CHAPTER
1
The
brunette at the bar crossed and uncrossed her long legs repeatedly, revealing a
flash of stocking top below the hem of her short black skirt each time she did
so. She was wearing a tight bodice
without a blouse and her firm young breasts pressed ardently against its
confines, a hint of dark, hard nipple visible through the lacy mesh at each
swollen peak. Each time she tossed her
long, almost black hair back, the studded leather collar showed proudly against
her fragile white neck: a paradoxically defiant symbol of submission.
She
looked nervous yet aroused, a timid but curious deer. Although she sat prominently at the bar
dressed like the popular image of a prostitute, she had an aura of
vulnerability that made most men give her a wide berth. They satisfied themselves with covert glances
over their pints. She was obviously a
student, in her late teens, and while this wasn't a student pub, the locals
were used to the extremes of youthful behaviour and didn't think anything
special of her presence there.
Their
presumption was largely correct. She had
just been to what had been described on the invitation as a 'Kinky Sex' party
in a neighbouring hall of residence. Typically, as with all student
get-togethers, it had been a distinctly tame affair, no more kinky than a
picture postcard from a beach resort.
The girls had worn mini skirts with suspender belts, as had many of the
boys, but apart from a little bit of dirty dancing, nothing interesting had
occurred. As she sipped her gin and
tonic at the bar, not unaware of the glances she was getting, she realised that
she had been disappointed by it.
Laura
knew, or should have known, beforehand that it would be exactly like that but
some hidden desire had taken possession of her spirit and overwhelmed her
reason. Only this could explain why she
had gone to so much effort with her costume.
The same urge had led her to sit alone in this bar reputed for its
sleaziness, making no attempt to hide her clothing with a coat. She had no desire to go home alone and write
the evening off.
As
well as the dog collar around her neck, she was wearing another, less public
item that hinted at more than an adolescent desire to shock.
It
had been an impulse buy and one that she did not regret. Filled with a strong sense of naughtiness she
had gone into a sex shop that afternoon.
She had been thrilled by the embarrassed reaction of its few nervous
customers on seeing such an apparently innocent young girl in there. She had meant only to examine whatever items
of lingerie they had in order to find some inspiration. However, once she had seen the black PVC
knickers, even though they were ridiculously expensive, she had known she had
to have them. The experience of buying
them had been deliriously exciting, but the experience of trying on her
purchase later in the privacy of her own room had been even more so.
The
PVC had a distinctive smell and feel that demanded some form of reverence. On an instinct, she had locked the door and
undressed completely on returning home, as though preparing herself for a
religious rite. On seeing the item laid
out on her bed she knew that she wanted to feel its clinging warmth next to her
bare skin while wearing nothing else that might distract her from its touch.
Pulling
on the panties and easing them up over her thighs until they encased her firm
buttocks had caused her to shiver with delight.
As she had allowed the material to snap over her hips, she experienced a
rush of pleasure that was almost orgasmic.
The material adhered to her curves like a second skin, cleaving her
buttocks tightly. It pressed so
intimately between her thighs that when she had crouched down before the mirror
and splayed her knees apart on a wanton instinct, she had seen the clear
outline of her most private parts perfectly moulded by the shiny, black
material. Although they covered her sex
and buttocks, they left absolutely nothing to the imagination.
The
knickers had been an extravagance she couldn't afford but as she crossed and
uncrossed her legs at the bar, she was constantly reminded of the fact that she
was wearing them. With every movement of
her body, the material continued its slow but insistent insinuation into her
hidden crevice, pressing as urgently against her sex as the fevered kisses of a
passionate lover, opening her up in sexual anticipation as it entered her and
held her open. The blissful sensuality
of this hidden caress kept her constantly on the edge of an orgasm that she
feared would overwhelm her totally when it finally occurred, and the secretive
nature of that sustained arousal that no man here could ever guess drove her
wild with need for a strong and virile lover.
The
door opened and a tall, good looking man entered the bar. He was well dressed, his clothes obviously expensive
yet not ostentatiously so. Although he
looked too rich and cultured to be a regular, he walked towards the bar with an
assurance like that of long familiarity, filling the small, smoky room with his
presence like a great actor fills a screen or stage. His eyes met hers and she felt herself
blushing and looking away, inexplicably.
"Good
evening. What can I get you, sir?" the
barman asked promptly. She imagined he
was a man who never needed to wait to be served and felt intimidatingly aware
of his presence beside her at the bar, torn between a strong desire to stare at
him and an embarrassment at being this close to him. Suddenly she felt like a schoolgirl standing
too close to a teacher on whom she had a crush.
"Two
G&T's," he ordered, pointing at her half empty glass. He was obviously a man used to getting his
own way and even if she hadn't wanted to accept a drink off him, she would have
been hard pressed to say no.
"Thank
you," she mumbled, looking up at him.
Close
up, he was even more handsome. If forced
to guess, she would hazard he was in his thirties but his face had a timeless
appeal that could have belonged to almost any decade of a man's adult
life. His eyes were a brilliant grey and
extremely expressive.
"Paul,"
he said simply, offering her his hand.
"Laura,"
she replied, allowing him to shake her hand, finding his grip light yet firm
and proprietorial.
He
reached over to touch her collar, allowing his fingers to graze the hollow of
her neck lightly in a way that sent a thrill through her. "Do you realise," he asked, his grey eyes
staring piercingly into hers, "that this signifies something very important for
some people?" His tone was strict, almost chiding, like a parent rebuking a
small child for putting on the airs of an adult. She felt small and foolish
under his questioning glare.
"Sort
of," she blushed, aware of how stupid that made her sound.
"Good."
He sipped his drink and she relaxed slightly, feeling as if she had just passed
an important test. "What does it mean to
you?"
Her
embarrassment deepened and she felt her cheeks glowing red. "It's sexual," she mumbled finally, allowing
her hair to fall over her face as she stared at the bar top, trying to avoid
his piercing gaze yet aware of it on her, seeing right through her. She felt naked before him. It was impossible to refuse to answer or to
lie. His silence goaded her into
continuing and her blush deepened. "It
signifies submission, obedience, the mastery of the other's animal nature ..."
"Don't
intellectualise," he snapped. He took
her chin calmly but firmly between his slim fingertips, raising her face until
their eyes locked, his regard almost hypnotic in its intensity. "Why are you wearing it?"
She
tried to look away but his grip held her and the look in his eyes held her gaze
in fascination. She felt like a rabbit
watching the approaching headlights of a car.
"Because it excites me," she whispered, feeling her arousal deepen as
she confessed these words to the masterful stranger. He continued to stare, urging her silently by
the power of his will alone to confess thoughts that until she put them into
words she was barely conscious of herself.
"Because I want to be mastered by someone."
He
let go of her chin and let her drop her gaze to the bar surface. Her cheeks were crimson but she felt the
blood rushing elsewhere too. She was
almost faint with excitement. Her eyes
drifted to the bulge of his crotch and she noticed, with delight, that in spite
of his extreme calm and self-possession he too was aroused. Instinctively she knew that this was a man
who could answer her most secret needs.
"I
have something I would like to show you," Paul said. "Finish your drink and come with me."
Things
were moving like in a dream. Without
hesitating to think of the danger, she followed him obediently out of the bar
and climbed into the cab he flagged down, instantly acquiescing when he told
her to take the fold-down seat opposite him so her back was to the driver. He told the driver an address and they were
off.
"Are
those stockings or suspenders?" he asked in the kind of uninterested but polite
tone she imagined he would ask about the weather.
"Hold
ups," she replied.
"Show
me."
She
began to raise her skirt timidly and he interrupted her with an irritated
gesture, splaying his hands as an example.
Understanding his silent command she began to open her legs wide, aware
that as her thighs parted and the skirt rode up he could see everything; first
the soft, white flesh of her inner thighs above the tight stocking tops then
the gleaming black of her skin-tight PVC knickers. They had ridden so far up her by now that
they must leave nothing to the imagination.
She
held the pose for what felt like hours, deeply humiliated by this intimate
display yet deeply aroused by it at the same time. She could not believe that she was doing
this. She was a sensible girl, a good
girl, the apple of her father's eye.
Everything in her upbringing rebelled against this but still she
obeyed. She was in awe of this
stranger. He had the charm of the devil
himself.
"I'm
impressed," he said finally, a complex smile playing on his face. "I would never have guessed."
She
began to close her thighs but stopped on a gesture from him and held herself
open as he desired, aware that anyone outside the car would be able to see what
she was doing. The public nature of her
display thrilled and humiliated her even further.
He
contemplated her carefully. "Now I'm
even more sure that you're going to like what I'm about to show you,
Laura. I'm going to give you a little
test in a while and if you pass it to my satisfaction then I'm going to make
you my student. I have the impression
that you're eager to learn."
"Yes,
please," she bleated, aware that she sounded like a little girl being promised
a treat as she did so. Then on a sudden
whim, she added "Sir," and his cruel smile of pleasure made her feel that she
had done the right thing.
He
gestured to her to keep her legs splayed and began to make polite conversation
with the cab driver, treating her as if she wasn't there.
Rather
than cool her ardour, his ignoring her while she displayed herself so excited
her even further. It took all her self
control not to caress herself between the legs there and then.
As
the cab slowed to stop, Paul reached into his jacket pocket and removed a dog
chain with a clip on the end. She looked
at it with horrified fascination then looked at his face to gauge whether he
was serious or not. There was no trace
of a smile.
Wrapping
one end of the chain firmly around his hand, he touched the corresponding loop
on her collar with the clip. Then he
slid the cold metal slowly down the hot skin of her neck and left it cradled in
the hollow between her breasts. "This is
the first test. If you fail, you can
stay in the taxi and it will take you wherever you want to go. Now choose."
Aware
that she was possibly making the most foolish decision of her life but utterly
in awe of his commanding presence, Laura took the clip from its resting place
and attached it to her collar. Then she
trembled, aware of what she had done and bowed her head in shame.
Ignoring
her reaction, Paul paid the driver and tipped him. He climbed out of the cab and strode
purposefully towards the door of his flat, dragging her behind him like a dog.