Chapter 1

 

She climbed the ladder, aware of the seamen leaning over the rail and looking down at her. It didn’t bother her: she was used to it. The only problem was that the longer she did this job the dirtier those looks seemed to get. Or perhaps that was just her getting more sensitive to them. But she’d given up making it easy for them: at one time she’d worn a sweater and an old pair of jeans when the weather was good enough. But climbing a boarding ladder with a pair of size thirty-sixes swinging around in front of you was just asking for trouble, seamen being what they are.

So now it was a thick, buttoned pea-jacket and baggy woollen trousers, which did a lot more than jeans to keep the fingers at bay: her backside been black-and-blue for the first few weeks. Dressed as she was, they could peer all they liked, but they’d see nothing, especially with the regulation life-jacket as extra covering. They could strip her with their eyes, too, but they’d never guess that she was wearing some of the most expensive lingerie that her salary could afford under that shapeless clothing: low-cut bra, thong panties, suspender-belt and sheer black stockings: it was her little joke. Get this tub berthed and it was back to the flat for an evening with Verdi and a bottle of Chambertin while she lounged, naked. Perhaps she’d masturbate, or maybe she’d call Ma Johnson and ask for a toy-boy. But that was later; this was now: business. She forced her mind from pleasures to come and concentrated on the gently-swaying ladder.

She reached the level of the rail. A helping hand - strange, there were normally three or four - stretched, but she ignored it and vaulted over lightly, her long blonde hair swinging. That they could look at as long as they liked, as they could the twenty-six year-old features and blue eyes that had caused more than a few fights. But the rest was up to their imaginations, if they had any. A glance over the side told her that the pilot cutter was disappearing into the gathering gloom, its navigation lights bright. There was a flash of white over the day-glow orange of the life-jacket as Harrison turned, his hand coming up.

‘Some bloody chance, jerk-off!’ she sneered under her breath. Trying again tonight after she’d told him to get lost; that she knew that he had a wife up north. Some of them just don’t get the message, do they? The same as some of them just can’t get used to having a female Pilot, especially one as good-looking as she was.

Which this vessel was, she thought, looking round as she unfastened the straps of the life-jacket. Gull-grey hull and white upper-works instead of the black and dingy amber that characterised the bulk carriers she usually worked on. Very trim and neat, the deck looking as if it had just been scrubbed, paint-work immaculate, brass gleaming. The crew was smart and well turned-out, too: white trousers, deck shoes, blue sweaters with a monogram of some entwined letters. Looked more like one of those cruise boats than a real working vessel, but it made a nice change. So did the fact that the crew kept a respectable distance: by this time she’d have had to use her elbows on the freighter boys; these ones just stood there with their hands clasped, watching her, though she had the uneasy feeling that she was being appraised.

She shrugged that off as she did the life-jacket; immediately, one of the seaman stepped forward and took it from her. As he backed away, a figure with gold braid on his cuffs moved into vision from the shadows. First Officer, she guessed, summing him up as she did men worthy of attention. A crewman, unless he was a real Adonis, had no chance; nor did most officers, who were young, pimply, uncertain, adolescent, brash, just plain obnoxious or any combination of the six. This one wasn’t: about forty, she judged; slim, fit-looking, his uniform tight over broad shoulders and slim hips, white cap-cover spotless. Fine-featured face with wrinkles at the corners of the eyes and a dash of distinguished grey hair on the side-burns. Straight nose, slightly thin mouth, pointed chin, powerful eyes under brows that sloped outwards. She felt herself tingle slightly, for once regretting the shapeless bundle that her clothes made of her: this one had a dangerous look about him: bad-dangerous. And like many beautiful women, Clare felt a strong attraction to bad-dangerous looking men. Especially ones with eyes as compelling as this one.

He stepped forward, no hand offered. “Welcome aboard, Pilot,” he said.

No arch surprise, no flowery compliments. ‘Not bad,’ she thought. “Evening,” she said. “What do you draw?” Straight to business: don’t give them time to start any funny business.

He didn’t blink. “Eighteen feet,” he replied.

“Right. We’re due a dredge, but there’ll be plenty clear over the bar. You’re late, though, so we’d better get a move on or you’ll might have trouble berthing: the lighting’s under maintenance.”

 He took the hint and gestured her to a companion ladder, following her as she ascended, not attempting to make conversation. As more detail of the vessel became visible to her, the more impressed she grew: there was money here, real money. And judging by the forest of antennae, they could keep in touch with a moon-probe if they had to. What the hell was a floating gin-palace like this doing in a place like Port Walton?

“What’s your displacement?” she asked over her shoulder.

“Five thousand three hundred.”

Bigger than she looked, then. “Engines?”

“Four steam turbines, two geared shafts. About forty thousand shaft horse-power.”

Forty thousand? Hell’s teeth! That was enough for a bloody destroyer! This little lady would take watching.

Entering the bridge was like walking into the control cabin of a space-ship: screens everywhere, the muted buzz of powerful electronics going about purposeful business. She almost stopped and gaped: it was a wonderland after the bare functionality of the bulk carriers: there was even a carpet! She fought down the impulse to act the hayseed and strode to the short, stout, bare-headed figure who stood in the centre of that imposing array, looking out through the wide expanse of glass. As she approached, he turned.

“Ah! Pilot!” His hand came out.

She took it: the grip was dry and firm without the tendency to impress with its strength. Though short than her five feet nine, he had a quite air of professional competence; about fifty, she judged, but still with a full head of hair; fine features, a hint that they’d been weather-beaten, but had softened a little since. They would, if he spent his time in here.

“You’re for Commercial Docks Five, I understand, Captain?”

“Correct.” Flawless English, she noted. But it wasn’t his native tongue, she was sure.

“Do you have a good man on the wheel?”

“I do indeed.”

She lifted her binoculars and did a quick scan then stepped to the radar display and examined it. Nothing.

“I normally say ‘slow ahead’,” she said. “But you’ve got rocket engines in her, I understand. Will you give me turns for five knots and steer two-seven-five, please?”

The Captain spoke quietly, almost inaudibly, but almost immediately there was the faintest of trembles in the fabric of the vessel and the bow began to swing.

“She’s a beauty,” she breathed to herself.

He had good ears. “She is,” he said proudly.

“Are you private or commercial?”

“This is a private yacht.”

“Yacht? “ She looked round. “I’ve known smaller aircraft carriers.” Bloody glitter-box gin palace, just as she’d thought. What a bloody waste!

He smiled. “Can I offer you some refreshment?”

“No thanks,” she said, beginning to dislike the ship and the people in it; she was a bit of a bolshie about private wealth: it offended her, especially flaunted like this. “You’re a couple of degrees off that heading. Two-seven-five, please.”

He was still looking at her. “Nothing to drink?”

“No,” she replied, an edge in her voice. Because she’d seen what he, apparently hadn’t: the ship’s head was swinging to starboard. “Watch your heading!”

“Pity,” he said. “You’ll have a bit more of a headache this way.”

She stared at him. “What? Look, Captain! You’re well off the…”

Something circled over her shoulders, moving fast; she caught a glimpse of white from the corner of her eye before something clamped over her nose and mouth. Something that smelled pungent and heady, that had her head swimming within the first few fractions of a second.

She’d been grabbed and mauled several times, once having the strap of her brassiere snapped. But those had been half-playful encounters, though she’d reacted hard with knee and nails. This was different: it was fast, hard… professional. And utterly unexpected, here on the bridge as she was going about her job.

The shock of it cost her precious fractions of a second and when she did react, she did entirely the wrong thing: she opened her mouth and took a deep breath to scream, planning to lash backwards with her heel and elbow. She never got past the breath before a black curtain dropped.

 

Algar eased her to the carpeted floor with his hands under her armpits, hearing the Captains expelled ‘whoosh’ of relief. He looked up to the strained face. “What’s up Karatides? You enjoy using them often enough; what’s wrong with helping to collect one?”

“I’m paid to drive this thing, sir. Cargo’s not my job!”

Algar grinned. “Right! Let’s see what we’ve got here. I just hope that friend Henderson wasn’t exaggerating… Oh, that’s very nice!” He’d unbuttoned the pea-jacket and pushed up the sweater she wore beneath it to reveal her well-filled lacy bra. He looked up at the Captain. “Well, what do you think?”

The short man’s tongue came out and over the lips. “Wonderful! What about…?”

Algar grinned. “We’re not going to hit any rocks, are we?” he asked, taking off the uniform cap and tossing t to one side.

The Captain shot a look through the bridge windows. “All automatic,” he said.

“Good. Then let’s take a look at the rest of her.” He unfastened the button of the First Mate’s jacket and took it off. “Never did care for uniforms,” he said, half to himself. Then he leaned over the recumbent figure of the woman and loosened the trousers, the Captain helping to pull them down. They looked at each other.

“She’s dressed like a tart!” snorted the Captain.

“Certainly not for heavy work. Let’s have a little peek, shall we?” Algar pulled aside the thong to reveal a neatly-trimmed pubic bush. Lifting it to one side, hampered by the suspender straps, they could see the beginnings of the vagina. “What do you think?”

Again the tongue came out. “If you don’t want her,” said Karatides. You can leave her in my cabin.”

Algar laughed. “Without training she’d half kill you, my dear Captain. Or she would according to what that Henderson character says. But I think he’s earned his money, don’t you?”

“He will have if you can train her to be like the others. She’s damned near as good-looking as some of them, and that’s saying something!”

Algar let the thong snap back into place and looked up with a smile. “She’ll be trained, don’t worry about that”. He patted the bare stomach with his palm, looking down at her face. “Well, my sweet,” he said. “You’re an unconventional catch, but I think you’re going to be well worth it.” He climbed to his feet. “Can you get her taken below? I’ve got something waiting for her.”

 

Henderson put the receiver down with a trembling hand. Two hundred thousand dollars! All that for a couple of hours’ work! And the beautiful part was that no one could trace it to him! The stupid bitch had come without protest when he’d called her and told her that there was an unexpected job. She always did; called it professional pride. Well, now she’d see where that professional – and private – pride had landed her! There’d been no job, no calls to the coastguard or anyone else; no trace of anything to link her disappearance to him. Turn him down, would she?  With two hundred thousand in cash he could ditch that frigid bitch of a wife and buy the best whores going! And he had an invite to that floating palace once they’d trained her; he’d insisted on that. Nothing… nothing… was going to stop him being there!

 

She awoke fuzzily to pain. A headache, fierce and pounding behind the eyes, spearing down through the sinuses. Mouth tasting foul, as dry as if something had sucked the moisture from it. Her jaw ached, neck, shoulders, back, elbows wrists, and hips. Pain all over. God! It… A blurry thought… headache? ‘You’ll have more of a headache…’

Consciousness bloomed; her eyes fluttered and light exploded into them; they clamped shut to give her at least that small respite from all the wrongness’s that her body was feeling and that her memory had simply presaged. She squeezed her eyes tight, fighting the headache and the greyed-out edges of her brain. Take stock: headache; all right, headache, but you’ve had them before. But this wasn’t a morning-after headache, it…

She remembered. On the bridge, the Captain had made that odd remark and then something had been over her mouth. Bang! Blackness. So… She shook her head; something tugged at her hair painfully: she couldn’t move! Panic started, but she fought it back: you can’t be the only qualified female pilot on the coast if you panic every time something goes wrong. But there’s wrong and wrong, and this wrong… this series of wrongs that she was sensing was…. all bloody wrong.

Damn the headache! Why couldn’t she breathe through her mouth? Because there was something in it, that’s why; something that had her jaws forced open. She explored it with her tongue: a ball? What? Then another impulse that had been nagging forced its way to the surface: her skin felt… Her skin!

Now her eyes shot open despite the glare and pain that that brought. She was naked! Her head went down to see, but once again she couldn’t move it: something was tied to her hair, holding her head back! Sweat broke out on her brow as she found that her hands and feet were immobile, too. Naked. Gagged. Tied. Drugged. Oh, God! Don’t panic! Think. Think. She forced herself into a fragile calm. Her arms were pulled back over some sort of bar that thrust under her armpits. It felt as if the forearms up to the elbows had been pulled together into some sort of tight-fitting sleeve and that this had been pulled tight behind her. Hence the pain in her shoulders.

Her hair had been bunched and tied, too, by the feel of it, possibly back to the same place as her hands. Then… then there was a bar or something pressed into the small of her back, pushing it and her hips forward. Her knees were spread wide; she couldn’t close them, while her ankles were pulled back and tied as well. God! She was naked and displayed like something on show! And then the sweat broke again, because she realised that that’s precisely what she was, if she wasn’t mistaken: on show.

Time passed; she had no way of knowing just how much. But she knew that the aches in all her stretched joints just kept on getting worse and worse until her entire body screamed. Her haw seemed locked in place; she could feel uncontrollable dribble oozing out of the corners, running down her chin and dripping on to her breasts. God, they must be standing out a mile! The headache subsided, but all she could see was a pale-green wall; entirely featureless.

Two senses gave her clues: she could hear, dimly, the faint hum of machinery and feel its tremble. So she was still on board the ship… what was it? Messalina, that was it. Correction: she was on a ship, not necessarily the same one. But there aren’t that many steam-turbine powered vessels around outside of navies, so the chances are that it was the Messalina.

A new and even more depressing thought suddenly hit her. If it was the Messalina: it wasn’t a standard, routine pilotage job: Henderson had called her out, hadn’t he? ‘Urgent, unexpected job.’ He’d said. He… he and she had been alone on the pilot cutter. A dread chill took her; no one knew that she come out to the ship except Henderson. And she’d turned him down flat more than once; the last time with some well-chosen words, including a few that even modern ladies aren’t supposed to know. Christ! He’d had her bloody shanghaied. Oh, Christ! Now the sweat ran from her armpits; it felt as cold and clammy as her heart.