It had been awhile since Sawyer had
met up with John, a few months at least, but he was in the mood for something
very specific. He was in the mood for a daddy figure, in the mood to have
strong arms touching over him. He'd admit it, being raised by a nanny-- au pair
was the fancier phrase-- left with certain fixations? Desires? He didn't know
what to call them, but he knew that John could satisfy. He knew that John also
enjoyed it, but that's where he stopped asking questions.
He'd met John years earlier, back when John was his high
school professor and he was a senior. They'd had an instant connection, but
John had a thing for rules and Sawyer had a thing for keeping his permanent
record intact which meant that spark between them had to wait until the first
day of summer break after graduation. And that day after graduation? That's
when John first rented room 3114 and they met up. Sawyer was shy but hungry for
him and John knew exactly what he wanted. John introduced him to the naughtier
side of things, the fact that it was okay to explore deeper issues in the
bedroom and he let Sawyer experience having the support of an older man in
however way he wanted. They'd had sex a few times, but that was not always
their interest. Most often, Sawyer just wanted a man to hold him and talk. They
talked about John moving on from teaching high school, Sawyer's classes, even
who he was dating and occasionally politics. Sometimes it got a little naughty
and they roleplayed-- that's what Sawyer was after tonight.
He pulled up to The Ampersand, one of the finest hotels
and social clubs in the city and as the valet approached his car, he opened the
door and stepped out. He handed the man a few dollars for tip and then he moved
inside the vast lobby. He didn't have to wait there either. The desk clerk saw
Sawyer enter and placed a key card on the counter.
"Thank you. Room 3114, as always?"
He settled for the fact that he was memorable, that's why the desk clerk didn't
ask what room he needed, but the reality was that John probably gave
instructions. John took care of things like that; he likely told the desk clerk
that a young man would come around 7 o'clock. He'd have dark curls, a slender
frame, and a gently frowning face. He may have thrown in a clothing
description: tight skinny jeans, designer shirt and jacket. Sawyer took the key
and then took the stairs up to the third floor. He knew the route to the room
like how he knew his route home. He turned left, passed two hallways then
turned right, then he was at the door. The whole place was drowned in rich
colors; carpet lined the floor from wall to wall and on top of the deep
burgundy carpet was a rug, rolled out through the hallway in a bright pattern,
adding festivity to the comfortable warmth. The walls were in the same family
as the carpet color, but darker? Or perhaps richer? Sawyer couldn't quite tell.
And the doors were framed with gold and were almost black they were so dark.
The door numbers were on a gold plaquette.
The familiarity excited him, too, he knew what was going
to happen right behind that door and his body was suddenly trembling with
excitement. He was never sure whether to knock or to walk in, so he did both.
He gave a soft knock first and then he opened the door and walked inside.
John was already there, of course and the room was
lavish. They both had money, but John enjoyed showing off for Sawyer, showing
him just how much money he really had at his disposal. John had picked the
penthouse suite just for a casual hook up. The suite had a full kitchen and a
bar which was where John was sitting. He'd poured himself smoked bourbon on the
rocks and he took a sip, his pale blue eyes meeting Sawyer's deeper blue ones
as the boy stepped in the room and closed the door. His eyes wrinkled at the
corners as a smile couldn't help but play on his clean shaven
face. There was a little five o'clock shadow, but it only added to John's
appeal as did his salt and pepper hair.
"You're late." The older man observed, uncrossing his
legs and placing his drink on the bar counter. His thick fingers drummed the
table.
"I'm sorry." Sawyer's voice was gentle, barely having to
play the part because John's warm voice always made him breathless. He tiptoed into
the room, placed his keycard and belongings on the side table before he
approached the casually-dressed man.
"No, you're not. But you will be."