PREFACE
This is the story of
how a young man of eighteen comes to be completely dominated by a woman little
more than six years older than himself.
His name is John
Spencer, and by today’s standards he would be considered an adult. Certainly he would be legally of the age of
consent. However, this story is set in
pre-war days - when standards and methods were somewhat different.
Some may not approve
of the greater strictness and discipline of those days ... but at least the
nation was spared the irresponsible way of life of the modern young adult. There was no drug-taking, little drunkenness,
the crime rate was lower, and there was none of the senseless violence that is
all too common at pop festivals and football matches nowadays.
Moreover, young
people were expected to work hard and to achieve reasonable educational
standards in order to make their way in the world. If they did not, they could expect to be
punished during their educational training and there was no benevolent State to
fall back on if they failed in their working life.
Can we honestly say
that the fabric of society has improved on account of the wave of ‘liberalism’
which swept through the country in post-war years? Look around ... and I think one must honestly
reply in the negative.
However, we must not
divert, we must go back to John Spencer.
He is a young man who
is rather weak, careless and lazy. His
progress at college is unsatisfactory ... so his Mother decides to send him for
special teaching and training to a certain Governess who has been highly
recommended to her. Her name is Madame
Maxine, and she has a justifiable reputation for getting results from the
handful of pupils she teaches privately.
She does insist, though, that she be permitted to apply her own
disciplinary regime in order to achieve these results. Parents must give written agreement to this
... and John Spencer’s Mother is happy to do so. It must be remembered that both parents and
teachers were far less namby-pamby about corporal punishment and such-like in
those days. Many successful and eminent
men of today will tell you how much they benefited from getting a good hiding
when they deserved it.
Would not many of our
young tearaways benefit from the occasional painful reminder that their
behaviour is abhorrent to the vast majority of their fellow-countrymen?
It must be said that MadameMaxine’s regime is severe, even by pre-war standards
... and John Spencer is most unpleasantly surprised by it. However, he accepts the situation, and is
soon so much under the domination of his young and beautiful Governess that he
is working harder than he has ever worked before. He not only has too much pride, but is also
soon so much in awe of her, that he does not like to reveal to his Mother the
sufferings he has to endure at the hands of so young a woman.
For, it need hardly
be said, Madame Maxine is a firm believer in the merits of corporal punishment.
John Spencer, though
a man rather than a boy, feels her tawse and her cane
with unpleasant frequency. And,
extremely humiliating for one of his age, he has to wear an Eton collar and
tight suit with short trousers whenever he attends for lessons.
There is a further
indignity. John Spencer is sometimes
punished by Madame Maxine’s maid, Estelle, who occasionally acts as a
‘stand-in’ teacher
when the Governess has other matters to attend to.
John Spencer
struggles hard to improve his work and behaviour. But it is an uphill struggle, even if there
is plenty of incentive for him to do so!
Our story opens when
John Spencer has been at Madame Maxine’s for about a month. He visits her twice a week ... but has plenty
of homework to do in between.
However, on one
occasion when the maid, Estelle, is performing her ‘stand-in’ role, she forgets
to give him any homework to do. John
Spencer realises her error, but says nothing.
He is thankful to escape the arduous hours of preparation for once.
A couple of free and
easy days are his to enjoy.
It is quite like old
times when he had been able to slack as much as he liked at college
...
Chapter 1
Over the next two
days, the fact that I had been given no homework went out of my mind. In any case, I reasoned that it was not my
fault, so I really had nothing to worry about.
All the same, Friday
- the day of my next scheduled visit to Madame Maxine - came all too soon. Ever since I had been given special tuition
two days a week by her, I had rarely escaped punishment in some form or
other. It seemed as if the chances of
doing so on that occasion were remote.
So, with the usual
‘butterfly tummy’, I made my way up the four wide stone steps to Madame’s front
door and rang the bell. Estelle, the
maid, answered more quickly than usual.
Her eyes were bright, her face pinched and white with anger. What on earth had happened? She beckoned me in and closed the door.
“You stupid little
bastard!” she said viciously. Then she
gave me a painful kick in the behind, sending me stumbling forward.
“What ...
w-whatever’s the matter, Miss Estelle?” I gasped.
“The matter?” she
snapped. “You’ll soon see!” It felt as if my heart did a somersault. “It’s that business about no homework,”
Estelle went on. “You forgot to ask for
it, but as a result, Madame said I was partly to blame. And she gave me six strokes of her cane as a
reminder not to forget such things again.
Six strokes!” Miss Estelle
pressed her hands to her skirt. “They
hurt ... and they still do!”
Frankly, I thought
she had got off pretty lightly with six strokes. I had never known Madame Maxine give less.
“I ... I’m sorry ...”
I said, “but I don’t really see that it was my fault ...”
“Oh, don’t you ...
well you’re going to learn different.
And then you’ll be sorrier still.”
I felt a sort of
shrivelling inside, and that familiar sensation of self-pity. It appeared I was going to be made to suffer
for no good reason - again. Perhaps this
time I could argue my way out of it.
Perhaps Estelle was just bluffing about my being ‘sorry’. Trying to scare me because
she had got into trouble herself.
All these thoughts whirled swiftly through my mind as I followed Estelle up the
stairs, my eyes - as usual - fastened on her tightly-rounded bottom under the
short black skirt, watching it wriggle deliciously from side to side. If only she was not always so horrible and
vindictive towards me, I told myself, I could fall in love with such a girl,
even though she was two or three years older than I. By ‘falling in love’, I suppose I meant
having some sort of sexual relations with her ... not that, at that time, I had
ever done anything with any girl.
My heart was pounding
as she knocked on Madame Maxine’s study door.
No answer
...
My heart pounded some
more. Perhaps she wasn’t there. Perhaps she had gone out for the day, and
Estelle didn’t know. I clutched at all
sorts of straws in the wild hope of missing my lessons.
Then Estelle turned
the handle of the door and beckoned me to follow her in. I saw a door which was normally closed, on
the far side of the room, was a little ajar.
While I stayed in the middle of the room, Estelle went across and
knocked on this door.
I felt a pang of
disappointment as Madame Maxine’s voice answered. There was to be no escape for me!
“Yes ... who is it?”
“Estelle, Ma’am ...
I’ve got the boy Spencer here.”
I hated the way she
always called me ‘boy’ for, as I say, I wasn’t all that much younger than she
was.
“Has he changed?”
“Not yet, Ma’am.”
“Well, see that he
changes, then. It will give me time to
finish my ‘keep fit’ exercises.”
I could hear bumping
and thumping noises coming from the other room, and tried to imagine what my
Governess was doing. Though I was in awe
- and often in dread - I also had an inexplicable feeling of love for her. It was not ‘love’ in the sense that I thought
of it with Estelle, for Madame Maxine was a far too powerful and remote a being
for that. If I ever realised I was
thinking about her in that way, I usually found myself getting a sort of hot
flush all over and feeling guiltily nervous.
As if she could read my thoughts, even at a distance. Always I forced myself to tear my thoughts
away before things went too far. Yes ...
how remote and unapproachable she seemed to me, yet I suppose she was no more
than twenty-four or five, if that.
“Come along,” hissed
Estelle to me, still with that spiteful look on her pretty face.
I followed her out of
the room again and down to the ‘cloak-room’.
This was where the ridiculous ‘school clothes’ I was forced to wear were
kept ... a short tight jacket; even tighter shorts; a high, uncomfortable Eton
collar. The sort of
thing that would have been bad enough on a twelve or thirteen year old. On an eighteen year old - on someone who was
a young man - it was incredibly humiliating.
“Get them on,”
ordered Estelle, standing there with folded arms. Often she would giggle and snigger when I had
garbed myself in this horrible outfit.
But she remained silent this time.
“I hope ... and reckon ... Madame is going to give you a really sound
caning,” she said, a note of smug satisfaction in her voice.
“But ... but ... why,
why?” I almost whimpered. “It’s not
fair ...”
“If it was fair for
me, it will be even more fair for you,” she
replied. And I couldn’t deny the truth
of what this young woman said. I began
to quake inside. Although I had as many
as twelve strokes with the tawse, I had never had
more than six strokes of the cane. On my
bare bottom, that is. Once I had six on
the hand, followed by six on the bottom.
All I knew was, Madame Maxine’s cane seemed
more painful than anything else she had ever used. Yes ... far more painful than the tawse, I reckoned.
Five minutes later we
were going back up the stairs again, with me all tight and constricted in that
Eton suit and stiff collar. Into the
study we trooped. The far door was still
ajar.
“We’re back, Ma’am,”
called Estelle, a happy note in her voice.
“Thank you Estelle,” came the reply. “You
may leave Spencer there.”
I saw the maid’s face
fall. No doubt she had been hoping to be
present when I was punished. If I was punished. I
kept on trying to tell myself I might still get away with it, but with less and
less conviction.
“You mean I can go,
Ma’am?”
“That’s right,
Estelle,” said Madame Maxine. “I don’t
want to keep you from your housework.”
Giving me a furious
glare, Estelle stalked from the room, her lower lip pouting. The door closed loudly behind her. I stood, silent, in the middle of that dread
study, twiddling my hands as I awaited the emergence of my Governess. This was the room where my education had
truly began.
Never before had I racked and tested my brain so much as there. Nowhere had I suffered more. Worst of all, there seemed to be no end to
it. Perhaps one day I would be able to
please Madame Maxine in every kind of way.
Then, perhaps, I would escape her wrath.
I sincerely hoped so. Because I genuinely wanted
to please that marvellous ... that beautiful ... woman. She had become a sort of Goddess. Even if she was a vengeful
Goddess.
I clasped my hands
together and said a little prayer.
Please, oh please Goddess, spare me today!
The door opened and Madame Maxine walked into
the room. Normally simply being in her
presence made me go weak at the knees, but on this
occasion I was thunderstruck. My heart
seemed to leap into my throat, a kind of electric current quivered through me.
For, instead of
wearing her normal white blouse and black skirt, Madame Maxine had retained the
garment in which she must have been doing her exercises. It was a very simple and very
abbreviated black leotard made of some exceedingly thin material. Low cut to reveal the deep cleavage of her
superb breasts, and clinging so tightly that every luscious curve of her body
was delineated. One saw the indent of
her navel, the provocative swell of her mound ... and the leotard was so cut
that over half her buttocks were revealed, the thin material forming the
slightest of V’s as it plunged into the deep cleft. Her thighs were twin alabaster columns, the
flesh quivering slightly.
My breath was
literally taken from me. I could only
stand and stare, amazed, with hammering heart, feeling the colour flood my
cheeks. No doubt my eyes were as round
as saucers. Never, never had I seen a
woman so scantily clad; never, never had I seen a woman as
beautiful.
The sight made me want to drop to my knees and literally worship
her.
I do not know if
Madame Maxine knew what sort of effect she was having on me, but if she did she
seemed supremely unconcerned about it.
She brushed back a wisp of dark hair from her cheek and eyed me with her
customary superciliousness, moving slowly forward with a ravishing, slow
undulating motion.
“Ah yes, Spencer,”
she said in an unemotional tone, “I have to have words with you.”
“Y-Yer-ess, Ma’am,” my voice was a
croak. I simply couldn’t take my eyes
off this vision. This
fantastic vision. The sight of
her had driven all other thoughts from my mind.
Even the possible impending punishment.
But only briefly. For Madame Maxine spoke again.
“This matter of no
homework. A very serious error ...”
“But ... p-please,
Ma’am, Miss Estelle didn’t give me any,” I began.
Madame Maxine halted
me simply by raising her eyebrows.
“What on earth has
that got to do with it?” she demanded icily.
“You should have asked her to set you some. You know you always have homework, Spencer;
that is no excuse at all.”
I fell silent. What was the use of arguing?
“I’m sorry, Ma’am,” I
said meekly. I was, too.
“In my view you quite
deliberately skived off quickly, knowing Estelle had made an oversight. Yes ... you deliberately evaded your
educational duties, just because you didn’t want to do any homework. Well, that is the sort of thing I will NOT
tolerate.”
“Please, Ma’am, it
wasn’t like that ...”
But even as I said it I knew I was half lying. Had I not remembered that nothing had been
set me when I was at the door, and been happy about it? Of course, so Madame Maxine was right.
“Don’t lie!” she
rasped, and her dark eyes hardened suddenly.
“One of the reasons you were sent here, Spencer, was because of your
exceeding laziness. Well, I thought I’d
made a start on eradicating that, but it appears not. So the time has come to make you understand,
once and for all, that I will not stand for evasions of that nature, nor your
natural laziness. I am going to give you
a thorough good hiding.”
My blood froze as she
turned, favouring me with a back view of that brief leotard clinging to the
back of her lovely body. She went to a
drawer, opened it and took something out.
Then she turned back.
“ ... a caning,” she said.
In her hand was a
whippy rattan cane. The tip swayed
slightly up and down as she moved back towards me, and the hairs on the nape of
my neck rose. I began to tremble. This was the cane she had used before. And oh how it hurt!