Chapter 1
'Annabelle, you should consider yourself extremely lucky
to have caught the interest of Lord Clifford. Instead of sounding ungrateful and
most uncharitable about him, what many a lady would give to be in your place. I
am sure that Rebecca Philips urged on by her mother no doubt would be at Lord
Clifford's side right now making herself most agreeable to him, rather than
sitting here at the corner of this ballroom complaining needlessly,' Annabelle
heard her mother snort out at her own mention of Lady June Philips who she had
a secret rivalry with.
'Mother I am sorry if you think I sound so ungrateful when I say I am not sure if I like him enough
to marry him,' Annabelle resisted rolling her eyes in frustration as she spoke,
knowing there may be people at the party watching them. 'And I even feel sorry
now that it was not Rebecca who caught Lord Clifford's eye instead of me,
because perhaps then I would not have all this unwanted pressure on me from
Papa and yourself!' Annabelle sulked.
'Annabelle really! Why ever would you feel sorry for the
Philips....if they were in our position they would be lording over us the fact
that they were on the verge of making such a potentially good match with a
Clifford.'
'But don't you see that if you are right and he asks me
that question.......then I will have to make a big decision, the biggest decision
of my life, it will change my world completely.....shouldn't we...I... not be sure
first if love and mutual respect can grow
between us.'