anyway I just want a weekend now and then when she controls me and makes me serve her and then we have sex."

I consoled myself with the belief that it was still a game and that she was just driving around to scare me until it was clear that we were well outside the city. It finally penetrated my sexual glow that my world had altered. My wife had changed and I'd better figure out how to keep up.

After about an hour of driving she slowed down and turned on to bumpy gravel road where we stopped and she rolled down the window. I could hear her talking to something that sounded like a speaker at a drive through window but I couldn't make out the words. Next, I heard an electronic gate opening and we were moving again. In a few minutes, we stopped and she came around and opened the door.

"Get out!" she demanded.

I climbed out and stood by the van. She took off my leather coat and threw it back in the van. She attached the leash to my collar, grabbed her overnight bag and started pulling me toward the house. Except for the porch lights and a security light out by the barn it was dark all around us. I couldn't see very well but it was obvious that we were miles from any other houses. I was having a difficult time comprehending that this was really happening, but here I was naked, my penis locked up and my hands chained behind me, being pulled toward a strange house on the end of a leash. Somewhere in my fantasies this scene existed. In some recess of my core the imagination of a similar dream would have me worked-up, my hand frantically moving up and down on my dick while it played out in my mind. But in this real-life situation the fright and panic overruled my libido and my penis was trying to retreat inside my body.

"Wait," I pleaded, "what are you doing?"

"I told you not to speak," she said. "You will not get another chance. You are here for the instruction that you have been begging for. The woman who owns this farm specializes in training slaves. She is very strict, and I have persuaded her to take you on for a week. You are here to serve and learn and you have no choice in the matter. You will obey her without question, do you understand?"

"But honey," I whined, "I really think that this is..."

"God, you are really stupid, aren't you?" she exclaimed.

Reaching into her overnight bag she took out a penis gag and buckled it in my mouth. My penis had shriveled up to nothing and panic was flooding my brain. What could she be thinking of? This was supposed to be a fantasy, which meant I got a little scared, worked up, frustrated for maybe an hour and then we got to have sex. Instead, I was going to be left with some woman whom I'd never met, didn't care about meeting and didn't want to meet. What's worse there was nothing I could do about it. What was happening here wasn't part of any wet-dream of mine. Well, actually, it was but, not for real like this. My life seemed to be spiraling into a black hole way faster than my mind could sort out and this real lack of control was threatening to overwhelm me.

Almost as soon as my wife rang the doorbell, the door was opened by a short, willowy, erotic, bomb-shell of a girl in a skimpy maid's uniform, high heels, stockings with a collar around her neck. In any other situation, I would be salivating and tripping all over myself to get a closer look. Instead my embarrassment caused me to keep my eyes averted.

"Good evening, Miss," she said, "won't you please come in? Mistress is waiting for you."

I was pulled through the door, deeply humiliated to be standing naked in front of this super-hot woman. She escorted us down the main hall and into the living room where, seated on the couch, was a stylishly attractive woman who looked to be in her forties, like my wife and me. She had pale skin, blue eyes, short, tasteful blond hair, and was wearing a black jump suit with sexy, high-heeled red boots. Her icy stare looked right through me as if I didn't exist as she greeted my wife.

"Have any trouble finding the place?" she asked.

"Not a bit," replied my wife.

"So, this is your husband," she said, "bring him over here so I can look at him."

My wife led me over to her. She examined me at some length, paying attention to the marks on my ass and my penis restraint. I was still so terrified that when she played with my penis, the stupid little thing that got me into this mess in the first place remained shriveled.

"More like a girl, isn't he?" she commented. Then turning to her maid, she said, "Carla, lock a shock collar on these pitiful balls."

The maid came over with a miniature shock collar which she placed around my balls and locked with a padlock.

The woman looked at me with an expectant look on her face and said, "That shock collar is a state-of-the-art training device normally used for dogs. My entire property is surrounded by an invisible fence. The shock level is set at ten, designed to ensure that no one who is here for re-education can leave. Believe me when I say that above 'five' the unit is incapacitating and at 'ten', if you should be stupid enough to try to cross the fence, you will lose those 'things' you are so proud of."

She picked up a remote control from the coffee table in front of her. A huge grin split her face like she was privy to some secret joke.

"I will demonstrate level five," she said sweetly.

She calmly pushed a button on the remote and I felt like I had been kicked in the balls. I ended up on the floor in a fetal position.

She smiled at me and said politely, "Hurts, doesn't it? Now, get up so my maid can put you into the training frame."

The maid took my leash and led me to the side of the room where a low frame was bolted to the floor. She had me kneel and bend over it, leaving my rear end up in the air. She tied my leash off on a ring in the floor, connected straps to my ankles, and ran a strap across my waist. By the time she was finished I could barely move.

For the next fifteen or twenty minutes, my wife and the woman sat and talked and had drinks. Some of my initial embarrassment and apprehension had succumbed and I guess I had started to relax until it dawned on me what they were talking about. My wife had asked a question about the maid.

"Oh, Carla," the woman chuckled, "she is not really a she. Raise your skirt, Carla."

When Carla raised her skirt, it was obvious that as hot as the little bitch was, she was really a male. Under her skirt 'her' penis was constrained in a very small cage which obviously did not allow an erection much less sexual relief.

"I have made what used to be my second husband, Carl, into a woman because it pleases me to be served by a woman. The restraint is because I very rarely allow slaves sexual relief and this makes sure that no unauthorized activity can ever take place unless I permit it."

She asked 'Carla' to tell my wife how long it had been since she had permitted him to cum.

"The last time was five weeks ago, Ma'am," he responded.

His answer hit me harder than the shock collar jolt to my gonads. I was having trouble focusing. We had been married ten years and my wife knew that I had trouble going five hours much less five weeks. Everyone has different tolerances and needs for different things but I masturbate three to four times a day and the thought of even going one day, or two, god forbid, was like an icicle in my heart.

I was still processing that appalling information when her next words struck terror into what I thought was already the bottom of the sick feeling that was washing over me.

Turning to my wife she said, "You can't tell but I can, that Carla is very excited and happy that your slave is here to visit. You see, she knows that when I have finished his fellatio training on my special device I will have a graduation ceremony. Of course, if I have a male friend here I will let him have the pleasure, but, if not, I will allow Carla to be sucked off by your husband."