Chapter 1

Life Going Nowhere

 

“Smile at the customers, Priscilla.  You’re killing our tips,” Jason yelled at her for the hundredth time.  At Starbucks, it’s all about the experience, but with Priscilla, she barely looked at a customer’s face and the only sounds from her were grunts, or at least it sounded like that.  It was about time that he did something about it.  The others were complaining.  She was a nice enough person, but she had no self-esteem, her head always down, refusing to look anyone in the eye.  He knew she needed the job, but the others needed the tips to live.

Priscilla nodded her head but went about just as she had always done.  She hated the job but she had no other choice.  She had a Bachelor’s degree in art history, but she hadn’t found a decent job since she graduated two years ago.  She was working on her Master’s, hoping that psychology would be a more lucrative field, but she was running out of money to finish.  Her mother had finally said no more money so Priscilla maxed out her student loans.  She was getting desperate, still living at home, but her brother took her room and she was stuck in the smallest room far from the rest, though she tended to like that.  The house was big, bigger than they needed, but her mother had inherited it when Priscilla’s stepfather died a year ago.  It was paid for and her mother got along fine without working.

It was finally time to go home, but as Priscilla gathered up her stuff, Jason came over to her.  He was her boss, sure that she was about to get another lecture on customer service.  She had so many of them; she could probably recite it back to him.  She would take the lecture and that would be it until the next time.  Jason was two years younger than she was, twenty-two, but he was the manager of the store.  At twenty-four, Priscilla was still a clerk, not even a barista and she had worked there for over a year now.  Jason was handsome and outgoing, a former high school football quarterback.  He had dated a cheerleader for sure, but his life wasn’t where he expected it either, she bet.  He never went to college and this was it now.  A manager of a Starbucks.

Jason loved the job but not this part, even though he knew it was necessary.  He didn’t let her see the envelope.  “Can I see you before you leave, Priscilla?”

She nodded her head down as she followed him to his small office in the back of the store.  He closed the door behind her and she sat in the single chair next to the desk.

“Priscilla, we’ve been over this a hundred times. Customers expect the Starbucks experience when they come in here.  They want to see smiling faces and energetic associates taking care of their every whim and desire…”

She tuned him out, hearing it too often.  Suddenly, it was different.  His voice almost cracked up when he said it.

“I’m going to have to let you go, Priscilla.  Here’s your final check and I gave you a week’s severance, even though I didn’t have to.  I wish you good luck in the future.  I hope you find something that is less in the public eye.”  He handed her the check, and for the first time in a long time, she looked up at him.  She had a tear in her eye as she took the check.  It looked like she was surprised that he let her go.

She couldn’t get a word out of her mouth, too choked up.  Now, she had no job, no prospects and little money.  Tuition for next semester was due in a month and she had no clue where she would get it.  She was already strapped for money with the little pay she got here, but now even that was gone.  What else could happen to make it any worse?

Jason watched her walk out.  She wasn’t unattractive, she was good looking if she only smiled and looked at you.  He was sure there was a body underneath her baggy clothes, but no one had ever seen it before.  She had to be a virgin.  She could barely talk to anyone, how could she ever relate to a lover?  He felt bad for letting her go, but at least the others would be relieved.  He would hire someone vivacious and outgoing.  The tip jar would be overflowing before they knew it.

She walked in the door and her mother was in the living room.  It was as though she already knew, so Priscilla told her right away.  “They let me go at Starbucks.”  She couldn’t look at her when she said it.

“Well, you lasted longer than I expected, Priscilla.  What are you going to do now?”  Stella knew it was coming, just a matter of time when it would happen.

“I don’t know, I have tuition due next month and without a job, I can’t afford a penny of it.”  She hoped that she would volunteer to give her the money.

“I gave you as much as I could, Priscilla.  But when Bill died, he left me the house and a little money, but I can’t squander it or I’ll have nothing.  I don’t want to have to go back to work.”  She loved Priscilla, but she had become a disappointment.  At least her brother was going to school and majoring in business.  He had a good job doing the books for a restaurant in town.  He would be successful so she had to help him.

“I understand, don’t worry, I’ll think of something.”

“Maybe you should go back into therapy.  It’s been a year since the last time you went.  Maybe they have some new treatments out now.  Something that could help you.”

“I can’t afford therapy and neither can you.”

“They have therapy that is paid by the state.  Let me see what I can do.  You go look for another job and I’ll take care of that.  Don’t worry; things will work out.  They usually do.”  Though she doubted that it would this time.  Priscilla’s life was destined to be a long list of disappointments.

“Thanks, I’m going to my room to study.”  She would call up the employment agencies tomorrow, put her name in once again and hope she could find a job quickly.

“I can get you something to eat.”

“I’m not hungry.  I’ll grab a snack later if I do.  Thanks.”  She was off to her tiny room.  She closed the door behind her and looked around.  The bed was a twin, shoved up against the wall.  She had a small desk with her computer parked on top of it.  The office chair was a hand-me-down and worn.  There was a chest of drawers and that was about it.  Her life was contained in a six-by-six foot room.  She wanted to study, but she lay on the bed and cried until she fell asleep.

Priscilla woke up, the strange dream still in her head.  It was about when Jason let her go.  It was different from what happened.  He decided to give her another chance, but it was the way he did it.

She remembered the dream vividly.  She had been having dreams like this for over a year, but she never told anyone.  Jason stood over her as she sat in the chair next to his desk.

“I’m going to let you go, Priscilla.” He had told her.

“Please, don’t; I need the job.  This time, she had said something to him instead of accepting it.  Then, she felt his hand under her chin and he lifted her head up.

“You could show me your willingness, Priscilla.”

“I’ll do better tomorrow, you’ll see.”  She was glad that she got another chance.

“You’ll have to show me now.”

She looked at him, and what he did next shocked her.  He held her chin so she had to look at him, but with his other hand, he lowered his zipper.  It sounded so loud in the room as if everyone outside could hear it, too.  She couldn’t look away as he held her chin.  His hand reached into his pants, and then, she saw him pull out his cock.  His hands curled around the shaft and held it in front of her face.  It wasn’t that she hadn’t seen a cock before.  It had been years, over four years ago.  Not just one cock, but two.  That time they wagged their cocks in her face just like this.  She knew what Jason wanted.  What any man wanted when they pushed their cocks into her face.  She looked at his cock, hard and throbbing, the head a dark red.  It glistened with leaking juices and she remembered the biting, salty taste of cum that filled her mouth when one leaked in her mouth before.

His hand deserted her chin, but then, both hands gripped the sides of her head.  His cock danced excitedly on her face, and as he held her head up high, he pulled her closer until she felt the hot flesh of his cock brand her face.  He rubbed her face back and forth over his cock, leaking cum left a trail along her cheeks, and finally, she felt his cock pressed against her lips.

“Lick it; show me how enthusiastic you are, Priscilla.”

She didn’t have a choice, her mouth opened slightly until she felt the head of his cock on her lower lip.  Her tongue moved slowly, and it recoiled the first time it touched the hot, slick head of his cock.  She could already taste the thick, salty cum on her tongue, and it was only a drop.  She knew that there would be much more in her mouth when he came.  Cum that she would have to swallow.