LISA KNEW BETTER

 

By K.C. Douglas

 

Lisa had been married for years and felt her life had hit a rut somewhere between mundane and boring. About the only excitement that happened seemed to come from her children or their friends. Now that her kids were older and grown, Lisa didn't have to be home all the time for them.

 

She was a very devoted mother and still worried that her kids stayed on the straight and narrow. Ruth, the oldest at 19, was really her stepdaughter and in her second year of college. Julia was 18 and Logan was 15 and both were children Lisa had with her husband, Rodney.

 

Rod was older than Lisa and the type of man who was set in his ways. He didn't like anything out of the ordinary and that included his sex life. Lisa found Rodney's lack of adventure quite confining and it troubled her to some degree to know her mind wondered, as she sometimes fantasized about sex.

 

Lisa would sometimes find herself dreaming and thinking about the hard, muscular bodies of some of the teenage boys that often visited one of her daughters. To make matters worse, their home seemed to be the neighborhood hangout and a person could often find many teens around the house.

 

Lisa cautioned both girls to be careful with the young boys, as she didn't want them taking any risks that could have serious repercussions. She did feel good about the way her daughters acted with boys and on the odd occasion she caught them fooling around, she made sure to warn them.

 

One afternoon while Lisa was home because she did not feel well, she found it thoroughly exciting to watch Ruth and her steady boyfriend fool around. Most of it was quite innocent, but Lisa did notice that each teen did grope the other on a few occasions. In fact, the fondling happened just about every time the teenagers were near each other.

 

One day at work, some of the women got on the topic of sex and eventually one mentioned that she read erotic stories on the Internet. Lisa had heard of sites that posted stories about sex, but had not had the courage to try finding any.

 

She thought of lying when they asked her if she had read any of the erotic material, but decided not to for fear they would think she was very worldly. When she told her co-workers that she had not used any of the story sites, they kidded her for being the biggest prude in the office.

 

Lisa quickly decided she would prove to her co-workers that she wasn't afraid to try something erotic or adventurous. She vowed to find one of the story sites that were mentioned during the conversation and see what all of the fuss was about. Lisa assumed the stories could not be as suggestive and kinky, as the women alleged, yet she secretly hoped to find some material that would inject new vigor and excitement into her sex life.

 

Luckily she was a supervisor and although it was not acceptable to use restricted sites on a work computer, Lisa was willing to do a quick search to see what she could find. It was strange and surprising when the familiar sensations deep in her tummy appeared. They reminded her of the arousal she used to get during those dating years before getting married and having kids.

 

The excitement and anxiety gave her the courage to proceed into uncharted territory. Lisa easily found a story site and downloaded one story; then another and another until she was truly amazed at what fantasies other people dreamed about.

 

She felt guilty for reading such erotic stories, especially during working hours, and one thing quickly became very apparent to her. Lisa discovered a burning need to satisfy fires searing her insides and it wasn't long before she was masturbating almost every day.

 

Her upbringing and family values instilled in her by her parents taught Lisa that masturbating and touching one-self for personal pleasure was immoral and wrong. Lisa's own family was very open about sex or she was with her children, she mused. Rod was very unapproachable when the subject came to sex and it was Lisa who counseled the girls and even Logan.

 

She stressed that teenagers had to be extremely careful and prudent. Lisa hoped the girls didn't do the evil self-gratification thing and although she suspected Logan did it behind her back, it was almost acceptable for young boys to masturbate during their early years.

 

For some strange reason, Lisa found self-gratification quite pleasurable after getting all worked up and aroused from reading erotic material. She fantasized that she was actually in the tales and at first the stories seemed to be very fictitious. However, after reading several erotic and hot stories, Lisa wasn't sure they were fictional because the characters seemed so real.

 

It seemed the characters got great pleasure and enjoyment out of experiencing sinful affairs and Lisa loved reading about their encounters. After reading several stories, she found a favorite writer in Dawn1958. Her stories were about submissive women who considered the sexual encounters that happened to be non-consensual.

 

The heroines were often forced into having affairs and Dawn seemed to use blackmail and coercion to perfection. Lisa found it hard not to get overly stimulated after reading about Jennifer, Doris, Susan, Kerri, or any of the other heroines. She found herself fantasizing constantly about being one of Dawn's distraught women who was forced to comply with a young man's demands.

 

Lisa was positive she would die if anything ever happened to her. She shuddered not from fear or fright, but from the thought of having an erotic dream fulfilled. Lisa always thought being unfaithful to Rod would be the worst sin of all, but she kept telling herself that reading stories and masturbating was not hurting anyone.

 

She often scolded herself when one of her daughter's boyfriends came to the house and her mind fantasized about being a submissive woman controlled by the alluring teenager. Lisa found their hard, muscular bodies difficult to ignore and she had trouble keeping her eyes off of certain attributes, which grown women shouldn't notice.

 

With all the new images and fantasies filling her head, it was not long before Lisa began to notice the real world around her in much more sensual detail. She became more tolerable towards the incidences when her fantasies included the teenagers visiting her own children.