The fact
that she crawled everywhere in that cage was testament to the dimensions and to
her state of mind. It wasn't designed for her to stand in it. At a push she
would have been able to stand in a contorting squat. But it wasn't designed for
that. Not for her to stand at all. It was designed for the purpose of keeping
her low in mind. She wouldn't have been able to stand upright in it. Nowhere
near it. It was designed for it to be more comfortable for her to crawl around.
In effect it was designed with debilitation in mind. Designed with degradation
in mind. Designed to enforce almost an animal like existence in this woman.
Everything was designed to 'take away' from the woman who had had everything.
Designed to subject her to a degrading way of life. She was still snivelling,
still sobbing, still feeling deeply sorry for herself when she crawled onto
that thin mattress. She shivered. There was a chill and she couldn't cover
herself with anything because there was nothing. She curled up into a foetal
position, that helped, a little. She was keeping herself warmer that way. And
she was gently sobbing.
And then
something made her stop. Something made her hold her breath. A noise. Something
outside the room. Something inside the apartment but outside that room, outside
that cell. A noise, voices. Two voices in the semi distance. One was Julia's
voice. She would recognise that voice anywhere. But there was another voice,
another familiar voice. Another woman's voice. For some reason that made her
feel a little relieved. Another woman's voice. That kind of rekindled the hope
again. Surely another woman wouldn't agree with the way she was being treated.
The way she was being abused and imprisoned against her will. But then was it
against her will? She hadn't been forced into that cage. She had crawled in
under her own steam. Like she had walked the South Bank in that raincoat and
heels under her own steam as well. That would have been the opportunity for her
to have got help, or raise the alarm, but she hadn't. And she had let Julia
attach those lethal little clips to her extremities. She hadn't been tied, or
chained down and then clipped. In a way she was a non-consenting consenter.
Was any
of this against her will? Or without her consent? Maybe she had to fight. Maybe
she needed to put a little more into her own self-preservation. There was
something inside her, telling her that. But what she did about it she didn't
know. It was like some of her ability to work things out, and to solve
problems, and to get herself out of trouble had been taken away. Had been
snatched from her. And now all she had to do was hold out hope that this other
female, whoever she was would see something and put an end to this. Again, in
her dreams.
Yes, in
her dreams. Glenda's heart had pounded when she heard the key in the room door.
It was a strange weird thing what she did. She shrunk away, or back to the
furthest point of the cage. Much like a frightened animal would, or might. Like
she was cowering. She didn't know who was coming through the door. Or what the
outcome of whoever was coming through the door would be. She curled up on that
thin mattress and just peered through the bars. This wasn't Glenda - this was
what was left of her, which wasn't much. This was almost like the shell of
Glenda. The blank canvas. Just enough of the woman herself so that she knew
what was happening to her. When Julia and the other woman came into the cell
room, things took another turn for the worse. She immediately recognised the
other woman. It was Celine - one of her competitors in the city. A striking,
imposing, curvy red head.
Glenda
had never liked Celine. The red head had always been way too 'in your face' for
Glenda's liking. And she would be pretty sure that this woman disliked her in
equal measure. Seeing this woman now standing outside the cage, looking through
those bars at her was a shock in itself. There was this few seconds when
nothing happened. When there was just this meeting of the eyes, nothing else.
And then the smile of Celine. A wide lipstick smile that didn't tell Glenda
that this woman was shocked to see her being kept in conditions like this. Or
that she was concerned. In fact, if anything, Celine had known perfectly well
what she was walking into in that room.
"Awww,
Glenda, it looks as though life has caught up with you, finally. I can't say
I'm sorry to see you behind bars." There was a gloating in Celine's voice.
She had one of those posh accents - like an accentless accent that was both
educated and intelligent. And her tone was an immediate put down to Glenda. The
caged woman could feel the flush rise from her neck. And all of a sudden this
other woman, this Celine, seeing her like this was an emotional, psychological
shock. She wanted to fold her latex sheathed legs away but she couldn't. For
some reason her legs, and what they looked like, what they represented when
sheathed in suggestive, all sealing latex, were the bane of her life. And it
was like Celine was reading her mind. She smiled again. "Nice legs Glenda.
A woman like you needs to have her best assets accentuated. And you sure got
good legs." Again there was that gloating. But that shock to Glenda's
system, at seeing this woman, one of her competitors in business, in this place
at this time was taking away from other things. Other more important things.
Other potentially catastrophic things that were going on in that room at the
same time.
Julia had
stood back. She was in mental note taking mode. It was like she wanted to
witness the whole of what the caged woman was going through. Like she didn't
want to get broiled down in conversation, or wars of words. She just wants to
see what Glenda did, and what effect what was happening was having on her. And
it was like she didn't want to miss a single beat of what was happening. She had
seen Glenda's eyes widen, opening through the bruising as she recognised
Celine. Then the realisation that there was not going to be any rescue at this
time. Then she watched the effects of Celine's words on Glenda. She could see
that every word was like a stab into Glenda's psychology. Every word she spoke
like a 'hurt' being applied. Not only the realisation of another woman somehow
being involved in what she was going through, but that any kind of hope was
simply disintegrating before her eyes.
But then there
was the other puzzled look from Glenda. Her moving on the mattress a little,
looking through the bars. Celine was holding a leash. On the leash was a huge
dog. A mastiff, ridgeback cross. In her old life, Glenda would never have seen
such a huge dog. She had never had anything to do with dogs. But she would have
never seen such a massive animal on a leash. She would have been aware of great
danes. Big gangly dogs. But mastiff, ridgeback cross. She wouldn't have known
the breeds, or the cross breeds. She would have just known the size. Its sheer
size through the bars of the cage. And the fact that it was straining at the
leash just a little bit. The hairs on the ridge of its back slightly raised
giving it more of an aggressive look and stance. It was looking right at her.
Every few seconds, its massive huge tongue would slip out and across its chops.
And then it was slobbering. It was looking at Glenda in the cage and it was
straining at the leash, trying to get nearer to the cage. There would have been
no other feeling for Glenda other than this dog was trying for some reason to
get to her. That thought made her shudder and all the time Julia was making
those mental notes. All the time she was watching and learning. It was a
learning process as much for her as it was a debilitating process for Glenda to
be going through.
"Obviously
you two don't need to be introduced. But Glenda, I have been working with
Celine for a number of months on the plans for your demise. I knew a long time
ago that it was something that I wouldn't be able to do myself. That there
would need to be others involved. Others who thought along the same lines about
you that I did and do. It wasn't hard to get people on side. People have their
own motives of course. But myself and Celine here have worked down to the
minute detail of what is going to happen to you over the coming months, and
years." Julia stopped speaking. She was letting the words sink in to the
older, caged woman. Celine didn't say anything. It was her turn to be taking mental
notes. Julia paused for a little bit but then she carried on. "Celine had
very specific ideas about the way ahead for you. And I have to say, I agree
with her entirely." Glenda was listening to the words being spoken, just
as she always did. And those words were sinking in just as they always did. But
there was this dog on a leash that was distracting her. It was like this
slobbering dog had been entered into the mix deliberately to fuck with her
head.