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BDSM: Tough Love
(Nicola Diaz)

The room looks dark and I can just about make out a table in the middle. I squint a little to see if I can make out what the objects. The items are a blur. The blurs appear numerous in shapes and sizes but they do stand out. They are a rich colour of pink and red. I stare through the window as the blur become a little clearer. 



What the fuck!



If I'm not mistaken, the items look like whips and chains. Maybe he is some kind of tradesman. Maybe the whips and chains are part of his job. But what about the colour. What kind of whips and chains are bright red and pink? They almost looks designed for a sexual use. 

	

The longer I stare, the larger the whips and chains grows. Shrinking the rest of the room. What kind of freak is he?



Maybe Jenny knows more about this than she has told me. She has not stopped talking about Sebastian since the moment he moved in. I don't think they have met but Jenny has tried to pry information out of me. Information I don't have. I've never spoken to or even locked eyes with Sebastian. What does Jenny find so appealing? Sure he is handsome, had a ruggedly built physique and then what? Then again, Jenny parts her legs open for any man she find attractive. 



That's where me and Jenny are different. Jenny has men constantly crawling over her. Attempting to find their ways into her knickers. And I can see why. Jenny flaunts her body and thrives on the sexual attention. Blonde, huge breasts and a tanned body. Jenny uses her body as a weapon, and she uses it often. She is a sexual freak. 



Me, on the other hand, I like to keep myself to myself. Although we are close friends, My views on men and sex are very different. I don't use sex as a weapon despite Jenny constant barrage of encouragement. She is always commenting on me loosening up a little and showing more skin. Whenever I ask her what, she always comes back with the same response "Show some cleavage and some ass baby, you have huge breasts and the perfect shaped ass". I admit, my assets are larger than average and I workout alot. But it's mainly to keep healthy and I don't entirely agree with using my body as an advantage over men, no matter how hot I could look. And yet, the problem I face is. No matter how modestly I try and dress, the shape of my figure is always on display and draws the attention of men all over.