Chapter One
"And for
Christ's sake, do NOT file a report!"
It was Ann's
way of giving specific instructions, without
giving specific instructions. And she didn't need to elaborate.
Tomasina Vencenzi stood opposite Ann's desk and watched her spin a
blue file folder across the cheap plastic veneer. She trapped it under her
fingertips and turned it so she could read the tab. Tomasina
didn't bother opening it. There was no need. "The Babysitter" wasn't news.
The guy was
a small time dealer, but what made him precious, and the subject of their
conversation, was the fact he wasn't in it for the money. Not anymore. He was
one of the chosen few: He had the quick smile, the easy jokes, the smooth manner. He was the "party guy;" always a few goodies jingling at the bottom of his
pocket, just for his favorites. He had an eye for the ladies, but his "girlfriends" seemed to be getting
younger all the time. His "corner"
was outside the chain-link fence over by the Catholic School for Girls.
"Take care
of this for me," Ann had said, her voice sounding like a truck axle, reversing
up a grade. Ann had a voice that would cut glass.
On the way
home, Tomasina stopped by a thrift shop and picked
out a cheap cotton dress. It was boring-beige with a simple leaf pattern in
brown. It was well worn and two sizes too small. She took it home and dumped it
into a bucket of soapy water and washed the back stoop. Then she hung it out to
dry. The next day, after she had struggled into it, Tommy ripped part of the
hem down and tore a couple of holes in the fabric; one over her navel and
another just below her left nipple.
She drove
out past the Girls' School and there the dude was! God's gift to little girls,
slouched back against his favorite tree. "The
Babysitter."
He was well
past forty, and the girls the guy was chatting-up through the chain-links,
couldn't have been more than eighteen. Tommy drove on by, turned the corner and
got parked. She was wearing a pair of ratty old tennis shoes and when she got
out, she started to run. She did about five blocks, out and around, and back.
It was unusually warm and humid for April. By the time she got to the car, her
hair was damp and clinging, her dirty dress had circular stains under the pits
and she could feel it sticking along her spine. She looked; the bastard was
still there, but down to one little kitten. Tommy waited him out.
The girl
eventually laughed brightly and accepted something through the fence, his
fingers lingered on hers. The child glanced around and, assured no one was
watching, she pulled back the lapel of her school uniform. Her breast looked
like a honey bun; with a raisin. She gave him a moment, then closed her shirt
and skipped off toward the basketball court. The guy returned to his tree, took
a second to check the inventory in his pocket, and then squeezed the front of
his jeans. Tomasina could see the glint reflecting
off his teeth a half block away. All
primed and ready for me, she thought, and moved along the street on the
opposite side, then crossed over, when she got close.
"Can you
help a girl out?" Tommy asked when she was within ear shot. "Just need a little
something, to see me through."
He spun, the
rebuke already forming on his lips, but then his eyes fell from her face to her
breasts; the damp dress clinging to the curves, busting open at the buttons.
Sweat had gathered in her crotch and she knew, without underwear, he could see
the crease that parted her pubic hair. His eyes traveled up, hesitating at the
torn holes; the one over her bellybutton, and again, at the one that just
missed revealing the nipple. The bait was good!
"Tell you
what, take off the dress and show me what you got to offer."
"What? Right
here?" She didn't have to fake surprise and consternation. "Right here in the
street? In front of the schoolgirls?"
"Nothin' they ain't seen before.
And if I like what you got, I can spring for a dime bag, it's here in my
jeans."
She looked
past him to where the light had changed and a line of traffic was moving
forward. "A dime? All I'm worth is a dime?"
"You' re only worth what I'm willin'
to pay."
"Yes," she
said. "But only a dime." Tommy sounded bitter, humiliated. "Look," she tried,
"you can have me anyway you want. And I'll do all the work. You just lay back
and enjoy."
The ass
mulled it over. "Ok... ok," he reneged, looking to where a couple of girls
swung a skipping rope. "You caught me on a slow day. I'm still only offering a
dime, but I guess I can afford to up the ante, if you're as good as you seem to
think."
"You won't
regret it. Honest. Where can we do it?"
"Alley
across the street." He pointed to the space between two buildings. "Go on back;
make yourself comfy. I'll be right along."
The alley
was tight, not even a couple of feet between the bricks, and she had to turn
the bulk of her shoulders to fit. But toward the end, there was a double
fire-door in one of the buildings. The alcove in the side wall made a tidy love
nest. She moved past, checking out an escape route. There was a wire fence
across the back, razor wire corkscrewed along the top. She found the hole he
had cut for himself. She would never fit. If things went to shit, she was
trapped. Occupational hazard.
"You're
still dressed." His voice came from behind.
"I ain't wearing much. It won't take but a second. Lie down, I
tol' you, I'll do all the work. You won't be sorry."
"Sure baby,"
he said, and edged over to the alcove in the side of the building where he had
stuffed in an old mattress. She wondered how many young girls had lost it here.
He settled back. "C'mon baby, earn your dime bag," he said, an insider's grin.
The distaste
filled her mouth, the urge to puke, but she swung a foot over and pulled at the
hemline of the dress. He saw the thighs; the meat and muscle. "What the...?
You're built like a couple of fuckin' beer kegs," he said.
"Ain't you the romantic one?" And she lifted the dress
higher.
"Christ!
Look at the size of that thing!"
She squatted
down over his face. "Take a taste. Celebrate your discovery." And she smothered
his mouth with the coarse, leather-like lips. His tongue probed upward, and in.
There was a muffled, agreeable grunt, as he tasted her pussy-cider: a pungent
blend of juice, urine and sweat. She ground down, rotating her hips; he
relaxed. She reached around and laced her fingers around the back of his neck
and held him snug. Then she slid forward and her clitoris sprung up over his
nose like a gopher on groundhog day. She held on for
the ride.
It took him
a moment.
He licked
and nibbled and shifted to catch his breath. She held him. He twisted his
shoulders and craned his neck, a hand coming up to grip her arm. She ground
down and applied pressure with locked fingers. His eyes flashed. "Enjoy, baby,"
she coaxed as he began to struggle. The guy bucked, trying to throw her off but
she bore down on him. He threw out a sweeping side-arm, trying to dislodge her
and then he threw a fist at her face. She tucked her chin in and hunched a
shoulder. He couldn't reach her. The panic came up into his eyes. He couldn't breathe.
She leaned
closer to his face. "Vencenzi," she said; looked him
in the eye. Smiled. "Tomasina Vencenzi.
But call me Tommy, it's easier!" His eyes widened. The dude knew her father; his career was
legendary. He knew Tommy by reputation.
He tried to
bite, but she held him too tight. He threw punches, but she took them on her
shoulders. And he tried to kick, but she mounted him far forward, outta range of his knees.
His color
changed and Tommy held on until his eyes fluttered and went empty. And she held
on some more. When he was still, she risked loosening her fingers from around
his neck and checked for a pulse at his throat. Tommy felt his heart flutter.
Then stop. With a final shudder, he died between her thighs. Tommy relaxed.
From the
trunk of her car, Tommy dug out a tire iron and used it to pries off a manhole
cover at the end of the alley. It was cast steel, weighing a couple of
hundred-weight, but she got her fingers under the lip and slid it to one side. I could use one of these at the gym, she
smiled, learn to flip it like a quarter:
heads, I win, tails, you die. Tommy dragged him over by his heels and
tipped him in. He dropped face forward, ten feet down, into the liquid scuzz at the bottom of the pipe. And then she turned the
lights out; slid the cover back and dropped it into place.
Her DNA was
all over him: vaginal fluid, hair, skin. But by the time they found him, if
ever, the sewer rats would have gnawed at it,
including most of his hide. It wasn't anything to lose sleep over.
She drove
home, tossed the dress and showered off the stink. Downtown, Tommy parked on
the yellow line and went upstairs; pushed through Ann's door. "That problem?"
Ann lifted her face and Tommy shook her head.
"The file?"
"Dunno. Got lost somehow."
Ann nodded
and did an immediate linguistic U-turn; shifted the conversation quickly,
easily; like she had just caught herself before barging into the men's room.
"You got tomorrow off. Will we see you at the gym, in the morning?"
"Wouldn't
miss it."
"Good," Ann said.
"Jilly and Taz are on afternoons so, along with Sharon, that will make the five of us. It will be good; all
of us together again, for a change."
"Yes." Tommy
agreed. "Very good. I'm feeling especially resilient; going to press one
hundred and eighty."
Ann sat back
and pursed her lips. "Ten times?"
"Sure,"
Tommy said. "Don't think I can do it?"
"You do and
I'll lick your pussy," Ann smirked.
"Bring your
lipstick, honey," Tommy shot back, "to freshen up, afterward."
Later that
night, Tommy wrote her report. With a glass of raw, cheap blended scotch by her
elbow; no ice. She didn't want the tinkling to alert her slumbering husband to
the fact she was a functioning alcoholic.
Wednesday, 6/4: She wrote.
I snuffed a guy today. Smothered the bastard. Smothered
him to death.
Ok. So now I'm covering my ass, here; documenting
everything. Just in case.
Ann Layton gave me the paper on the guy yesterday. His
name was on the folder: Raymond Laurence Mathews: "The Babysitter"...well, I
certainly sat on him and at one-forty-six, I ain't no baby. He was a tough little perv,
but I was tougher. I just hope I've covered my tracks, well enough. Again. This
time...